God is the beholder of our 100% living; we are nothing without Him. He made us, He loves us (UNCONDITIONALLY -for the win!!) He is the Alpha and omega, beginning and end. OUR CREATOR.

so here it goes...remember the day/night you prayed for really something so dearly and you just cant hide the excitement through your eyes? because that is how much you're passionate and dedicated to what you prayed for, like no one in this world will be against your faith. oh man, uh huh. 

I have this experience just last year, that i have given my all for what i wanted my life to be, just how i planned it. i prayed for it. I contend-ly prayed for what i know is good for me, even I stated that let God's will be done upon my life.  but???? wait. 

I am focused to what i want, and what i need from God, that i no longer be precipitated to what to actually expect that God must do his will for me. Man, it hit me hard as rock when my prayer wasn't answered or such even a "yes" for a go!!! go for gold? or go for mud? nuh huh, dudey dude.

We tend to have one of two responses when what we asked for is not given in a timely fashion: trying harder or angry blaming. What if, rather than interpreting God’s “no” or “not yet” as punishment or indifference, we view it as an invitation to be transformed? right it is a transformation in process! Also, Comfort while crushing our fear of God being fickle. Rather than needing God to answer your accusatory questions of “Why?” you are free to ask, “How can I find You in the midst of this?” This inquiry provides us with the traction we need to move beyond our pain and into the transformation that God has for us.

I always keep in mind that whatever happens in my happy slash sad life, let it be, accept it as it was meant destined to be.

LADIES AND GENTS, STRIVE FOR IT!!!, WORK FOR WHAT YOU PRAYED, Though having a no for an answer is just a preparation of what it could have been, dude. SERSLY. accept the NO for an answer for your prayer, the best is yet to come! I PROMISE. GOD WONT GIVE YOU WHAT YOU DONT DESERVE, HE WILL GIVE YOU BEYOND THE "NO" THAT YOU GOT UPON YOUR PRAYER. AS THE SUN RISES AND THE SUN SETS DOWN, GOD WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU, WHATEVER YOU'RE GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW, i know you feel so depressed, lonesome, and exhausted because of the word "NO" or anything that hinder what you expect through your prayer, just remember God is preparing you for a battle, you may not understand it now, but there will come a time, day or night that you will say - "that is why God hindered me because i deserve this, i deserve the betterment of what could've been, and i am changed"