#godissaxrant

I think Yaguchi and Toono r cute I like seeing them built up but it makes me sad the more we see of them the further Kashima feels </3 I want to see more of him it’s like he’s becoming a background character

Yaguchi and Tamura prob aren’t likely at all LOL but I love how excited Tamura gets whenever Yaguchi is his rude self with him. Like “omg he’s letting him be himself around me 🤤🤤🤤🤤”

AND FUCKFOTNTNGG YURI DEVOTING HIMSELF TO FUJISAKI AND REMOVING HIS NAME FROM THE CLUB LIST AUGSHAHAHAHAJAJEKRKFKDKODO. Oh my god bro I’m so excited

Shikatani getting away from that teacher also made me rlly happy :( I was so nervous for his safety when they brought up teachers being involved but now he’s safe oh my little shikatani i love how everyone in the club looks out for each other. Also his backstory made me real sad like oh that’s baby :(

My taste is more defined now but I still don’t even have a fav genre if I’m being honest, like I enjoy certain plots but that’s it

Obviously I prefer queer stories, I love strong world building with defined structures. I like emotional journeys. I really fucking love sad stories actually. Angst angst angst angst angst mmmmfmfmgmgmgmg

I’m okay with grotesque stuff and it’s kind of common with some stuff I read, I mean if you’re into nitro chiral it’s a given especially sweet pool holy fuck

I just wanna understand my tastes better, but I guess the fact that I enjoy most genres is good too? I just wanna pinpoint my FAVS. Anything sad is perfect, if I’m reading something and I don’t cry then I’m disappointed (this includes happy tears too. Boy Meets Maria made me sob like a baby when they kissed)

I’ve been kind of bad tho I keep starting too many series and then not finishing them, so I think I need to start getting thru my list of unfinished manga’s/vn’s and then do it one at a time

Finish Adekan, I only have a few chapters remaining in Trinity Blood and Hellsing, I neeeeed to finish sweet pool, togainu no chi can wait tbh I may wait to get true blood and just do both at once. I have more I put on hold but those are the ones I’m so close to finishing, the rest I’ll just reread/finish another time

Oh yeah I’m reading Fatamoru at the same time as Adekan too, I just alternate when my brain gets bored of one so that’s pretty good. I was reading Saiyuki but I’ve realized if I’m gonna get into it I’ll have to set aside lots of time because I’d like to watch the anime too and I can def see myself getting obsessed LOL

The thing with me is I really do enjoy obsessing over one thing at a time, but when it comes to reading funny enough I can do multiple at a time. So I think to not stress myself out I’ll keep it to 2-3 at a time.

Yes I was on my Kaori Yuki mission and I have godchild/angel sanctuary about half way done, but I’ll resume that when I finish adekan. Adekan is so good I just want to keep constantly reading it, whereas other series I’m satisfied just reading a few chapters a day

I wassss reading berserk and made it to I think vol 11? But berserk is pretty good to just set down and come back to, I’ll do it when I feel like it

So many people don’t look into the psychology behind it they just hear something taboo and go “hmm no way you’re going about that correctly, you must be a terrible person!!” Like nooo I’m more than happy to explain the concept to you!! Please let me inform you!!! I want everyone to be educated so badly but you can’t even do that without “making people uncomfortable”. Like brah u don’t have to like the kinks but at least understand how it isn’t harmful

I really want to be one of those people with a specific dedication to something when it comes to reading. Like either genre specific or author specific. Rn it’s kind of Kaori Yuki, I want to be a fanatic and collect all her work (which I am starting to btw)

But also I really want to get deeper into the world of blvn’s outside of just Nitro Chiral, I’ve already got my eyes on some potential ones to read…

I can always do both obviously but I’m just thinking what I should get around to first and when. There’s no rush, I’ll admit I have been rushing myself in the past, but I’m good now. I’m enjoying it all and taking it all in, even rereading when necessary. *cough* Kaine *cough* I’ve almost reread it 3 times now

I think through reading I can learn a lot about myself that I lost in the years I spent away from books (Ik manga and vn’s aren’t exactly novels but they are typically same reading length). I used to read multiple books a WEEK bro. I’m out of my peak, and that was like junior high too LOL not even high school

I continued to read Manga into high school but then about half way I started to distance myself from anime and manga to pursue more gaming related interests