#goddamnchou

Erwin Smith is a star quarterback, winning over fans around the country. Despite this, he has a harder time winning over a certain cameraman he meets at his home stadium.

an american football au for brooke @goddamnchou <3 ilysm!!

the way you said “i love you” + a whisper in the ear

ty BOORKE

send me ships + numbers!

Sometimes Erwin will look up just in time to see Levi turning away, with a jerk of his head and the slightest hint of color in his face. This happens too often for it to be a coincidence. It’s only when he realizes this that he also realizes there’s something more, something he’s been missing. The reason Levi alone remains at his side when they return from an expedition, when no one else can meet Erwin’s eyes.

Levi’s a naturally caring person, with far more heart than he lets on. But Erwin makes a career out of noticing what others don’t, and Levi doesn’t look at anyone else like this.

Erwin feels the same way, has for years. And there are days when it’s harder than usual to ignore it.

Like now, in his office, when Levi’s slumped on the sunlit couch with a letter held over his face, reading it out loud in a breathy imitation of a nobleman’s accent. Every time Erwin laughs Levi flicks his eyes over, takes in Erwin’s face with unusually thoughtful smiles.

Then Erwin hunches over his desk to answer the letter, and it’s quiet but for the scratching pen and Levi shuffling paper. Erwin doesn’t look up again until he realizes he hasn’t heard any noise from Levi in several minutes.

Levi’s dozing on the couch, head tilting back on the armrest and cravat undone, his right hand curled in a loose fist over his heart like a salute. Levi, who used to carry a knife around Erwin and would sleep with his eyes open if he could. Erwin’s still in awe, sometimes, of how far they’ve come. 

The creamy patch of sun on the couch looks inviting, and Erwin wants so much of what Levi would gladly give him.

The bend of Levi’s neck looks uncomfortable, and it’s enough of an excuse to let Erwin rise, cross the room and kneel in front of Levi. He slips a hand under Levi’s head and shifts him down off the armrest, bringing him to rest horizontally on the couch cushions.

Levi’s breathing doesn’t change so Erwin’s hand lingers for a moment, thumb shifting against the prickly hair at the base of his skull, the soft skin at Levi’s nape warm like his heart.

Erwin inches closer, until Levi’s hair is a ghost against his nose, then he stops. This close he can smell him, like clean laundry.

“I love you,” he whispers, because like anything cooped up too long it needs a moment in the sun.

Erwin stands then, eases his hand out from under Levi’s neck. 

For a minute he entertains a notion, imagines telling Levi again one day when they were both awake and free to love, with no obligations but those of their choosing.

Perfect to rest a dong on

eruri ficlets in 300 words or less

challenged by goddamnchou

prompt: lipstick

warnings: blowjobs

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"Where… Did you get that.”

Levi purses his lips in response.

Erwin opens his mouth, lips quirking up into a smile. "My, my." His voice comes out breathy and deep. He reaches for Levi's face and presses his thumb gently against the swell of his bottom lip, his finger coming away blood red.

"Do you like it?" Levi murmurs. His lips are painted, complementing the deep flush on the high points of his cheeks. He unbuttons Erwin’s shirt, one button at a time. Levi’s fingers are deft, warm on his skin.

“It’s…” Erwin pauses when Levi flicks his tongue out and licks at his thumb.

“I agree.” Levi says seriously, bending down to trail kisses down his chest. Each one leaves a neat red smudge. He sinks to his knees and places one last lick just under Erwin’s navel.

In the dim lamplight of his office, the buckles of his straps glint as they’re undone. The only sounds are the rustle of fabric and Erwin’s own sharp intake of breath. He watches the red of Levi’s lips intently, stretched around his cock. He comes away with his mouth dripping, the colour smeared down his chin.

When he stands again, Erwin lifts him and wraps Levi’s legs around his waist. “You look sinful.” He almost growls.

He tastes himself on Levi’s tongue and greets his reddened lips with a soft bite. In response, Levi feels for Erwin’s nipple and gives it a pinch.

“It’s all come off.” He laments, eyeing Levi’s pouty mouth.

“Yeah, on you.” Levi nudges their noses together.

“Going to put more on?”

eruri ficlets in 300 words or less

challenged by goddamnchou

prompt: beach

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Levi wakes up to the sound of seagulls now, and he swears he’ll never get used to it. He burrows under Erwin and savours a few more minutes of coziness before putting his slippers on and starting breakfast. Erwin shuffles into the kitchen soon after, bringing the warmth of their bed with him.

Their house is big enough for the two of them, with a spare room for guests. The view of the coast is beautiful but not many people chose to settle there after the war. The water is salty, not good for drinking. The sand could not yield crops. It was somewhere nice to visit but not somewhere to live, long-term. “Not ideal for a family,” they were told.

Maybe if the war had ended a little earlier, maybe if they were a little younger, Erwin used to say. “I’m old bones now.”

Their days were slow and peaceful, a stark contrast to their military life. They rode into a nearby town to shop at the market once a week, they took barefoot walks along the beach to feel the cool water between their toes. They had more time than they knew what to do with, until the weariness in their bodies finally caught up with them. Sometimes they spent the whole day in bed, not saying a word, and not having to.

For years, Levi lived beside Erwin, and was sure he would die beside him. The ending of the war wouldn’t change that.

5. list all anime you have ever watchedim probably gonna miss a lot of them but here we go, in chronological order from childhood to now: dragon ball z, sailor moon, pokemon, yugioh, beyblade, rurouni kenshin, death note, (then many years later) snk, hetalia, kuroshitsuji, free!, zankyou no terror, no. 6, dramatical murder, love stage!!, gekkan-shoujo nozaki kun, tokyo ghoul, deadman wonderland... i know i’m missing like 3 or 4 but oh well

11. anime you didn’t expect to like but didother thank snk, free! lmao

14. saddest anime you have ever watchedsnk probably lol fml