Some self-portraits from the past two days. 10 hours of vertigo, 2 days on/off migraines, upping meds and MRI scheduled for the 27th plus referral into another neurologist. Averaging 2-3 days of migraines a week for past month, plus mood adventures, frustrating to not know if vertigo is related to my Meniere’s or a new brain adventure. Considering getting epilepsy dog as I live alone and this triggers seizures it might be a good idea, talking with PCP and others, though I am blessed most of my seizures are temporal lobar epilepsy (TLE) with my most common one historically being smelling blueberries, but I have had grand mal, memory loss, and other issues. This is not a request for resources, just me tracking and processing out loud. Gratitude to my Boy for literally scooping me up off the floor. Now they at least allowed me to not feel like I make up symptoms as they got to watch me try to walk. I take pictures sometimes to show me that things were real because so much neurological and mental stuff is, well, literally in your head. Thank you to folks who are understanding about the rescheduling of today’s “Writing as a Spiritual Path” to October 27th and tomorrow’s “Erotic Alchemy: Introduction to Sex Magic” with Wicked Grounds @wickedgrounds to November 10th. #InvisibleDisability #VertigoSucks #FuckMigraines #Gratitude #GlitterGlasses #MyGenderIsGrumpyLumberjack https://www.instagram.com/p/CU_HdbkgSsL/?utm_medium=tumblr
