#gismoe

I feel like I did something horrible today even though my boyfriend says we're not terrible people. I realized that one of my flaws is that I'm easily manipulated and fall for people's sad and helpless emotion. I want to help, I want to be there for them. There's some people I can't help because they will think I'm always wrong or think I'm just full of it...

This is a thing that conflicts my heart because I want what's best for my baby, and I know that this person wont be the best for them. They will use them as their slave or toy and mistreat them without even realizing it... It conflicts my heart because I have been on the other side of this story, and I learned to never abandon my baby. It is one of few things I regret. I should have found a way to bring her with me. Just because a stupid boy. If it wasn't for him I would have had her longer.... But that was my mistake. I hope this person learns to not blame others like I do/did.