#ginson

She was absolutely infuriating. Well, she was more frustrating than anything he’s came in contact with. Gino just didn’t know whether to go left, right or keep going forward. Everything seemed to be really tangled up with her, with them – they weren’t going in the right direction, obviously. Was Gino asking for too much by asking to be happily in love with her? He couldn’t help who he fell for her and she was just that much attractive. Who wouldn’t fall in love with someone like her? She was just…too damn adorable all of the time to not be considered as someone he’d be crazy about. And okay, he really loved her. There, if that was going to make everything better – it wasn’t, though, because he was sure Carson knew, and yet she was acting like this. Why would she even ignore him? One second she’s fine and when they try to take a step forward, she curls up like a hedgehog that was protecting itself. He only wanted to know what he did wrong.

“Why are you avoiding me?” he asked her determinedly whilst following her through the party. For Heaven’s sake, this was a party and everyone else was drunk, yet they were fighting about something stupid such as her ignoring him. He didn’t know what he’d done in the first place to make her distance herself from him like that. All that he’s ever done was be a good friend and be there for her, though he was dying to have more of her. No other guy would have been satisfied with this kind of relationship, one where you didn’t know whether you were really friends or something more. Despite all of that, he was more than understanding and caring, even when he didn’t know what the hell her problem was. To be quite frank, he was really getting sick of this push and pull situation they were stuck in. “I’m not avoiding you,” he heard her answer and just wanted to throw something at someone due to all of the frustration.

 However, he still whipped her around gently so he could look her in the eye; dare her silently to lie further to him. “Yes, you are and I don’t know what I did wrong…why are you doing this?”

 “Doing what?”

 “You’re doing it again Carson!” he shouted involuntarily, causing the poor blonde to flinch visibly. He felt bad, even for the sudden outburst. He would try to console her but he wanted to do that to himself first because everything she did set him on edge, both in a good and bad way. She drove him absolutely insane and then left him high and dry. There was nothing he could compare to it, because he didn’t know anything about love – this was his first time falling and first time ever feeling something for someone, but it was still so damn difficult to know what she was feeling. “You’re acting like you don’t know anything about the way I feel about you, even though you do know and you push me away randomly without telling me what I’ve done…”