The water was beginning to cool and his muscles were still sore from the constant flights in Vhagar, he had to do it, he need to do it, the war would not stop, the massacres would continue, now it was a “them” or “us”, peace was no longer an option and it would be ridiculous to try to get it.
He grunted, rubbing his shoulder, eyes closed.
There he was again, his voice, his damn beautiful voice.
Opened his eyes, in front of him, in the tub was the reason why they called him “Kinslayer”, soaked with his dark hair stuck in his face, his empty eyes and strangely pink lips, as if he were alive, as if he were with him right there.
- Uncle? – his dead eyes looked directly into his one eye, demanding an answer – Was it worth it?
Aemond tilted his head, examining “him”, his skin paler and the mark of his dragon's teeth on his sides, there was no more blood, but the wound was still red, as if it were healing.
– Was it worth taking my eye, Lucerys? – finally he spoke, leaning forward and taking his face with both hands, caressing it with devotion – was satisfactory for you?
“Lucerys” brought his hands between his, guiding his right hand to his lips to kissing his palm.
– I don't regret it – he whispered as he separated his cold lips from the warm skin – it was Jace or you, my brother…or the uncle who hated us.
– I didn't hate you – he pulled Lucerys's face sharply, bringing it closer until it touched his nose – not until that night.
His breath was just as cold, but his smell was sweet, like the lemon cakes he used to force him to eat when they were children and steal them from the kitchens, Aemond kept every memory of his childhood with him inside his dark heart, when he was happy, when they were still innocent...
When he still doesn't hurt him, when Lucerys would never betray him.
– You know the answer, taoba.
He only heard his laugh, the same one he hated and loved.
Turning to his side, the witch of Harrenhal was looking at him with a raised eyebrow and with a robe in her hands, she knew what was happening.
– The water is cold, next time make sure they heat it well, Alys.
– Of course – with a smile she approached and handed him the black robe – did he come again?
No. Lucerys never left, he didn't leave, his ghost would follow him until the last day of his life, just like that moment.
And he liked that, now he would have him by his side, Aemond was tormented all those years by the hatred in his lost eyes and now that negative feeling disappeared like smoke, he could enjoy the company of the ghost of Lucerys hunting him.