Jun 8, 2021
i have a disease that makes it so i can only either
1. halfhazardly rush & put minimal to no effort into school assignments, or
2. put TOO much effort into them, writing out pages & pages and going way over any sort of word or page limit that i was supposed to follow & usually adding extra work for myself on accident bc i assumed some vauge instructions wanted me to go all out
and its called im neurodivergent
#sits here being The Lazy Dumb Student#until im presented with a project that lets me GOD YES just#RESEARCH A CONCRETE TOPIC#AND awnser specific questions and/or write an essay/make a slide presentation!!!!!!! GODDDDD#im so autistic i just wanr data and statistics & facts & if u try & make me do a 'creative' or 'enganging'assigment i will fail so bad#i just want. i jusg wsnt to sit on my laptop & take notes#ghhj#in my 1st grade classroom mh tescher had a set of those world encyclopedias#u know. they each have a letter nd then inside they have thinfs that start w that letter & give u a short blurb of facts abt them#and theyre MEGA HUGE#anyway those where my shiiiitttt id jist read em all day#anytime we got an assigment that used them i was like. yes yes YESS#i wanted my own set SOOO bad i beegggeed my mom but we couldnt find one think they r for academics only idm#├Чidk#text
