Now you’re lost Lost in the heat of it all Girl you know you’re lost Lost in the thrill of it all Miami, Amsterdam Tokyo, Spain, lost Los Angeles, India Lost on a train, lost

Ten days ago,

I fantasized about suicide

For the first time

In a long time–

It’s become unclear to me

What exactly I am supposed to be doing

With this gift God gave me,

Because it seems

That the one thing I’m great at

Just isn’t good enough

And that frightens me–

Not only because it’s all I have,

But because it’s all I want–

Or at least I thought so,

Until I contemplated the thought of losing you

In lieu of it,

And now

I’m not so sure what’s important

I have been fortunate to have had two people in my life that I learned a great deal from.

Ha! Good question!

Ummmmmm... I would have to say that the best lie I ever told was to my dad and my brothers and I had gotten arrested for fighting downtown and I told him that they were trying to protect me from a group of guys when in actually we were all shitfaced, these guys stared talkin’ shit, and the four of us picked a body and stared swinging.

So, as you can see, we’re less than two days away from the release of my first novel and I’m super excited about it. That being said, if you’re at home on a Saturday night like I am and you’re in the mood to read something, click this link and check out the first three chapters. Feel free to pass it along to anyone that might enjoy it as well - if you find yourself wanting to know what happens next, then be sure to buy here.

I'ma need you to eat.