#ggghhhhhh

whyyyyyyyyyy is this happening?! no obvious trigger, just out of no where

i used to have it like this all the time but since i moved my migraines have gotten so much better and less frequent. this is so frustrating i dont want to stay home in case it is not going to be too bad, but i also dont want to take meds now before i handle swords, and i dont want to risk a really bad attack either

i am annoyed AF

*takes a deep breath* The Order is garbage.

Pre-Komui Order at least. This is horrifying.

Like the Alma arc put it at the center of the plot so we couldn’t ignore it and all, but this is thhe second big scene that shows us the Order can be crap (the first one being Lenalee’s flashbacks). 

And for a second scene this is horrifying.

“He’s a blood relative to an exorcist it has to work” this is sickening. How they drove him to the point of deafness and still tried to experiment on him until he fell. And how they forced Hevlaska to keep trying even when the safety was considered well past.

*sighs* the worst part is that you can wishfully hope it was just in the past but then they do other sort of garbage with the Third Exorcist Projects so.

At least we have Komui to try to attempt at stopping this crap I guess.

And Like ofc they’re desperate: this is horrible when your enemies manage to create weapons this easily (especially with how they manifacture wars to create more tragedy) while you have to rely on people being chosen by a special crystal, so you need to have the crystal near a person who can accept it for it to work. So like, ye that’s frustrating.