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Months ago I would sit with people I loved, people I was in relationships with and feel no motivation in showing affection. I was completely in the dark and preferred to express myself in a way that was cold towards people I was in relationships with, I would often be quite distance, unwilling to show affection, and overall probably a terrible boyfriend. 

But there was one person who I was willing to be more than a boyfriend, more than a husband, more than a best friend to. I spent a year of my life with someone who is entirely amazing and perfect in every single way. We spent time apart because of issues we were both having identity and sexuality wise and I can say, coming back after five months apart... 

I am still inlove with this person and she is the only person I’ve ever felt this passionate about and I’ve made it clear to the variety of people I’ve dated that I was looking for someone who made me feel the way she did because at fifteen I fell head over heels for a girl. I’m writing this to express that I don’t think anyone in this Universe could make me happier. At fifteen I knew she was the one and only person I wanted to spend my life with, and I knew it all through out our break and I know it now. 

I’ve never been so certain about someone in my life. She is my other piece. She is my other half. She is the oxygen in my lungs. She is the alien to government cover up. She is... my soul mate. 

And if she reads this I want her to know... I love you dearly, more than you’ll ever know and I don’t give a fuck if people view us a shitty Twilight couple because for you I’d be anyone and if that means looking like a twat, then so be it. People may never understand us but we know who we are and so fuck them.