#gettingmythoughtsout

Yes, i know this might sound very weird, but my mom convinced me to start writing a gaming journal. I used Tumblr to post what I learned from the gaming industry. However, there have been many sleepless nights that I have had just thinking about code...yes, code. I wouldn't say that I am a pro at programming, but there have been times where I sit in front of my computer thinking..What has gone wrong with my life? like most programmers lol. My mom suggested I write down everything because I ignore the true answer with my daily thoughts...Heck if it means I can get sleep, I will try about anything. Going to bed at 2 am to wake up 4 hours later doesn't cut it anymore...I'm no spring chicken! (^_^) 

A few nights I typed in a word document a gaming journal. I cannot believe how much it has helped. I typed, copied, and pasted my code in the word document and the next morning I came up with solutions to the problem I thought about the next day! What is this sorcery known as my gaming journal and why didn't I do it at the beginning of this year when I could've really needed it. 

I'm going to write on this blog purely anonymously so I won’t tell you my name but I will tell you that I'm nineteen and from Victoria, Australia. I live in a suburbified country town just outside of the Melbourne CBD. I'm studying to become a kindergarten teacher and will be qualified in just 3 months. I come from a broken home and see my dad for about 10 minutes every other Friday when he comes to pick my siblings up for the weekend with the exception for my birthday and Christmas’s, this is purely a little by my choice and a lot of the fact he’s whipped by his new girlfriend. Now for my mum, we get on well for the most part, but sometimes I feel undervalued & loved less than my siblings and like I can’t confidentially tell her things without her telling my nan. Neither of my parents win the parent of the year award, but I do love them because they are my parents. I have been in a relationship with the most amazing boy for the better part of 3 and half years now and can foresee myself eventually marrying him. I guess I got the idea to write this blog from Zoella (Zoe Sugg) after reading her recent novel Girl Online. I am by no stretch of the imagination a literary genius I mean I failed high school English more than I excelled in it but I’m going to give this a shot and see how I go. If you have anything else you want to know then ask me in the ask box.

Thanks for reading my ramble, bye for now