Last night I attended my first Chemistry lab class and wow, talk about an overwhelming amount of information. This will be the toughest class I think I’ve taken so far in my undergrad. The crazy part is, it’s not even at the four university I’m attending. It’s a one-off class at a tech school. I thought for sure my Forest Eco or Wildlife Bio classes would much more involved but that does not appear to be the case. The Chem lab also goes late, which isn’t ideal but it does save me from adjusting my work schedule. So, there’s a positive for you. I’m super tired today after getting home and into bed an hour later than normal. That hour really seems to make a big difference!
I was struggling a little bit this morning with a minor anxiety slip feeling like my boyfriend would be suspicious over the fact I have this late class. He’s been through a lot so I guess I’m just trying to make sure he doesn’t feel any kind of way he has in the past. I’m obviously not lying or doing anything wrong but if it were me, I’d have the thought in my mind too. I think I’m just tired so my brain is trying to play tricks. He seemed fine, so I’m sure it’s nothing and I’ve over thought the situation again. I am thankful this time that the slip was minor and didn’t last long. Sometimes they can go for hours or days. Sometimes they are simply 5 minutes.
Anxiety is weird.
