#getting over cold

Welp! My life has sucked for a whole ass minute! It has been close to two freaking weeks since I have been given the plague by the husband. I am starting to think that it may have been covid driven due to the hard capability of fucking breathing!

Other than that had an interview for apprenticeship and I am thinking that they are not gonna hire me. So, am gonna move on for now since I have been waiting for multiple calls other than apprenticeship, and to no avail of them calling me. I am just tired of waiting in all honesty. I tried my best, and now I am gonna try another apprenticeship along with a warehouse job. Want to make money to put dents in all of our debts. From school, car, and teeth debt.

I can keep trying for what I am looking for and if I can get into a warehouse that would be awesome, because it would definitely get my feet wet for the blue collar field. Since I have been in nothing but customer service since I was 16 years old. So, here is to hoping along with losing weight as well while working in a more fast paced field! Plus getting in shape is still the deal. Still not losing the pounds but am losing inches. On account I have tried several clothing that used to be tight or snug on me!

That is all the updates so far, and hope to give more as time goes on! Hopefully a job woot woot!

Well did some research after I talked with my bro and he said that it is better for inches to be lost rather than the weight right away. I am like well have not done too much research on that, so I did and it gave me some relief.

When losing inches instead of weight means that your body is in a morphing stage, because muscle is being built up. Which means that over time with the muscle being built up it will first weigh you down due to muscle being heavier than fat. Then you will start to see the change in the scale. I am like woa that is pretty crazy because I have definitely seen the muscle gain in my legs, arms, and back. Not so much my stomach area since that is where the majority of my weight is, and have not really noticed much change when it comes to my neck. So, I will keep doing what I am doing, because what I have done so far is change my eating habits a bit more to where I don't binge as often as I used to. Unfortunately I will never get rid of my eating disorder since it has been with me since I was a teenager, and now being a full ass adult. Well...the best that can happen is managing it better without stressing so much on it like I used to. Which made me binged more, but with the work that I have done towards it has done alot of good.

So, the plan was to update my playlists on my mp3, so that when I did go on my walks it was gonna get me pumped up since I have taken a couple months off from exercising. Due to me having teeth issues, family functions, and overall just getting ready for winter since I live in an rv. It has caused me some delays in my normalcy of exercising like I have since June. But again things did not pan out the way that I wanted them to go, because I have been sick as a dog for a full ass week now. Whoever brought this shit to my husband 's job needs to step on a lego every other step! I have been groggy, dizzy, nasaly, lost my voice, lost my taste, and just plain hurt all through the body. I still have it and it has not gone away fully yet! I am tired of being sick. 😖🤧

So, now I have to rest and hope that soon I will be able to do what I want, but I ain't gonna hold my breath because it might just kill me at this fucking point!

Have a good day, and hope to not catch what we had because this shit is bullshit!