#getitboo

I don't even know why I try and sit outside at this time of day 😂 I am about to die...but I'd die happy? Too much VITAMIN ^D #all #therealmvp #thechaosofhollywood #the #thuglife #introspection #intuición #controlla #hypebeast #hm #yes #getitboo #brooklyn #love #knowyourworth #knockout #fakeassbitches #runningdrama #business (at Seville, Gilbert, Arizona)

Family feels are for every day. 🥰😩❤️ my morning was crying into my pillows, laughing hysterically, and feeling normal again all in the span of 10 min lolllll currently rubbing myself in CBD (see @kiskanu) and remembering im okkkkk cuz even when the egg drops, my mic doesn’t lol 🥴🥴🥴🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️ flow FORREAL inspo on deck carousel wheelin, my day one’s, FaceTime mommy included!!! #oakland #morningmotivation #getitboo #letsgonow #familygoals #chosenfamily (at Bi-Rite Creamery) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs0xghaBIJW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=e9e4v0s8998w

YOU. WASN’T. THERE!!!!! Yo the gram is a highlight reel for a reason. We all wanna believe in miracles, that dreams come true and that there’s hope in a world of suffering. In 2018, I basically proved to myself that I could turn all my passions into a JOB. It wasn’t for happiness so much as #fulfillment to a life’s purpose aligned with a skill set that came naturally to me with challenges that I actually wanted to face on the regular. With all that said, it’s moments like these that (make it to the gram) to remind ME/Us of the following: 1) Don’t stop believing, let people know what you want and speak on it (tweet on it, in this case) 2) Follow through, get people on board with you that you trust (power in numbers, but even more in authenticity) 3) ALWAYS ALWAYS — LET THE MUSIC SPEAK! 🎶 Yo! This song has been a part of my life for as long as I can remember—clubbing in 2011 from CIRCLE to Pacha and too many festivals to name; 6AM sprints at @soulcycle with @sydmiller LOVE U; all the way to now, a simple yet iconic request by @sammmetz and a more than memorable NYE open to close with @kaskade fulfilling that request (for all of us, but esp for SAM). Believe in your dreams y’all!!!! Cuz we fuckin do and we literally have the best jobs in the world, it’s really wild. AND IN TRUE #GETITBOO FASHION, SHOUT OUT TO ME FOR PUSHING SO HARD IN 2018. WITH TRUST, ACTION, AND A WHOLE LOT OF HEART. ❤️🏆❤️ #letsfukingo 2019 lol For all the noobs in the house, all good, #listennow to Nadia Ali’s “PRESSURE” remixed by Alesso. YOU ALREADY KNOW!!!! 😩👏🏻🏆❤️🙏🏻🎊🎶🤯🤩✨🥳 #kaskade #kaskadenye #soulsisters #nye2019 #makemomentshappen #dancechallenge #musicislife #makemesmile (at Bill Graham Civic Auditorium) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsPj41GBbI7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=e13dz3iff66u

All the things I’m grateful for in one photo—#weed, #kaskade, and #Christmas. 💚😌🌲🥰💚🎁 You can’t see the bushel of weed in my hair though, but it’s there, hahaha. ☺️ And yes my sweater has reindeers and says Kaskade on it (shout out @shopkaskade). This has been one of the happiest Christmases I’ve spent with my fam. Could be that I’m totally employed and finally just doing what I’m meant to be doing. I’m just gonna own it and let y’all know I’m running my own biz as a consultant, got a few things in the pipeline, and most importantly, got a number of brands/businesses in my wheelhouse that are really really good to me (and I mean, it’s the people/teams I work with, specifically). Believe it or not since 2014, this time of year has been pretty rough for me. Either been in between jobs (2014) or just straight jobless from being let go from start-ups that just threw in the towel (2015, 2016). It wasn’t until some time last year did I really see things for me turn around and it was because I started to OWN my destiny. I’ve been carving this path of mine, challenging myself in more ways than one, and while giving to me, I’ve FINALLY been able to give to others. It feels so great. I’m in debt to my fam and friends for their love and support. I feel happy today and I just wanna say to anyone still reading this, if you’re feeling down and out on your current situation—you got this! Don’t stop believing in yourself! There is abundance waiting for you when you live with intention. HAPPY HOLIDAYS YA’LL!!!! Next stop, Bay Area baby!!!!! ❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️ #getitboo #maeface #merrychristmas #happyholidays #christmastree #filipina #dontstopbelieving #homesweethome #familygoals #gratitude (at New Jersey) https://www.instagram.com/p/Br1d3BaBEQc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14kd1iu85qeex

“BLESS YOU MATTY.” (Sound off for storytelling purposes). Bless this human’s heart. Sadly, I totally ignored all of Matty’s tweets to befriend me in our Kaskade world very early on until I got the pleasure of getting to know him during a once in a lifetime experience at the Burn a few years back. Riding out in the dust, tripping on good times, dancing like there’s no tomorrow, and sharing endless life stories and inside jokes are now what our dreams turn realities are made of. Matty, you’re literally my childhood dream of a male best friend. Thanks for riding with me all these years and being as selfless and kind as you are; always standing up for what’s right. You rarely take sides, so much as you just stay Matty. We can all learn a little something from you in that regard and it’s probably the same reasons why we all gravitate to you and love you so much. I have to graciously thank you for painting the Bay Area with me full of such colorful, unforgettable memories. We literally can make every moment last forever like two kids with the golden ticket and endless energy to sustain a sleepless night. Kinda like this early morning before one of my flights, where you drove an hour out to pick me up the night before and we somehow ended up by Lake Merritt watching early birds ferociously workout while we laughed on in our wonder and mindscape exploration from the night before. 😂 I Appreciate You for all the sweetness and thoughtfulness you share. Thanks for being there for me this year when I really needed you/a ride to/from the airport/a place to stay before I found my own home. You’re a true gem and I celebrate you today!!! I look forward to our “Let Me Go” performance at NYE (hahaha, you ready?) and all the photos you take for me as my low key, but very skilled IG husband lollll 🙏🏻. (Seriously tho, the best photos on the gram were surprisingly taken by you when I asked tho!!!!) I am overjoyed you were born in my lifetime, Matty! ❤️Thanks for keeping me young, our friendship stress-free, and for endlessly staying interested in all my dreams and aspirations!!! You are the most high, HAPPY BORN DAY, #GETITBOO!!! All my love, my sweet boy! The world is yours!!!!! ❤ (at Lake Merritt-Uptown Oakland) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrjwNxYB8Ya/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wtrp4ywjlhvx

#TBT smash that play button for some obnoxious-feel-good-karaoke-ravelife 🤪🤭 Yo. The end of the year is coming, 1.5 months to be exact. I woke up, attempted to meditate (as advised by this life coach I randomly met the other day), and ended up in my archive. It’s so crazy this video is nearly a year old. Life moves fast. There are things that make it to the gram and other things that are just held close to the chest. There’s really no rhyme or reason to why or when I post things. I don’t content strategize my own shit, maybe that’s why it’s interesting. As I reflect on the year, I’m thinking a lot about the “what do you do?” question I get often. I’m really intimidated by this sometimes due to a level of PTSD when asked during my funemployment of #summerofgeeg 2014. I realized the judgment I felt (for not working on anything but myself at the time) was more about me not feeling defined or adequate. Funny, how that is! Now I feel lifted for being different, defined by a work in progress—a woman on a crusade to do what’s never been done before. Fear me not!! I’ll sometimes get down on not seeing the immed reward, but that’s never been me. I’m not driven by immediacy as much as I can be impulsive. I live for change, am inspired through progress, and love to live in the moment knowing the long game is what’s real. Nothing last forever, but my purpose gives me meaning. This year I realized I don’t chase dreams. I may get held up, but I make them happen and re-write them along the way. A lot of the time, I just believe. I try not to get lost in the steps but it’s hard. If I see potential, I just gotta see it through *Haha, insert Drake, “if you had a twin, I would still choose you!”* I’m not sure where I’m going with this, but let’s let it rock. The reality is I’ve been brewing on something of my own for the last few years. It started as a passion project and then led me to a new path of dreams (turn reality). I listened to a @girlboss podcast yesterday that reminded me, “your job 5 years from now may never have been done before”. This video reminded me that even when it’s #raining, LIFE IS ONE GREAT BIG DANCE. You gotta listen, trust the tunes, and just #getitboo. (at Bill Graham Civic Auditorium) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqNgFHfhYmP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zcilht1iepty

”DON’T BE AFRAID OF WHO YOU ARE!” Shout out to the men who attended to my talk yesterday, sat up front surrounding me, who had absolutely no manners. Y’all were my worst nightmare realized when it comes to public speaking and I applaud y’all for trying me lol!!! I hate to admit, I guess I really am super AZN “model minority” in a sense when things don’t square up to the excellence I want or expect them to be. (Trust me, I know very well about mistakes, failures alike.) However, I learned something powerful in this moment. I realized I had the ABILITY ~superpower~ to remain focused to combat these rudeass manners with what was innately inside of me—patience, trust, and INFORMATION. 🤫👹👩🏻‍🏫 I very much appreciated all of their questions as they were challenging, somewhat abrasive, and tested my own knowledge. It is all in conversation, so I’m cool with that, #themoreyouknow is my mood at all times. But for the male homies disturbing the peace and learning, shall we meet again or you all find yourself in a room where a woman is speaking, some food for thought—how about you STFU, stop talking to each other WHILE I AM TALKING, and get off your phone if you plan to sit right in front of me (be it texting or taking photos of things you weren’t told to touch yet). While I could say I was appalled, I actually learned A LOT from this and it allowed me to command the audience with peace and intention, outwardly call them out in my own true fashion (and fun/hilarity), and reclaim what was MY TIME to GIVE to a purposeful, educational conversation and dialogue. I think we are all better humans for that level of openness and my fear realized was truly just that —FEAR. And now that shit is gone. Goodbye to fear cuz I live by #getitboo! I WANT MORE MEN TO COME THRU TO MY TALKS, I AM READY FOR YOU!!!! 🤗🤗🤗. HAHAHA. love and respect to all. Thank you again to everyone who came out and showed me some love + support. Much appreciate you. #thoughts #wordup #dontstopbelieving #empoweredwomen #womanempowerment #filipinosbelike #maeface #womeninbusiness #womenincannabis #cannabiscommunity #mood