I don't care if this cheesy or sappy or comes back to bite me in the ass. But you know how people say that they just know when they find the one? I've been having those feelings for a while and they terrify me. But also excite me beyond belief. We've already talked about our future, our wants, our needs, our goals. We have the same goals, and wants, and needs and everything. Like. Even on the controversial stuff that ruin relationships and marriages. I honestly believe that this guy was fucking made for me. He's so incredible. My self confidence has boosted immensely because of him. My anxiety isn't nearly as bad as before. Every morning I wake up and almost expect it to be a dream. He makes me feel beautiful just the way I am. He doesn't care that I don't wear makeup, he actually prefers girls who don't. He wants something real, not something fake. He liked me for over a year, asked me out while I was going out with someone else(he didn't know I never posted about it where he could've seen it). He didn't ask me out again immediately when he found out we'd broken up. When the D20 decision shit went down, he was my rock. He was the person I vented to about it, he talked to me, offered me advice when I didn't even know I needed it. He got me out of the building those people were in. He was there for me when I needed him the most. I knew he still liked me, and I trsuted him to ask again when the time was right. And he absolutely did. I'm so incredibly lucky to have him, I don't know what I did to deserve him. But I'm going to love every damn second of it, because in light of recent events with a close friend, I've realized that someone can be taken from you in an instant. Without warning. And I want to love and cherish every moment I have with him, now and forever.