#genuine panic

Turns out, I had COVID. I genuinely don’t know when I picked it up because the almost-burn out from Organic Chemistry mixed with the awful COVID fatigue, and I don’t know when one ended and the other began. I just know that I got really badly sick (finally) with COVID, and it finally clicked.

I was out for an entire week, just about. It was awful. 0/10 do not recommend. But, I was in school again Thursday, and I worked this weekend, and I’m back! I’m genuinely back!

I spent this weekend working on a class I have been neglecting, and I can focus again! It’s not fun, because said class is boring as fuck and I don’t want to work on it, but I worked a half day and then did six assignments yesterday, and I did an assignment and a bunch of studying today! I still have a little bit of catching up to do, but it’s looking up!

But fucking hell, am I glad I’m back. Genuinely had a moment of “oh here’s where I went! I’m back now! This is the guy I’m used to!” For context, I’m a damn college honors student, with a GPA I’m really proud of, and the ability to laser focus on schoolwork like no other. My responsibility is one of my main character traits. Losing who I am this semester was fucking terrifying.

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Me: Oh god this is it this is blood poisoning my HS has finally killed me

Me: oh no wait they're scratch marks