After studying Judaism academically this past year, I’m desperately trying to find ways to continue my studies on my own but I’m absolutely paralyzed with fear that I’m going to do something shitty and appropriative because I’m not Jewish.
I don’t know if I’m ever going to convert. I don’t know if pursuing Noahidism is legitimate. I don’t know how to ask if what I’m doing is okay without making Jewish people in my life feel responsible for my reassurance. I feel very spiritually deprived because I’m so damn stuck but I would rather be stuck than risk doing anything to offend the community that I so deeply respect. I really just want someone to tell me exactly what I can and can’t do because this fear is honestly debilitating.











