#genshingirls

Pairing: Jean Gunnhildr x reader

Warning: Not proof read, Heartbreak, Part 2 not out.

A/n: I know I was meant to write lisa next but I had a better idea for Jean so I wrote a Jean fic. I'm thinking of writing a beidou or Ningguang angst next so if you have any characters male or female in mind (that are not the loli characters) comment them.

Written by @dogloveri23

UID:627473190

Acting Grand Master Jean was ever reliable when it came to her duties to the citizens of Mondstadt and protecting them. She was strong and could carry out a multitude of roles which would be a good reason why Grandmaster Varka left her in charge. Jean was overworked and had a lot of stress which piled up on her daily. She never really took time to look after her own health, not when there were multiple tasks she had to tend to every single day. Most of the Knights of Favonius try their best to only bring matters that they were unable to solve themselves to her. To the eyes of the ordinary people, Jean was strong, Talented beautiful, and amazing. Many could only fantasize about being in a relationship with her. But her lover would say otherwise.

Jean had had a lover when she held no title, before becoming the Acting Grandmaster. Her lover cherished her, loved her, looked after her, and made her day. But as the Acting Grandmaster, there were mainly things Jean had to neglect in order to serve Mondstadt to the best of her ability. The main thing being her health and the second being her lover. Y/n had gone countless days without seeing her lover. She had only heard about her well-being occasionally from the knights who would take pity on her and give her some insights on her lover's whereabouts for the week and when she would be back from certain expeditions. It took a toll on Y/n, not seeing your lover was depressing but knowing that they made no attempt to see you was even worse. But as a normal citizen of Mondstadt, there wasn't really much Y/n could do but watch from the sidelines. Especially with the storm terror incident ongoing and the traveler from afar, The entirety of Mondstadt seemed to rely solely on the Knights and most especially Jean. It was infuriating for them, but that was how it was now, the sparks of the relationship they felt were long forgotten now and the memories long faded, what could they do? Jean hasn't come to the home they shared in months and it was strenuous.

But here they were, at 4 in the morning on their way to the Tavern, hoping that Master Diluc would be there to pour them a glass of Dandelion wine to drown out the negative thoughts in her head. He was one of the few people you could relay your thoughts to and be given a clear answer. Upon getting to the tavern, a few voices speaking in low tones could be heard, a few of which you could recognize their voice. But the one who stuck out to you the most was Jean. She had the time to go visit her former superior but no time to visit her lover? Whether it was the pent-up frustration or the fact that it was 4am and you were sleep-deprived, you had no clue, but you could not stay any longer in Mondstadt like this. It was too much and you weren't strong enough to remain like this any longer. You returned back to your home without confrontation. Your heart felt empty and void of emotion. Maybe this was the sign you needed to move on from this part of your life.

By sunrise, you had packed a lot of your belongings and written a report. The report was of a temporary transfer of ownership of the house. You had given your house to a friend of yours for a few months while you traveled to live in Liyue for a little while. Most of the reports were submitted to the knights of Favonius and then ran through by Master Jean meaning that she would soon be aware of your approaching disappearance. You sighed briefly as you thought about how you were going to walk out of the city gates without being questioned about your whereabouts. They mostly only did this to you so that Jean could know where you were at all times and send any help or escorts if needed. But oftentimes, the back gates of Mondstadt were left unguarded and to your luck, today was one of those days.

You set out for Liyue Harbour following your map and navigating the path to the Stonegate. You pass through the Dawn Winery along the way but despite how quickly you walked, you were spotted by a certain Calvary Captain. "My, My this is interesting, I didn't expect to see you here Y/n. Are you here to see my brother? No that can't be right, which begs the question, Where are you going?" Kaeya asked suspecting something was going on. "Liyue" You say blankly. There was no point lying, Kaeya was smart and he would detect your lie in a heartbeat. "Does Jean know?" Kaeya asked in an amused tone. "No, she doesn't but she will soon," You say as you walked past him. Most of the Knights of Favonius understood the struggles that Jean was going through and this was going to break her completely. Your actions looked selfish but he could understand your point of view. "How do you think she'll take it?" Kaeya asked calmly causing you to stop moving and hesitate almost reevaluating your decision but you were doing this for yourself. All you've been doing is thinking about her and how she feels but if anyone is going to convince you to stay, it has to be her and no one else. You sigh before saying "Not well". With that, you continued your journey. All you ever think about is her and now you had to think about what was best for you.

ナヴィア＆クロリンデ｜Navia & Clorinde

凝光＆夜蘭＆刻晴｜Ningguang & Yelan & Keqing

バーバラ＆ロサリア｜Barbara & Rosaria