#gemmaxalvarez

[✉ → Ammeg]: Hey!!! I’m a really fucking good dancer. Don’t you try to tell me differently. I’m wonderful at it.

[✉ → Ammeg]: Sure I’m no you or Beyoncé, but I can dance! Like, girl, you should see these hips after a few shots. 

♥ - my muse tends to cling to

done~

★ - has the complete trust of my muse

done

♫ - my muse likes to get into antics with

Although Cassidy has very much of a “carpe diem” motto to her life (thus her company never alters how she opts to live), her high school squad (Gemma, Jesse and Keaton) existed of those she regularly ventured into recklessness with. After the death of Laurel and distance set them apart, she often found herself with the likes of Holland and their desire to paint the town red with a spray can and their fight for equality. The adventurous streak of Hana also entices her into mischief. However, now the group are back together, she’s almost certain no man will get left behind in the art of causing mayhem,

☮ - makes my muse feel calm when around them

done

☓ - has scarred my muse in some way ( physically, mentally, emotionally, etc )

♟ - my muse obeys

Herself. Nobody can control Holland like she herself. She knows when to take her time and thing, but she also knows when to follow her gut instinct and chase down what she wants. Who knows her enough to tell her what to do? She does, and she makes sure that nobody else makes her bow to their assertiveness. 

☒ - my muse refuses to talk to

Anybody that has negativity towards her life. Never has she wanted to talk to someone that doubted her abilities and way of life. She knows that she’s not living in the most orthodox manner, but she doesn’t judge anyone else, so she shouldn’t be judged. Plus, why even bother with assholes that pretend they don’t want to be on vacation all the time? 

☃ - my muse has very mixed feelings about

Gemma. There’s something about her that throws her off. Although she loves her and would be there for her whenever needed, she can’t stand the idea of her friend needing to be drunk to function. It makes her anxious and almost mad when she knows that the other woman is drinking far too much more than she should, but at the same time she figures there might be a reason. She just doesn’t want to upset Gem in any way by pointing it out, so she does her best to be a good friend in the meantime.

☮ - makes my muse feel calm when around them

“If you don’t get turned on by having your neck kissed somethings wrong with you.” 

“All I’m saying is that the neck is great and all, but the ear is where it is at. I swear, if you just whisper just the right way... instant lady boner."

[text] I gave up great shower sex to be here so don’t say I never did anything for our friendship

Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT. 

Unsent text: I watched a video of you dancing, and my lord. I’m so happy I had no clue of my sexuality in high school, I would have fawned over you... and probs a lot of the other girls in our circle of friends, but still. 

Sent Text: You have amazing moves! You’re killin’ it, keep it up. XOXO.

Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. 

Text: we’re going t the mall tmmrw right? 

Text: i’ll meet you at 4, gotta go, dev’s taking my phone away. no cells allowed apparently???

Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text.

Text: Thinking late at night, waiting to fall asleep in a hammock, then I remembered something.

Text: That one time when you tried to get me to dance with you and when I was copying everything you were doing, I slipped and my dress plopped up over my head.

Text: I think that was the best time ever. Everyone got to see that I’m a loser that wears granny panties -- or I was, but still. Thanks for that memory.

Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text.

Text: FUCK. I just wish that once, one fucking time, that I could text you without getting a half-hearted or drunken reply back.I just want to know you care, but you’re kinda being an ass right now.

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

Text: Okay, go to your mirror and repeat after me... or speak this out loud:

Text: I’m beautiful, smart, and talented. Holly loves me so, so much. She is the coolest person in the world, right after myself, Devon, and Nicola. I’m doing so well in my life that I want to inspire them and help them do whatever they want. Anyone else that I haven’t mentioned is a peasant and needs to get on our level.

Text: -- end repeat. Figured you might need some good words and pep talk. I love you, babe. You’ve got this and you’re amazing.

Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text.

Text: I. GET. TO. GO. TO. COACHELLA. 

Text: Talk about the best day of my life.

Text: Got tickets and Gambino is going to be there. 

Send “✆” for a MORNING text. 

Text: Good morning, beautiful! I had a dream where you were this like badass comic book character and you beat people to death with your hair. 

Text: I’m going to write a screenplay about this. 

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text.

Text: sHEs got legssss

Text: seh knews how to use theme!

Text: that s a soong abut you

Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text.

Text: Hey, we haven’t talked in a couple of days and I was just thinking about you guys. 

Text: I miss you! Give me a call soon. 

Send “%” for a CURIOUS text.

Text: Have you ever thought about being an actress? I think you’d be really good for this part that I’m writing. Get in touch!

Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text.

Text: I just got asked out on a date! No need to break out the champagne. Alright, alright, break out the champagne! I’m going on a date tonight, hell fucking yes!

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.

Text: I can’t believe I got stood up, I waxed for this shit. 

Text: Oh. That wasn’t meant for you, but we can rant about it as well. 

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text. 

Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT.

unsent text: everyone is passing me by and i’m scared. like, really fucking scared that i’ll never be anything more than some shitty receptionist with a bad attitude. i’ve always wanted to be so much more. losing laur just amplified everything for me. i say lost like we’re gonna find her down the back of the sofa and life never fucking works like that. i don’t wanna die when i still have so much more to offer. please come home soon, gem.

text: when are u back? 

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. 

text: i lvoe u more than lfie itself and im going to vomit because that is the msot disgustign thing i have ever said

text: i also drnak too mcu hwhiskey and ogod

text: this isnt a false alarm

Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text.

text: do u think sexuality is some kind of social construct?

text: i mean i never really identified as ANYTHING but it feels like an obligation now

text: like unless i say i’m this or that people won’t ever take me seriously

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

text: i may or may not miss u

text: so i sent a hamper to the hotel ur staying in and it has all of ur favourite food, that childhood toy u were adamant should stay in my car for when i passed my driving exam and a selfie of me 

text: also featuring u

text: but i’m sure u would rather look at my face for when u might be feeling a little low

Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text.

text: I’M AT THE AIRPORT WAITING FOR U

text: I MEAN U MIGHT NOT SEE ME 

text: I’M HIDING BEHIND UR OVERLY SIZED WELCOME HOME PRESENT AND MY BICEPS ARE HURTING

text: I’M TURNING INTO POPEYE

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

text: i’m eating at the place we went to when we first met laur

text: only i’m on my own and the food doesn’t taste as good as i remembered

text: i never thought i’d come here without u

text: without both of u