#gee gabs

i knew she didn't, i knew she didn't when she got into incredibox and only rarely ever spoke to me afterwards, when after that she suddenly no longer trusted me enough to be comfortable sending me her new address even knowing i was who i told her i was and knew i had a fuckin thing i made for her that i needed to mail out

but it still hurts

i wasted four years on her

i threw four fucking years away for her