no but see you don't understand, he's being backhandedly mean to gerard by implying that gerard is the one who's throwing up, when it's well known gee likes WATCHING people throw up but has less enthusiasm for doing the act himself. this doesn't make the song any LESS about anal sex tho if you'd actually listen to me here

I’m happy that Matthew apologised to Juliette, of course, it means very little for what she’s suffered, but it’s a recognition of the crap life she has had because Gebert wanted to bring him and his family down. One of Matthew’s defining aspects is his guilt complex for all the things he has done or people have done because of him so to have him not be remorseful would seem wrong, but he was also primarily worried about Diana so I think they found the right balance. Matthew played that well, I felt that apology was sincere but also mindful of the danger.