#gdconfessions

*Admin Note: This confession was sent quite far back, apologies for the holdup! Now, that the blog is up and running again, feel free to send in your confessions!

-Admin PAIK

Why can GD just tell who he was dating. If he keep denied & hide it, there will be lots rumour. I just want him to be happy. Funny is, the real person he dating are not those who he being ships. But this adorable dumpling Cutie pie that GD adore so much really help GD create lovely song. GD please show to the world ur lover...Not just wearing each others favourite color (yellow & red), wearing same bracelet, write secret note & pic to express each other feeling, & both of u keep writing a song.

GD is probably the only real celebrity crush I ever had..I knew that he literally had everything I ever wanted in a man when I first saw him and I didn’t even really know how famous he was at the time..his personality, confidence, smile, goofiness, sexiness and his personal views is everything I ever wanted in man. I’ve been with my boyfriend for 8 years at this point, and honestly if I had a chance to be with jiyong or someone like him, I probably would leave my current boyfriend without hesitation. Is it wrong of me to think this way?

Okay I don’t even know if I should comment on Untitled 2014 when i don’t even know how I feel yet. Oh lawd!!!!! Okay I have not heard the whole album yet so maybe I should wait to say something until then. But I have like butterflies and crazy feelings just after the first song. Well there were so many questions about 2014, the year. It was heartbreaking as a fan. There was so much chatter and so many people making statements like “butt out of his personal life, we don’t really know what is going on, when he is ready to talk about he will, these are just instagram posts, just let him post things without reading in…” even criticism like “Stop getting involved in GD’s life, and get your own!” Well I am just going to let myself be human and have feelings okay– when it is obvious someone is sad and depressed and you are looking right at the evidence of that it gets kind of hard to just explain it away, or stay out of it. I look back at that time and I was almost kind of depressed too! He just seemed so down. So when I saw the title of this song it totally rattled me, to just think of going back to that time. Call me a loser with no life of my own for feeling so much on this subject–idc, i am just being honest. Then i heard the song and it was like a free fall. No. I do not like the song that much. I love GD. People have criticized his voice in the past, so I will say it is a full on ballad, and I think his voice sounds great on it. I even heard a little clip of him singing it a verse or too of it live as a teaser, he even sounded awesome even just being put on the spot like that. BUT this is not GD! Fine I don’t really know the man but in my heart I am screaming “this is not GD!!!” That time period was so deep, and this is just a song begging for this woman, apologizing, on and on. I can’t believe that that was all there was to it. I am going to come completely clean and say this: I do not think GD and the lady were meant to be. Anytime people break up and get back together over and over (and let’s be real, even though we don’t know, that was what was probably happening) a) you do not really want to work things out b) you are not really committed c) you guys are just not meant to be d) a spouse/ serious BF or GF is not supposed to just walk out when times get tough….ugh!!! But we get this simple song about how he’ll give up everything to get her back. I just wanna die (not really, but you know what I mean) AND does this mean GD still has not moved on??? Like if he is in a new relationship, what is he doing writing a begging sort of song to an old girlfriend with his new one standing right there? I guess this song could just be a “snapshot” , a memory, just part of a bigger picture, not something stating that he seriously wants the 2014 woman back NOW today, it’s just him writing on old pent up feelings… But honestly the song lacks honesty for me. Other songs like ROD, that XX–those I feel like I am really getting the whole story, idk why, but something is off about this song for me.