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synopsis: your dating history had been nothing but bad sex and even worse goodbyes. he showed you a patience and certainty that silenced every doubt, proving you werenât hard to love; youâd been loved by him all along.
warnings: 18+, explicit sexual content | oral (f. receiving), unprotected sex, dom!jiyong, sub!reader, soft power play, heavy praise kink, multiple orgasms | best friends to lovers, swearing, fluff, aftercare.
authorâs note: this is one of my fics for @jiyongsangelâs manâs best friend writing event!! as per usual, itâs pretty lengthy because apparently iâm incapable of writing anything under five thousand words. i know a lot of people have been looking forward to this one, so hopefully you all enjoy it! âĄ
you werenât heartbroken; that wouldâve implied there was something left to break.
youâd been on dates.
enough of them to know when there wouldn't be a second one before the drinks even hit the table.
enough to hear the same compliments repeated back to you like a script.
enough to recognize the tone men used when they were trying to impress you without actually learning anything real.
youâd slept with some of them, too.
sometimes because you wanted to. sometimes because you were desperate for relief. sometimes just to prove to yourself that you could still feel something, even if it didnât last.
you werenât bitter. you didnât walk around openly hating men or rolling your eyes at every couple on the street.
you just didnât have it in you anymore.
the hope. the performance. the energy it took to pretend someoneâs bare minimum was enough.
so when you got home from yet another date that left you completely drained, you didnât even bother with the lights.
you left your bag by the door, kicked your shoes aside, and sank onto the kitchen floor with a box of cookies at your side.
you werenât heartbroken. you werenât even sad. it was quieter than that; almost like resignation.
maybe it wasnât that love never came; maybe it was that you were never the kind of person people stayed for.
being alone didnât scare you.
what scared you was how much work it always seemed to take to avoid it.
every man felt like a mirror you kept wiping down, but no matter how clean you made it, the image was never your own.
it was smudged with their ego, clouded by their expectations, and warped by the way they looked at you like you were a puzzle they were entitled to solve.
you were tired of carving yourself down. of softening your edges. of apologizing for being too much or not enough.
tired of folding yourself smaller and smaller until there was nothing left of you at all, except whatever version might finally be enough to make someone stay.
your phone buzzed against the counter, a small sound that cut through the stillness and broke the spiral of your thoughts.
you kept your focus on the cookies in your lap, thumb working over the cardboard as though the solution to all of your problems might appear if you traced it long enough.
until it buzzed again. then again. and again.
you let out a weary sigh and reached for the phone, answering blindly, not bothering to see who it was before lifting it to your ear.
mostly because you already knew who was on the other end of the line.
âhi,â you said, voice low and a little scratchy from disuse.
âyou sound like shit,â jiyong replied, warm and easy.
you smiled without meaning to. âthanks.â
fabric shifted on his end, a soft thud like he was throwing himself deeper into a couch.
âyou didnât text me today,â he spoke, not accusing, just noticing.
âmm.â you agreed quietly. âdidnât really feel like it.â
a quiet hum of understanding slipped out before his voice turned lighter. âhold on. didnât you have that date tonight? with moustache guy?â
you shut your eyes. âunfortunately.â
âsoâŚhow bad was it?â he asked, already seeming to know the answer.
your head tipped back against the cupboard, the cool surface steadying you.
âhe called me dramatic,â you muttered, eyes fixed on the ceiling.
âouch.â he made the sound like a real wince. âwhatâd you do, insult his shirt?â
despite yourself, you let out a small laugh. âno. i just didnât want to sleep with him.â
the quiet that followed was brief, but you felt it; he was biting back his first thought and thinking of something more appropriate to say.
âah,â he said finally, voice dry. âgod forbid you make a decision about your own body.â
you snorted, the sound sharp in your throat. âright? how dare i.â
âso you blocked him?â he asked, though it sounded more like certainty than a question.
âwhile he was walking me home,â you admitted, reaching into the box for another stale cookie.
his laugh rolled through the receiver, low and warm. âbrutal and efficientâŚi respect it.â
the sound pulled a laugh out of you too, small and worn around the edges, before it faded back into quiet.
his voice softened in the pause. âyou doing okay, though?â
you hesitated, not because you didnât want to tell him, but because you couldnât figure out how to shape the heaviness in your chest into words.
âiâm tired,â you said at last, the words too small for what you actually meant. ânot just tonight. itâs the kind of tired that sleep doesnât fix.â
âmm.â his agreement was soft, a sound that told you he knew exactly what that felt like, and that heâd been there more times than he could count.
his breathing stayed steady in your ear, present in a way that made the silence feel less empty.
âhow did you even know it went badly?â the question slipped out before you could stop it.
âbecause you picked up,â he answered simply, like that explained everything.
you frowned at the ceiling, not satisfied. âthat doesnât even make sense.â
there was movement on his end again, the soft rustle of fabric and a dull thud in the background, though his voice never faltered.
âyou never pick up during good dates,â he reasoned. a pause stretched, just long enough for the smile in his voice to be obvious. ânot that youâve ever actually had one.â
your mouth fell open, half offended, half amused. âyouâre such an asshole.â
âtell me iâm wrong.â the grin in his voice was obvious, even without seeing his face.
you opened your mouth, ready to argue, but nothing came out. you knew he was right.
âyeah. thatâs what i thought.â he said, his tone dripping with satisfaction.
âyouâre insufferable,â you muttered.
âand right,â he shot back without missing a beat, the faint shuffle of noise still bleeding through the line.
you squinted, suspicion tugging. âseriously, what are you doing? it sounds like youâre losing a fight with your furniture.â
âiâm coming over,â he said easily, the kind of casual certainty that came from years of getting away with it.
âjiyongââ you started, fully ready to argue with him.
âdonât even start,â he cut in. âyouâre not winning this one.â
âyou donât have to come,â you mumbled, curling tighter on the kitchen floor. âmy apartment is a disaster, and i look like iâve been hit by a bus.â
âcool,â he said, not missing a beat. âand?â
you blinked. âand i donât want you to see me like this?â
his laugh slipped through, low and amused. âplease. iâve seen worse. like that night you got super wasted, missed the bathroom stall completely, and made me hold your hair while you cried into the toilet about how you were âtoo pretty to suffer like this.ââ
you let out a dramatic groan, dragging your palm down your face. âyou swore youâd never bring that up again.â
âi lied,â he said, sounding far too pleased with himself. âmessy hair and a graveyard of takeout boxes donât even crack your top ten. iâve watched you full-body sob during tangled.â
âthat was emotional,â you defended.
âit was,â he agreed easily. âyour eyes were swollen for hours afterwards.â
âyouâre unbearable,â you muttered.
âmaybe,â he said lightly, âbut iâm still coming over. you donât get to argue with me about it, either. iâm already out of the house.â
you shook your head, pressing the phone tighter to your ear. âthis feels like harassment.â
his laugh came easy, smug enough to make your chest tighten in spite of yourself. âyeah, yeah. file a complaint when i get there. iâll see you in ten.â
he ended the call before you could get another word in.
you stayed on the floor a little longer, the kitchen tiles cool against your legs.
your bra strap had slipped down your arm, the dress from earlier felt too tight, and the lingering scent of ramen from your date was starting to make your stomach turn.
eventually, you peeled yourself off of the floor and padded toward your bedroom, tugging at zippers and straps as you walked.
you made it to your room without bothering to flick on the light.
the soft outline of jiyongâs hoodie was easy to spot in the dark, still draped over your desk chair like it had been waiting for you.
you slipped it on and tugged a pair of cotton shorts from the drawer without bothering to check which ones they were.
you were already turning back towards the kitchen before youâd fully registered the choice; like your body had already decided for you.
the only light came from the lamp in the living room and the soft glow above the stove, casting a dim warmth over the mess you said youâd clean hours ago.
piled up boxes. dirty dishes. the garbage you should have changed yesterday.
none of it was catastrophic; just enough to be annoying.
you lingered in the doorway, taking it all in. like maybe, if you stared hard enough, the mess would clean itself.
you thought about moving. picking up a box, rinsing a dish, doing the bare minimum to prove that you weren't completely useless.
you stood there long enough to accept it wasn't going to happen.
you couldn't help but laugh at how pathetic it all felt.
it was a five minute job at best, yet you still allowed yourself to sink back down to the floor, because avoidance had always came easier than effort.
the apartment was quiet for all of thirty seconds before his voice crashed through it, loud and certain, like heâd been waiting for the perfect moment to make an entrance.
âyo,â jiyong called out. âsorry iâm lateâtraffic was actual hell, and your street is like a one-way to satan. also,â he paused, mostly for dramatic effect, âi brought some noodles and that weird mango drink you like. worship me accordingly.â
you leaned off the cupboards to glance toward the entrance. âyouâre not late,â you said, flatly. âi told you not to come.â
âand yet,â he replied, already kicking off his shoes. âhere i am.â
he crouched down to fix them; heel to toe, perfectly aligned with yours like it was second nature.
it was just shoes. nothing more.
except most men youâd gone out with wouldâve kicked halfway across the floor, expecting you to deal with it later.
the care he gave to something so small shouldnât have meant anything, but the heat that flickered low in your stomach said otherwise.
you dismissed it just as quickly as it came, telling yourself it was just the bad date making scraps of effort look bigger than they actually were.
with a groan, you tipped onto your back, landing against the tile with a quiet thud. one arm draped across your eyes, the other one splayed out like youâd officially given up. âgod, you're annoying.â
âlove you too,â he muttered, easing the bags onto the counter, careful not to knock over the leaning tower of unopened mail.
he turned and pulled the fridge open with one hand, already bracing himself. âwow. shredded cheese, expired oat milk, andâŚranch? youâve really outdone yourself.â
âoh my god,â you peeked out from under your arm to glare at him. âi literally had ramen earlier.â
he glanced at the takeout container still sitting on the counter; unopened and untouched.
âthat from your date?â he asked, already tugging off the lid. âwhat, was the guyâs moustache so gross you lost your appetite?â
âcan you not,â you sighed, laughter sneaking into your voice despite your best efforts.
he barely reacted. âyou didnât even eat this. the broth has a film.â
you rolled your eyes, not even bothering to argue. âstop inspecting my trash like a raccoon.â
âstop living like a raccoon,â he shot back. âand sit up. this is getting depressing.â
âno,â you said. âmaybe i like the floor.â
âmy bad,â he said, stepping over you without hesitation. âiâll leave you two alone, then.â
he picked up your container of ramen you'd abandoned on the counter, emptied the broth into the sink, and scraped the noodles into the trash.
there was no hesitation. no second thought.
only quick, deliberate movements carried out with the kind of ease that came from knowing exactly what needed to be done.
if it were up to you, the container would have gone straight into the trash, broth and all.
yet for some reason, it stayed in his hands.
he held it under the stream of hot water, and watched it spill over the sides until the cloudy film began to dissolve. he made it look so natural, as if rinsing it had always been the obvious choice.
without breaking his rhythm, he crouched down and tugged open the cabinet beneath the sink. his hand slipped inside, bypassing the clutter you usually shoved in there, until his palm landed on the caddy tucked against the wall.
he didnât fumble or search. his fingers closed around the sponge instantly, and pulled it free in one smooth motion.
you stayed frozen on the floor, eyes locked on the way he worked it over the container.
the water slid over his tattoos like it had chosen that path on purpose, dragging your gaze there and daring you to keep staring.
every drop seemed designed to make you notice the strength in his hands and the flex of his fingers, until you couldnât stop imagining what else they could do if they turned their attention to you instead.
before you could spiral any further, he rinsed the last of the bubbles away and placed the container neatly into the drying rack, never once glancing in your direction.
he wasnât doing it for praise. he wasnât trying to make a point, either.
he simply noticed what needed to be done, and instead of judging you or making you feel guilty for letting it sit, he took care of it himself without needing a single thank you.
it shouldnât have made your stomach drop. it shouldnât have made your mouth go dry.
yet the heat was already there, rushing low until you felt damp against the cotton of your shorts. you pressed your thighs together, trying to convince yourself it wasnât as obvious as it felt.
but there was no denying it. your body didnât care about the logic. it only cared about the way his hands moved, sure and unbothered, as if caring for the mess youâd left behind came easier to him than leaving it.
your eyes followed him as he moved towards the garbage. he gathered the bag in his hands, twisting it into a knot with an easy strength that made his forearms flex, tattoos shifting with every pull.
it was quick and efficient; the kind of movement that never asked to be noticed.
he placed it by the door, not just to move it out of the way, but with the unspoken intention of taking it out later. the kind of small, thoughtless promise no one else had ever made you.
when he stepped back into the room, you told yourself he had to be finished by now, though every part of you already knew he wasnât.
the fabric of his sweats pulled tight across his thighs as he crouched again, reaching for the cabinet.
a new bag rustled open in his hands, his fingers working with quiet certainty as he slipped it into the bin. each edge was pressed down carefully, tucked into place until it held exactly the way you liked it.
a task that shouldâve looked mundane somehow carried weight in his hands. your pulse climbed in uneven beats, chest tight, as if the air in the room had turned heavier just because he was in it.
there was nothing seductive in what he did, yet every precise movement drew the heat higher until your body responded as though heâd touched you directly.
too many bad dates had taught you to not expect this kind of care.
you were used to men who thought effort stopped at sending a text, and who never lifted a finger unless it benefited them.
the guy from tonight hadn't even bothered to hold the door open for you, so the thought of him replacing a garbage bag was almost laughable.
most men had always treated care as an obligation; something only performed because they felt they had to.
with jiyong, it was instinct; as natural as his next breath.
something in you gave way the longer you watched him.
it became too easy to let your mind wander, to twist the steady rhythm of his hands into something else; something meant just for you.
suddenly, his hands werenât cleaning anymore. they were gripping your hips, sliding lower until his fingers pressed between your thighs, stroking through the damp heat heâd already put there without even trying.
you could almost feel them pushing inside, filling you with the same easy certainty he carried into every small thing he did.
the realization of what youâd just imagined made your eyes snap shut, mortified at your own mind and yet powerless against the pulse it left thrumming through you.
by the time you found the courage to open them again, he was drying his palms against his sweats, shoulders rolling back as if heâd just wrapped up a shift.
âalright,â he said, stretching with a groan, joints popping as his hoodie slid higher. âtime to get up, princess.â
you didnât budge. your cheek stayed pressed to the tile, knees pulled in close, hair half-in your face.
he tipped his head at you. âhello? earth to y/n.â
you blinked. âwhat?â
âi said itâs time to get up,â he repeated, flat like it was obvious. âweâre not eating dinner with you laid out like a crime scene.â
âiâm fine here,â you muttered into your arm.
he gave your hip a light kick with his socked foot. âi know i look sexy doing dishes,â he smirked, already catching the eye roll you tried to hide. âbut come on. pull it together.â
your head tipped just enough to glare at him. âyouâre delusional.â
âand youâre dramatic,â he shot back without missing a beat, crouching just enough to extend his hand toward you. ânow get up before i drag you to the couch myself.â
your lips twitched, but you refused to give him the satisfaction of a smile. âiâd like to see you try,â you mumbled, even as your hand slipped into his.
he tugged you up in one smooth pull, steadying you with a hand at your back until your feet found the floor again.
the touch was brief, casual, but your skin still burned under it.
you shook him off a little too quickly, ducking your head like maybe he wouldnât notice. his brows lifted anyway, but he let it slide.
âcome on,â he said, already reaching for the takeout bags on the counter. âi didnât bring all of this food over just so you could mope on the floor.â
you trailed him into the living room, trying not to stare at the way his shoulders shifted under his hoodie as he carried the takeout.
he collapsed onto the couch, bags spread across the table like he owned the place.
you hovered for a beat before sitting beside him, close but not too close, hoping he wouldnât feel the heat radiating off of your body.
âso,â he started, tearing open the first container, âdaesung threw a tantrum when i told him you werenât coming to rehearsal today.â
your lips tugged at one corner. âdefine tantrum.â
âlikeâŚfully rolling on the floor,â he said, chopsticks already clicking into place. âclaimed he couldnât get through practice without his number one fan watching.â
âsounds about right.â you said, easily picturing his dramatics in your head.
âyoungbae even backed him up,â he went on. âgot all serious about how youâre âthe glue that holds us together.ââ he mimed quotes in the air, rolling his eyes.
your laugh slipped out before you could stop it.
he turned his head upon hearing the sound, like heâd been waiting for it, then reached for another container. the lid snapped open, steam spilling up between you.
âtheyâre ridiculous.â you said, shaking your head.
âit gets worse,â he assured, âseunghyun told everyone in the studio that you were cheating on him.â he said casually, as if it wasnât the wildest thing to say.
your brows shot up. âcheating? he and i arenât evenââ you cut yourself off with a disbelieving laugh, shaking your head again. âmy god, heâs so delusional.â
jiyongâs smirk tilted, like he wanted to say more, but he just went back to portioning noodles.
you watched him work. how his hands moved quick and precise without thought. the crease in his brow when the chopsticks slipped.
the way his shoulder brushed yours when he reached for another box, like he didnât even register the contact.
it left you warm and restless, shorts clinging, pulse tripping over itself.
you forced yourself still, arms wrapped tight around your stomach, hoping he couldnât read what was written all over your body.
without warning, he slid the plate onto your lap, already reaching for another.
you glanced down ready to thank him, only to freeze.
every bite was exactly what you liked; no stray toppings, no sides bleeding into each other. even the noodles sat neat, twisted in their own space like heâd portioned them with care.
your brows furrowed. âwaitâŚthis is for me?â
âyeah?â his tone was flat, chopsticks already busy over his own plate.
âno, butâyou separated everything.â you gestured vaguely at the plate, thrown. ânone of the foodâs even touching.â
he shrugged like it wasnât worth noticing. âyeah. you hate when it does.â
your mouth opened, stalled. âsince when do youââ
âsince always.â his smirk tugged faint, eyes still on the food. âi just pay attention. relax, itâs not that deep.â
you sat there, pulse loud in your ears, trying to pretend it wasnât.
your shorts clung tighter when you shifted, and the heat crawling up your neck made the plate almost too warm to balance on your lap.
by the time he leaned back with his own food, your eyes hadnât left him once.
his brows drew together, catching it instantly. âwhat?â
you blinked. âwhat?â
âyouâre staring,â he said, chopsticks frozen midair like heâd caught you red-handed.
âam not,â you muttered, keeping your eyes locked on the plate in your lap.
âare too,â he shot back, smirk tugging as his chopsticks hovered. âseriously, whatâs your deal?â
your pulse jumped. you shifted, tugging your knee in closer, the words spilling before you could catch them. âyouâre justâŚway too thoughtful.â
he blinked, deadpan. âthatâs a crime now?â
âno, itâsââ you waved a hand at the table, words tripping. âyou cleaned, you set everything up, you made my plate exactly right without even askingââ
he glanced up mid-bite, chopsticks pausing. âuh-huh.â
âand you didnât even hesitate, you justââ your voice pitched higher, flustered. âyou just did it, like it was nothingââ
he reached for his bottle of water, lifting it toward his mouth, eyes narrowing with a half-smile. âbecause it is nothing.â
âitâs not nothing, ji!â you shot back, heat crawling up your neck. âitâsâitâs hot, okay?â
he choked mid-sip, coughing and laughing all at once, nearly spraying water across the table as his shoulders shook.
at the same time, you slapped your hand over your mouth, instantly mortified. âoh my god.â
he was still coughing through a laugh, sleeve dragging across his mouth as his grin broke wide. âhot?â his voice cracked, half-raspy. âyou think me scrubbing your dishes is hot?â
ânope,â you blurted through your hand. âyouâre hearing things.â
his eyes lit like heâd just been handed blackmail material for life. âunbelievable. years of friendship, and this is how i find out your kink isâŚchoreplay?â
âshut up.â you groaned, dragging your hands down your face.
âno fucking way.â his hand patted at his sweats like he was checking his pockets. âwhereâs my phone. the boys have to hear thisââ
your stomach dropped, panic snapping through you. âdonât you dare.â
his grin only widened, his hands now patting down the front pocket of his hoodie like he was already halfway to victory. âoh, i definitely dare.â
you scrambled to shove your plate onto the coffee table, causing the chopsticks to clatter against porcelain in your rush. ânope. nope. absolutely notââ
heâd barely gotten his fingers inside of his pocket before you launched yourself across the couch, tackling him sideways into the cushions.
he landed flat on his back with a thud, and you climbed over him, straddling his hips while reaching desperately for his hoodie pocket.
âthis is an invasion of privacy!â he gasped, twisting under you, but his laugh broke through every word.
âyou donât need privacy!â you shot back, breathless, hair falling in your face. âyou need to shut up!â
his free hand darted to your side, fingers digging right into the spot he knew would make you squeal.
you squirmed against him, shrieking through your laughter. âstop, you asshole!â
he was laughing so hard his voice cracked, words tumbling out between breaths. âyou picked the fightâiâm just defending myself!â
you finally slipped your hand into his pocket and yanked his phone free.
âmine!â you yelled triumphantly as you tossed it gently onto the carpet, way out of reach.
he burst out laughing, head sinking back into the cushion, chest shaking under you. âunreal,â he wheezed, grin splitting wide. âyou just committed straight-up theft.â
âit was self-defense,â you corrected, still straddling his hips as you tried to hold him down. âyou were about to ruin my life.â
his hands came up half-heartedly, bracing against your thighs as his laugh cracked again.
âyou literally said i was hot when all i did was rinse a bowlââ he bucked his hips just enough to throw you off balance, making you squeal. âimagine if i started mopping the floors.â
âstop talking.â you slapped your hand over his mouth, desperate to stop the teasing.
he looked at you with mock innocence, then dragged his tongue across your palm.
you yanked it back with a yelp. âgross!â
he laughed so hard it broke into hiccups, chest still shaking.
your forehead pressed into his hoodie, both of you still caught in the aftershock of laughter.
the sound trailed off in little bursts, until it faded completely. quiet settled around you, thicker than it had any right to be.
you lifted your head without meaning to, hair falling forward, your fists still bunched in the fabric of his hoodie.
he was right there; flat on his back, smile softening into something slower that tugged at your ribs.
the awareness of it all seeped in slowly, until every place your body touched his became impossible to ignore.
your thighs hugged his sides. your hips were pressed flush against his. his palms rested warm and steady on your bare legs, fingers splayed like he didnât trust himself to move.
your faces hovered only inches apart from one another, the remnants of his grin fading as the air thickened between you.
the echo of laughter still hummed in your chest, but it was drowned beneath the heavy thud of your heartbeat.
the ache youâd been pushing down all night came rushing back, hot and relentless, flooding every nerve until there was no disguising it.
every slight shift of your hips made it worse. your slick heat pressed tight against him; betraying just how badly you wanted more.
his eyes held yours, steady and certain, as if he could read every thought you were trying to bury.
a quick flicker down to your lips slipped past his control; small enough to deny, but impossible for you to miss.
the second his gaze lifted to yours again, the tension cracked.
you closed the gap in a rush, kissing him with all the want youâd been choking down.
he answered immediately, almost as if heâd been holding back just as much. the kiss was deep from the start, his mouth moving against yours with a kind of certainty that stole your breath.
his palm skimmed up your bare thigh until it fit at your waist, while his other hand curled behind your neck, coaxing you closer, unable to bear an inch of distance.
the pressure of his hands anchored you as he shifted beneath you, pushing up from the cushions until he was sitting.
the movement never broke the kiss; it only dragged you closer, chest to chest, your legs tightening instinctively around his hips.
his mouth worked over yours hungrily, lips parting like he couldnât get enough. you clutched at his hoodie, fingers knotted tightly in the fabric, pulling harder to erase whatever little space remained.
every brush of his mouth made your pulse spike harder. every drag of his lips left your lungs aching, but neither of you were willing to stop long enough to breathe.
his lips moved against yours like he already knew every secret youâd been hiding. each shift was deliberate, practiced without practice, pulling raw sounds out of you before you even realized you were making them.
his hand left the back of your neck first, dragging slow over your skin before slipping down to join the other at your waist.
his hands slipped lower in a slow drag, following the natural curve of your body until both palms curved around your ass, pressing you down against the growing buldge in his sweatpants.
the press of him right against your center dragged a moan from your throat before you could stop it, hips rolling down on instinct, desperate to feel more of the friction youâd been aching for all night.
âbreathe,â he murmured against your mouth, voice steady even through his own ragged breath. âiâve got you.â
your hips rolled again before you could stop them, chasing more of the thick heat beneath his sweats. the noise he made vibrated through your chest, deep and broken, sending sparks racing down your spine.
you clenched around nothing, thighs tightening at his sides, every nerve screaming for more.
âji,â you whispered, voice trembling. âplease.â
his thumb brushed slowly over your side through your hoodie, grounding you even as his mouth swallowed your plea.
âi hear you,â he said, rough and certain. âbut weâre not doing this here. not on a couch.â
the protest tangled with want on your tongue, but you gave a shaky nod. âokay,â you breathed.
his grip tightened, both hands already firm at your ass, and in one motion, you were lifted off the couch.
your legs wrapped around his waist before you even thought about it, a startled laugh breaking from your chest as his mouth chased yours again.
he carried you like heâd done it a thousand times, steady even with your legs locked tight around his waist.
your back met the mattress before you realized you had made it to your bedroom, the mattress dipping under your shared weight as he laid you down without breaking the kiss.
he hovered above, his weight balanced on one arm, while his other hand found your jaw. his thumb traced lightly along your skin as his eyes searched yours. âstill with me?â
âstill with you,â you whispered.
he brushed a strand of hair away from your lips, fingers lingering for a second longer than necessary before adjusting the pillow under your head.
he caught the details no one else ever did, every small adjustment only served as proof that he knew exactly what you needed before you said a word.
his hand drifted lower again, pausing at the hem of your hoodie. âcan i?â he asked, eyes locked on yours.
âplease,â you breathed, the word spilling out before you could catch it.
he pulled the hoodie over your head in one smooth motion, leaving you in nothing but your bra and shorts.
the air hit cool against your skin, though it was nothing compared to his stare, heavy with years of memorizing every detail; knowing you in ways no one else ever had.
âfuck,â he murmured as his hand lifted to your cheek, tucking your hair behind your ear. âyouâre so beautiful.â
your breath hitched, chest pressing up into his. heat rushed over your skin, your body giving you away as your hips shifted closer, chasing him without thought.
his lips moved with purpose, each kiss a quiet claim as he trailed them along your jaw, across your cheek, down the line of your throat, and back up to your lips.
his mouth traced you in reverence, each kiss tugging another tremor loose, stoking the ache already clawing at you.
his hands followed the same rhythm, palms sliding over your sides, dragging heat everywhere they lingered.
he touched you like he already knew what your body was asking for; steady where you needed grounding, firmer where you were aching for pressure.
he moved with purpose, mapping you in ways that left no part of you untouched, and no ache unanswered.
your fingers slipped to the hem of his hoodie, tugging at it clumsily, more desperate than precise. you werenât subtle about it, trying to work it up his torso without breaking the kiss.
his mouth curved against yours in a half-laugh, half-groan. âyou know you can just ask, right?â he murmured, amused even through the rasp of his breath.
you rolled your eyes, breath catching anyway. âjust take it off,â you whispered, impatience clear in your voice.
he rocked back onto on his heels, and tugged the hoodie off in one smooth pull. the shirt beneath stretched across his shoulders, while his sweats slouched low on his hips like an invitation.
your gaze slipped down, dragging his with it, until you were both staring at the obvious wet mark stamped across his lap.
your stomach flipped, eyes flying wide before you could stop them. his laugh cracked out, caught somewhere between disbelief and delight.
âwow,â he said, brows shooting up. âi rinse one bowl and you baptize my pants?â
you slapped a hand over your mouth, laughter already breaking through. âoh my godâno! that is not from me!â
his grin only widened, mischief written all over it. âno? so what, i pissed myself?â
you let out a choked laugh, shoulders shaking. âmaybe you did!â
he leaned closer, laughter still shaking out of him, his hands warm and steady at your hips. âmm. want me to check your shorts, just to be sure?â
you shifted in his grip, laughing helplessly even as your face burned. âabsolutely not!â
his grin turned smug, laughter still ghosting in his voice. âthatâs what i thought.â his thumbs pressed deeper into your hips, steady and sure. âguess initiative really does go a long way, huh?â
you rolled your eyes, though the smile tugging at your lips gave you away. âapparently.â
he hummed, pleased, leaning in closer until his nose brushed yours. âgood answer,â he mumbled.
his mouth found yours again, the trace of a smile still there, though it melted quickly into something hungrier.
his knee slid between your thighs, nudging them apart a little further, while his hands tightened at your hips, keeping you close.
you gasped into him, the sound breaking into a whimper when he angled lower, kissing along your jaw.
âthere she is,â he murmured, voice brushing warm against your pulse before his lips dragged down your neck. âso fucking sweet for me.â
your breath caught as your hands slipped to his chest, sliding lower, reaching for the hem of his shirt. he caught your wrists easily, pressing a soft kiss into your open palm.
ânot yet,â he whispered, steady and certain. âthis is about you.â
his mouth trailed down slowly, lingering against your collarbone before sinking down the curve between your breasts.
his lips lingered like he had all the time in the world, and every deliberate pause only made your need claw harder, trembling for the next touch.
he knew exactly what you needed without you ever having to say it.
he caught it in the way your legs tightened, in the way your hips tipped toward him, in the twitch of your hands gripping the sheets.
he noticed everything, always had, and now he was using it to unravel you piece by piece.
âiâve been dreaming about this for so long,â he breathed against the lace of your bra, voice low like he almost couldnât believe you were real.
his hand slid beneath you, guiding your back into a soft arch. the clasp of your bra gave way under his fingers like it had been waiting for him, undone without him ever breaking from your skin.
the straps slipped down your shoulders, one after the other, and his mouth followed their path in slow devotion.
every new inch of bare skin was met with his lips, each kiss a quiet vow that nothing about you would be left unseen. he traced you with patience, as though to prove that you were worth memorizing in full.
his lips found the swell of your breast, his hands steadying you against the tremor of your own breath.
his lips lingered wherever they touched, tracing the faint lines that marked your skin as though they were meant to be cherished, never concealed.
âso beautiful,â he said, voice quiet but unshakably sure, like the words had been waiting years to fall out of him. âevery inch of you.â
his tongue flicked over your nipple and the moan that tore from you was answered instantly by his own; muffled against your breast, like the taste of you undid him as much as his touch wrecked you.
your thighs shifted restlessly, helpless in their search for relief.
âyouâre already trembling,â he breathed, kissing down over your ribs, following the soft curve beneath your breast. âand iâve hardly touched you.â
your voice broke apart on his name. âjiââ
he didnât look up, lips still moving like prayer, heat spilling across your skin. âno oneâs ever touched you like this, have they?â
the truth of it broke you open, unraveling you from the inside out. your breath faltered, stuttered, until it was nothing but gasps and moans, your hips tilting into his hands without thought.
âiââ the attempt at words dissolved into moans, âfuckâoh my godââ
his palms slid down, fingers tracing the edge of your shorts, stopping just above where you needed him most.
âyeah,â he said, already knowing the proof had been in your body all along. âi figured.â
instead of giving in right away, he bent to your waist, his lips dragging heat over the skin just above your shorts.
âthey never earned this,â he said, voice quiet but edged with conviction. ânever learned you like this.â
âoh god,â the sound tore out of you, thin and desperate, your fingers curling around his wrist with no strength behind them.
he took your weak hold as encouragement, not resistance.
âthey didnât take their time,â he whispered, lips tracing slowly over the softness of your stomach. âdidnât listen.â
your fingers found his hair, tugging softly, guiding him closer without words.
âp-please,â you pleaded, the word breaking before it even left your throat.
his head lifted just enough to meet your eyes, steadying you in an instant.
âoh, baby.â his voice softened as one hand left your waist, reaching for the pillow beside you.
he slid it close, eyes never leaving yours. âlift up for me, princess,â he coaxed gently. âjust a little.â
you obeyed, lifting just enough for him to slide the pillow breath you. his hands adjusted it with care, easing your hips down until he was sure you were comfortable.
âthere we go,â he muttered, brushing his thumb over your skin. âthatâs better.â
his thumb traced idle circles at your hip, grounding you while the other hand slid lower. when his fingers brushed the band of your shorts, he lifted his gaze, catching yours with a question he didnât need to voice.
the quiet in his eyes made your chest ache; knowing he would wait if you asked him to. your body answered before your words could, hips tilting up in silent permission.
his lips tugged into a soft smile, eyes fixed on you as he drew the fabric down.
he shifted your shorts and underwear down slowly, guiding the fabric over your hips with deliberate care; every motion unhurried, every detail handled with care.
he lifted your leg with care, his hand steady at your calf. his lips pressed to your ankle first, soft and lingering, before traveling upward in slow succession.
each kiss trailed higher â the curve of your calf, the dip at your knee, the inside of your thigh â like he was intent on worshipping every step closer to where you ached for him most.
your nails dug into the sheets as his palms splayed over your thighs, easing them apart.
âbreathe for me, sweetheart,â his voice was strained, as if he was holding himself back just to guide you. âjust breathe.â
your body obeyed his words before your mind could, chest lifting with a shaky breath.
he didnât let you finish it.
his mouth found you the next second; no hesitation, no warning. just him, warm and certain, like heâd been holding back only for as long as you could bear.
the pillow lifted you right into his mouth, every inch of you exposed to the slow drag of his tongue. his mouth worked with a patience that burned, each movement a vow to remember every detail of you.
your fingers threaded into his hair, desperate for something to hold on to.
âoh myâfuckââ the words tore out half-formed before collapsing into a moan you couldnât contain.
he groaned in response, the sound reverberating against you as his grip tightened on your thighs, steadying you when your body tried to jolt away.
the way he moved against you was unhurried, and devastating in its precision. every swipe of his tongue felt like he already knew what would break you apart.
your chest heaved, breath shattering into pieces. you tightened your grip in his hair, dragging him closer without thinking.
he let you guide him, humming low like the taste of you was everything heâd ever wanted.
heat rushed through your stomach, twisting tighter with every pass of his mouth.
you were soaked. aching. unraveling with every second he stayed between your thighs.
âfeels so goodââ you choked out, hand fisting in the sheets now. âi canâtâitâsâjiyong.â
he paused just long enough to glance up at you, eyes dark and blown wide with need. âyouâre doing so fucking good for me, baby.â he praised, voice filled with honesty.
he found you again without pause, urgency written in every motion. his lips tightened over you, his tongue pushing deeper than before.
your head tipped back, voice spilling out like prayer. âdonâtâplease donâtâdonât stopâplease.â
another groan broke free from his mouth, vibrating through your every nerve.
pleasure ripped through you so fast it stole the air from your lungs, leaving you clinging to him as though he was the only thing keeping you tethered.
âthatâs it,â he whispered against you, voice low, almost reverent. âlet it happen, baby.â
your thighs quivered around his shoulders, hips twisting helplessly.
his hold only tightened, dragging you deeper into every surge of pleasure until you had no other choice but to give in.
âjiâfuck,â you gasped, tears stinging from the intensity of it all.
he slowed his pace, pressing soothing kisses as his thumbs circled your skin.
âthatâs it, sweetheart,â he murmured. âyou did so good for me.â
your chest heaved, lungs struggling to catch up with the aftershock.
when his gaze lifted, the change was immediate; eyes softening on sight, like tasting you had only deepened the reverence already written into him.
your lungs were still searching for air when he started climbing back up your body, mouth brushing every inch along the way.
your thigh. your stomach. the underside of your breast. your collarbone.
each kiss softer than the last, like he was pulling you back into yourself piece by piece.
by the time he found your mouth, you were already leaning into him, reaching before you realized it.
his lips lingered, smiling faintly against yours. âfelt good, huh, beautiful girl?â
a broken laugh slipped out, shaky as you tried to catch your breath. âgood?â you asked, head shaking in disbelief. âji, no oneâs everââ you paused, voice breaking, ânot like that.â
his grin tugged at the corner of his mouth, soft but smug, like he couldnât help himself.
âyeah?â he teased gently, eyes searching yours. âthatâs because they were all idiots.â
he leaned in, brushing his nose against yours before kissing the corner of your mouth. âyou deserve more than theyâll ever know how to give.â
his words sank deep, leaving you trembling all over again. you tried to laugh, but it broke halfway when his lips caught yours, sealing the truth of his words right into you.
what began tender turned restless in seconds.
his mouth moved against yours, only you couldnât help but deepen it, chasing him like you couldnât get close enough.
his chest pinned you down as his hips dragged slowly between your thighs. you felt him, hard and thick through his sweats, sending another wave of heat to rip through you.
it didnât matter that youâd already fallen apart once; your body lit up for him all over again.
a whimper caught in your throat, swallowed by his kiss as your hands scrambled higher, clawing at his shirt.
you tugged like you were frantic; like the thin barrier of fabric was the only thing keeping you from breathing.
âoff,â you rasped against his lips, desperate, the word breaking. âpleaseâtake it off.â
âyes, maâam.â he said, a smirk tugging at his lips, but it vanished the second your fingers brushed his waistband like you couldnât wait a second longer.
you shoved his sweats down with shaking hands, boxers going along, nearly knocking him off balance in your urgency.
he huffed a laugh, eyes catching the hunger in yours. âgreedy, are we?â he chuckled, sounding more undone than smug.
âshut up.â you shot back, no patience for his teasing.
your eyes had already landed on him; thick and already slick at the tip.
heat rushed hot up your chest, a grin tugging weakly at your lips despite yourself. âso thatâs what i do to you?â
he groaned, dragging a hand down his face. âyou know what you do to me.â
âstill,â you whispered, tugging him closer, âitâs nice to have the evidence.â
a rough laugh slipped from him, cut short as his mouth slammed back onto yours, heavy with need.
your legs wrapped around his waist without thought, but he held himself back; grinding his hard length through your slick folds with a patience that felt merciless, his lips still on yours like he needed to drink down every sound before giving you more.
âturn over for me, baby.â his voice was rough at the edges, but his touch stayed soft, guiding you onto your stomach like he was handling something precious.
as you shifted, the pillow resting underneath your hips slipped slightly.
before you could react, his hand was already there, sliding it back beneath your stomach with quiet care; making sure the angle favoured your comfort more than his own.
âthere we go,â he muttered, like he was admiring a work of art. âjust like that, angel. fuckâlook at you.â
you could feel the heat of him behind you, hovering close, and the way his hands coasted up and down your sides; thumbs pressing in like he was trying to memorize every inch.
âyouâre unreal,â he whispered, mostly to himself. âmy fucking dream girl.â
his palms settled at your waist, urging your hips higher before gliding up your spine, pressing lightly between your shoulders until your chest sank into the mattress.
âfuck, baby,â he groaned as he lined himself up. âyouâre gonna kill me.â
the blunt press of him at your entrance had you gasping, nails twisting in the sheets.
âjiââ your voice cracked, the sound nothing but a plea.
âi know, i know.â his hand smoothed down your side, soothing you. âjust breathe, beautiful. iâve got you.â
he slid in with agonizing slowness, every inch a stretch that stole the air directly from your lungs.
a broken sound escaped you, and his groan followed fast, spilling into the space between your bodies.
âf-fuckââ your cried helplessly, âitâsâoh myâfuckââ
he bottomed out with a shudder, his hips pressed flush against you, both of you shaking with the effort it took not to fall apart right there.
his forehead dropped between your shoulders, breath hot against your skin.
âjesus christââ he groaned, the sound rough and reverent all at once. âyou feelâfuck, baby, you feel insane.â
your back arched, body clenching around him, another helpless moan tearing through you. âtoo muchâno, itâsâgod, jiâitâs so good.â the words spilled broken, tumbling past your lips before you could catch them.
his hand slid to your stomach, pulling you up into him, grounding you through the dizzy stretch. âthatâs it,â he murmured, kissing along your shoulder blade. âyouâre doingâf-fuckâyouâre perfectâfucking made for me.â
your thighs quivered, breath stuttering, but the need to feel him move was stronger than the ache. you shifted back against him, desperate. âpleaseâŚmoveâi needââ
he groaned again, like your words undid him. âfuckâyeah, baby, i know.â
he slowly eased his hips back, dragging himself out until you thought youâd break, then pushed in again, steady and deep.
the rhythm was unhurried but merciless; every stroke deliberate, every thrust angled like he knew exactly how to pull you apart.
after a few slow strokes, his pace quickened; each thrust sinking deeper, chasing every sound that spilled from you.
âthere it isâfuck, yeah. thatâs it,â he breathed, forehead tipping down for a beat before he straightened again, eyes locked on the way your body yielded to him.
your moans spilled raw into the mattress, high pitched and broken, your hips rocking back into him without thought. âoh my godâdonât stopâplease, ji, donâtââ
he answered with another thrust, sharp enough to punch a cry straight out of you.
ânever,â he panted, jaw tight, reverence spilling through every word. âyou feel too fucking goodâi could stay here forever.â
your walls clenched tight around him, the build snapping faster than you could process.
âjiâiâm gonnaâfuckââ the cry tore out of you as your whole body bowed into the mattress, release ripping straight through you.
he groaned at the feel of you breaking around him, hips stuttering once before he forced himself to steady, dragging it out for you instead of chasing his own end.
âfuckâyeahââ his voice cracked. âthatâs it, angelâŚlet go for meâjust like that.â
your thighs shook uncontrollably, but his hands steadied you; one gripping your waist, the other pressing into your stomach, keeping you grounded as you unraveled.
the sob that followed buried itself in the sheets, your release hitting so hard it fractured every breath into ragged pieces.
he bent over you, lips trailing soft kisses along your spine, his hips still moving but gentler now, easing you down instead of pulling you higher.
âiâve got you,â he whispered into your skin, kissing your shoulder like a vow. âjust breathe for me, angelâŚthatâs all you need to do.â
he eased out of you slowly, the sudden emptiness pulling a broken whimper from your throat before you could stop it. âjiâw-whyâŚwhat are youââ
âshh, i know, sweetheart,â he soothed, palms steady as they skimmed your sides, guiding you gently. âjust needed to see you. fuckâlook at you. you think i could stop now?â
desire threaded through his voice, yet his hands remained careful, guiding you as if you were fragile in his hold. he eased you onto your back, settling your hips on the pillow with a care that made it clear he wouldnât let you feel anything but comfort.
you let him move you, pliant in his hold, your body trembling as you blinked up at him. his hand cradled the back of your neck, thumb tracing lightly like he needed to feel you breathe.
he kissed your temple first, lingering there, before trailing down to your cheek.
his mouth wandered unhurriedly across your skin; tracing over your brow, brushing the bridge of your nose, grazing the corner of your lips.
âhi, beautiful,â he whispered against your skin, words cracked but full of awe.
your smile barely surfaced, dazed and weak, but it was there. âhi,â you breathed back.
his forehead tipped to yours, lips brushing in a fleeting kiss. âyou okay?â he asked, though the look in his eyes said he already knew the answer.
your breath caught, a soft laugh tumbling out with your words. âmore than okay.â
the corner of his mouth curved into a soft smile before he slid his hand down to steady your hip.
he lined himself up and pushed back in with one long, steady stroke. the stretch tore a gasp from your throat, your body clenching around him so hard it forced a groan straight out of him.
âjesusââ his voice cracked, forehead pressing to yours again. âbaby, you feelâfuckâyouâre so tight.â
your fingers tangled in his hair, tugging him closer, mouth falling open on a sound you couldnât swallow down.
âjiââ it slipped broken from your lips, almost a sob. âitâsâs-so deepâoh my god.â
his palm pressed firm to your stomach, making sure you felt every inch of him. âthere we go,â he rasped, kissing your jaw through ragged breaths. âyouâre taking me so well, beautiful. youâreâfuck, youâre perfect.â
his hips pulled back, just enough to make you feel the loss, before he drove in sharper. the force knocked the air from your chest as your nails clawed down his shoulder blades.
âeyes on me,â he mumbled, catching your gaze. âdonât look away, babyâwant to see you fall apart.â
your gaze clung to his until the next thrust stole it away, lids fluttering shut as another cry tore loose from your throat.
âno, noâlook at me,â he urged, groaning when you blinked back up at him, glassy-eyed and trembling. âthatâs it. good girl.â
your moans came fractured, tumbling past your lips with every push. âpleaseâji, please, just like thatâf-fuckâfeels so good, so goodââ
âfuckââ his voice cracked, hips driving harder, the sound of you begging ripping the control straight out of him.
âoh my godâiâm gonnaââ the words broke into a sob, your voice splintering. âjiyong, iâfuckâi canâtââ
his thrusts faltered, a groan tearing from his chest as he forced himself deeper. âyes, you can, angel. just a little moreâfuckâi can feel you. youâre right there.â
you broke apart around him, crying out his name like it was the only word left in you. âjiyongââ
âthatâs itâoh, fuckâthatâs it, baby,â he gasped, forehead dropping to yours as his own rhythm fell apart. âcome with meâyeah, just like thatâfuckââ
your release tore through you, carrying his with it. your body squeezed around him, causing him to let out a wrecked moan as he came inside of you.
he stilled, chest pressed to yours as both of you trembled through the last shreds of release.
there was no detachment. no instinct to turn away. he hadnât looked anywhere but at you.
when his breathing finally slowed, he pressed a soft kiss to your jaw. âare you okay?â he asked.
you nodded, unable to trust your voice.
he gave you a moment longer before easing out, slow and careful, drawing a broken whimper from your throat.
his mouth followed the loss; kissing the inside of your thigh, the curve of your hip, and the hollow below your ribs.
each one gentle and deliberate in their own way.
âstay here,â he said softly. âjust rest, baby.â
your head fell back against the pillow in the faintest nod, eyes glassy with exhaustion.
he lingered a second longer, thumb brushing your cheek in a touch that felt reluctant, before finally pushing himself to stand.
he bent to grab his boxers from where theyâd been tossed, sliding them on around his hips.
the quiet between you stretched thin, filled only by the sound of his breathing and the faint creak of the floor.
by the time he reached the door, your chest was already tight. you stayed where you were, staring up at the ceiling, the fan turning in lazy circles above you.
the longer you watched, the more the quiet shifted. at first it was just silence. the silence turned into space, which slowly turned into panic.
you werenât naĂŻve. you knew the script.
sex that good, that messy, that consuming, usually ended the same way.
a roll to the side. maybe a muttered âthat was funâ. the scrape of denim. an excuse about the early morning.
sometimes the door would shut before youâd even pulled the sheets over yourself.
your heart sank.
what if this was that moment?
what if youâd just traded years of friendship for a few hours of wreckless, selfish pleasure?
what if youâd just ruined everything?
before the thought could spiral any further, the door creaked open again.
âhey,â he spoke softly, not wanting to startle you.
you blinked towards him, body still draped exactly where heâd left you
his boxers hung low on his hips, hair damp and sticking to his forehead, chest still flushed from the heat of you. a towel was slung over his shoulder, two water bottles gripped in one hand, a warm cloth in the other.
your throat went tight. âyou came back,â you whispered, the words slipping before you could catch them.
his face softened immediately, something tender breaking through. âof course i did,â he said, stepping closer. âwhatâdid you think iâd just disappear after that?â
you tried to smile, but it wavered.
âhey,â he said again, lowering onto the edge of the bed. âdonât go quiet on me now, pretty girl. not after you probably woke all of the neighbors up.â
a soft, broken laugh escaped your lips.
he bent to press a soft kiss to your knee. âscoot up a little, sweetheart. let me take care of you.â
his hands moved with quiet certainty, every touch measured and unhurried. patience lingered in everything he did; a tenderness you werenât used to.
you felt the difference in your chest before you even felt it between your thighs.
no one had ever done this for you before.
the most youâd ever been given was a half-hearted towel tossed your way, like it was your job to deal with the aftermath alone.
but here he was, treating you like you were something worth handling with delicacy.
âi kept the pillow there,â he said quietly, ââcause i figured youâd be sore. didnât want you shifting too much.â
he finished with quiet care, dropping the cloth and towel into your hamper before reaching for your hoodie on the floor.
he eased it over your head, guiding your arms through the sleeves, tugging it down until you were completely covered.
as he climbed back into the bed, you reached for him without thinking twice.
he was already leaning into you, arms sliding around your waist, pulling you against him like it was the only place you belonged.
âyou still with me?â he asked, lips brushing your hair.
you nodded, eyes still shut until his voice pulled you back.
you blinked up at him as he dipped his head, catching your gaze. âyou scared me for a second.â
your voice was small. âi justâŚwasnât expecting you to come back.â
his brow furrowed, a little hurt, though his tone stayed soft. âcome on. you really thought iâd leave you like that?â
you huffed out a laugh. âit wouldnât be the first time someone did.â
his chest rose on a sigh as he shifted to really look at you. âbabyâŚwhat kind of assholes are you fucking?â
the bluntness startled a laugh out of you. âyouâve heard all the stories,â you reminded him.
âunfortunately.â his hand stayed warm at your spine, steadying you. âand i hated every single one of them.â
you froze, but he continued nonetheless.
âyou donât get it,â he said, shaking his head. âlistening to you try to laugh off how some guy left before you could even breathe againââ he paused, exhaling hard through his nose. âi swear, prison stripes nearly sounded worth it.â
âyou never said anything.â you said, genuinely surprised at his words.
his lips lifted into a small smile, but the weight in his eyes gave him away.ânever felt like my place.â
âjiâŚâ you whispered.
he shook his head gently, already seeing where your thoughts were headed.
âyou really donât get it, do you?â his voice softened, a little rough at the edges.
âget what?â you murmured as your eyes searched his face.
his hand came up to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, so tender it made your chest ache.
âhow easy you are to love.â
you froze, lungs stuttering like theyâd forgotten how to work.
âiâve wanted to do this right for so long,â he whispered, leaning his forehead to yours. ânot just the sex. all of it. making you laugh. holding you when you cry. being the one who never leaves. giving you the kind of love you shouldâve had all along.â
your lips parted, but no sound followed. the weight of his words pressed down until all you could do was hold his gaze, wide-eyed, undone by the gentleness in his voice.
âand if i ever have to hear about one more guy who made you feel like you were too much, or too emotional, or not worth sticking around forâŚâ he shook his head again, softer this time. âiâll lose my fucking mind. because youââ
he swallowed hard, trying to find the courage to continue. âyou deserve someone who worships the ground you walk on. someone who thanks god every night that you chose him.â
you blinked hard, tears threatening to fall as a soft laugh escaped you. âyouâre not supposed to make me cry after sex, idiot.â
âi meant what i said,â he told you, his lips curving into that same boyish grin youâve adored for years.
tears slipped down your cheeks as you let out a shaky laugh, swatting weakly at his chest. âyou are such an asshole.â
âam i wrong?â he smirked. âbecause youââ he paused, tapping your thigh, ââbasically had tears running down your thighs from me washing, like, two dishes.â
you groaned, burying your face in his chest. âplease never phrase it like that again.â
he laughed, the sound warm against your cheek. âdonât act like you didnât whimper when i changed the garbage bag.â
you pulled back just enough to glare at him. âyou are so full of yourself.â
his grin only widened, cocky and unbothered. âwait till you find out i sort my laundry by whites and darks.â
Summary: Jiyong is having a hard time on tour and says some things he doesnât mean.
Word Count: 2.7k
Warnings: 18+ MDNI, Angst, Jiyong during M.O.T.T.E. era, unprotected p in v, light fluff
Authorâs Note: This was requested FOREVER ago and took me months to write. I just wanted to do this era of Jiyong justice. I hope you enjoy!
Jiyong was pushing himself too hard. From the time heâd started recording the album to now, you couldnât remember the last time heâd taken a break. He was halfway through his tour and you were worried.Â
If he wasnât on stage he was sleeping, this wasnât the Jiyong you knew. He was always one to explore the places he was touring in, not stay locked up in his hotel room. Youâd go out for food or to catch up with friends youâd met along the years of touring with Jiyong and Bigbang and Ji wouldnât stay inside. It was driving you crazy.Â
You couldnât do this anymore, you needed to get out. Youâd just reached for your phone when Jiyong stirred, reaching for you. Groaning when he realized you werenât there. He sat up slowly, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.Â
âBabe?â His voice hoarse from sleep.
âHm?âÂ
âWhy arenât you in bed?â He pouted, patting the empty spot next to him.Â
âIâve been in bed, I want to go do something.â You shrugged, standing up. Jiyong took in your appearance a frown on his face.Â
âYou were just going to leave me here alone?âÂ
âJi, I wasnât going to just leave you here alone.â You sighed, moving to stand in front of him. âI was going to give you the option to come with me. You wanna go explore?âÂ
Jiyong looked at his phone, noting the time and shook his head, leaning against the headboard. âCanât. I have to get ready and go to soundcheck. Can we go exploring tomorrow?âÂ
âHow about I go run out and find us some food and meet you at the stadium?âÂ
âOr you can order food when we get there? Iâm not hungry.âÂ
This pattern was exactly why you needed to get out for the day. You didnât want to be locked inside, not when you had friends in this city you both had made plans to see. You shook your head, grabbing your purse.Â
âIâm gonna go meet up with some of our friends and Iâll see you after sound check this morning, okay?âÂ
âDonât bother.â Jiyong mumbled, throwing the covers back over his face.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âGo hang out with everyone else but me, donât bother coming tonight.âÂ
You knew what this was, Jiyong was missing his friends, all of them. The tour had taken up so much of his life he was feeling left out of everything.Â
âWhy are you being like this?â You moved to sit at the edge of the bed. âWhy donât you want me at the show?âÂ
âYou only want to be around me when itâs good.â He shrugged, his eyes not leaving his phone.
âJi, thatâs not true.â
âIsnât it? Only want to go to my shows, youâre just like everyone else, clout chasing and using me.âÂ
âI canât believe you think so little of me.âÂ
You didnât give Jiyong a chance to respond before you headed out of the room, the door slamming shut behind you. Jiyong threw his phone down and slid under the covers, burying himself until Jaeho knocked on the door a few hours later.Â
The night was a blur. Jiyong barely knew what city he was in, refusing to shout it out throughout the night. He was hopeful he still had good energy at the very least to give a good performance but he felt like heâd been faking this entire tour so what was one more night?Â
He barely noticed it when a fan jumped on stage, in his delirious state he half thought it was you anyway. So when she hugged him he allowed it, singing along as she held onto him. As security pulled her away, his grip tightened. You were his life line, so why were they taking you away from him? Didnât they realize how lonely he was? He shook his head, pouring his emotions into the song. All he wanted was to get back to his hotel and sleep for another week.Â
Five minutes until show timeâŚare they not letting you back here? Iâll come get you. Just let me know.Â
âŚalright well, Iâll record your favorite parts so you can give him shit later.Â
Jaeho had been texting you pretty much nonstop since heâd realized you werenât going with them to the show. You should text him back, let him know you werenât going and you wouldnât be back at the hotel that night. Youâd just meet them at the airport in the morning. You knew you shouldnât leave Jaeho of all people on read but you needed a break. A break from all things Jiyong.Â
âYour phone's been ringing off the hook the last ten minutes. You gonna get that?â Your friend eyed your phone.Â
âNope.â You shrugged, silencing the call.Â
Youâd spent the day dodging questions about Jiyong and tonightâs show while you hung out with your mutual friends. It was good to see them, but youâd be lying if you hadnât been thinking about that conversation with Jiyong all day.
âItâs ringing again.â You rolled your eyes, silenced your phone and threw it in your purse.Â
âAnd now itâs off.â You shrugged, picking up your glass and taking a drink.Â
You wished you were enjoying your time more, you really did. But you couldnât stop thinking about Jiyong. Youâd only ever missed one show in all the years youâd known him and it was because youâd been so sick. That was ironically the night youâd gone from being friends to being in a relationship.Â
Jiyong had been so worried youâd missed the show, and you hadnât been answering texts so Jiyong had rushed over right after the show. Feelings had been confessed and you two had been a couple ever since.Â
That made it all the more difficult for you to be away from him tonight. He was your boyfriend, sure, but he was also your best friend and heâd always take care of you when you were sick. You shouldnât have left him, he needed you. You knew that, but his words had hurt you and you needed space.Â
With a sigh, you excused yourself from the table and made your way to the restroom. You werenât going to read these texts in front of your friends. They didnât need to know how bad this situation was.Â
Leaning against the vanity in the bathroom, you pulled out your phone and sighed as you read through the texts. You werenât sure if Jiyong had told Jaeho you werenât coming to the show when youâd left but judging by the worried slew of texts youâd gotten the answer. Jiyong hadnât mentioned you at all. It shouldnât hurt, not when he was the one hurting, but you were human too and it did hurt a little.Â
You were about to text him, apologize for having him worry about you. You werenât the assignment, Jiyong was and he didnât need you adding to his work stress when the text bubbles appeared. Your finger hovered over the send button as you waited.Â
A fan jumped on stage. I got to her before anything horrible could happen. He let her hug him, somethingâs wrong. If you arenât here you should be.Â
âFuck.â You groaned, sending a text back that you were on your way.Â
Heading back to the table you fished some cash out of your bag and apologized to your friends before heading out. They may not understand it today but one day youâd explain the weird behavior, when Jiyong was better. He didnât need a flock of casual friends flooding his hotel room pretending they understood the pressure he was under.Â
The show was almost over by the time youâd managed to get a taxi so you let Jaeho know youâd just meet them at the hotel. You hadnât expected them to beat you back, but Jaeho had made the call to cancel all after show activities that night to get Jiyong back to the hotel.Â
He was sitting on the couch in your suite when you arrived and you let out a shaky breath when you spotted him. He looked so small, so broken and you felt horrible for leaving.Â
âJi?â He turned to face you, eyes closing as he hung his head.Â
âI thought Iâd lost you.â You shook your head moving further into the room.Â
âI just needed some space, Iâm sorry.â Jiyong shook his head, his eyes snapping open to look at you.Â
âYou have nothing to be sorry for. I was an ass, I didnât mean what I said. Youâre not a clout chaser, I donât think youâre using me. Iâm so sorry Jagiya.â He paused, looking down, he was too ashamed to look at you. âI donât know whatâs wrong with me. I think I might be broken.â The last part came out in a whisper so quiet you almost couldnât hear it.
âYou are not broken.â You bit down on your bottom lip, debating your next move.Â
Your body responded to his cry for help before your brain good, though and before you knew it you were crawling into his lap, holding him tightly. As if your love could fix all the broken pieces inside of him.Â
âI think a few days off will do you some good when we get back home. You can go see your friends, your parents, Iye.â You pulled back enough to look at him, your hands cradling his cheeks. âTake some of the pressure off before the encores start. Youâre pushing yourself too hard, running from the things that happened this year. You need time to heal. Youâre okay, Ji. I promise. Iâm not going to let anything happen to you.âÂ
âIâm just so tired of the cameras. Everywhere I look thereâs another one in my face. I miss being in the know of whatâs going on at home. I miss you.â His eyes bright with unshed tears and you shook his head.Â
âSo we tell them to shove it. Theyâve got enough for the movie at this point. They donât need any more of you.â A tear fell down his cheek and you moved your thumb to wipe it away. âAnd you donât need to miss me, Iâm right here.âÂ
âYeah but you were right. Iâve been in this funk and Iâve not been fair to you. Iâve lost myself and you on this tour. Iâm going to make it better.âÂ
âYou didnât lose me. Couples fight, it didnât mean I was going to let you get away that easy.â Your hands moved his face, forcing him to look at you. âI love you Kwon Jiyong, even when you think youâre broken. So let me help put you back together.âÂ
âOkay.â He nodded slowly, âI love you too.âÂ
âCome on, letâs get you cleaned up.â
You moved to stand, but Jiyongâs arms tightened around you, keeping you in place. âNot yet.â He murmured, his head falling to your shoulder.Â
He just needed to feel you, to make sure you were still here, still real. His head rose slowly, his eyes locking with yours before his lips captured yours. The kiss was soft, gentle, as if you were both afraid to move too quickly and spook the other.Â
Jiyongâs hands moved slowly, as if unsure as they moved to the end of your shirt. You nodded and he took that as all the confirmation he needed before he lifted your shirt, breaking the kiss to pull your shirt off. Thankfully Jiyong was still in his concert attire, red jacket, no shirt underneath and you pushed the jacket down off his shoulders. He shrugged out of it the rest of the way.Â
Your hand moved to his pants, undoing his fly and palming him through the fabric of his boxers, he let out a soft groan, his lips capturing yours again as he slid your skirt and panties down in one swift movement. His fingers slid through your slick folds, quickly finding your clit and rubbing tight circles. You moaned into his mouth, biting down on his bottom lip.Â
Jiyong moved you slightly, pulling his boxers down. He lined you up, his cock slipping through your folds teasingly and you gripped his shoulders as you lowered yourself on him, taking him inch by inch slowly. Your hips rolling against his as he entered you completely.Â
He broke the kiss, his lips connecting with your neck, your shoulder, your breasts, before he kissed back up to your lips. You lifted yourself, slamming back down on him as and he groaned again.Â
âGod, Jagi, just like that.â His hands planted on your hips, helping with your movements.Â
You took your time, moving slowly. There was no need to rush this tonight. Jiyong could feel you getting closer to your release and he urged you to move faster. You rolled your hips, his meeting your every movement and your eyes closed, your head falling backwards at the contact. Jiyong took the opportunity to kiss the exposed skin of your throat, kissing up to your earlobe.
âI love you.â He whispered in your ear before he moved his hand to your neck, tilting your head back towards his. âNow let yourself go. Eyes on me.âÂ
You obeyed, your orgasm coming in waves. You wanted to close your eyes, to bask in this feeling but Jiyong shook his head. âNo Jagiya, keep your eyes on me.â His hips moved faster as you rode out your orgasm, him coming shortly after you. He held you tightly as he released inside of you. His lips captured yours again. Â
He stayed inside of you, holding you close for a few more minutes. Neither of you wanting to move but you both desperately needed a shower, and food, and sleep. You sighed as you stood up, your hand reaching for his. He took it happily following you towards the bathroom. You got the shower started and while you waited for the water to get hot you placed an order for room service.Â
You led Jiyong into the shower, helping him wash his hair, carefully removing extensions along the way. You took turns washing each others bodies and when the water had gone cold, Jiyong led you out of the shower. You slid into robes just as there was a knock at the door.Â
âI got it, you go get in bed.âÂ
Jiyong nodded and you made your way to the door, holding your robe closed tightly as you allowed the tray of food to be wheeled inside. Once the food was laid out on the bed, you took your spot next to him, finding a movie youâd seen a million times on the tv. You ate in silence, making sure to check on Jiyong. He hadnât been eating much the last few months so you were pleased to find he ate every last bite of his food.Â
Jiyong pulled you to his side after the food was cleaned up, holding you close as you finished the movie. His breathing evening out next to you and you snuggled into him, glad he was finally getting rest.Â
âMove in with me.â He murmured against your shoulder.Â
âWhat?â You turned to face him, surprised to see his eyes wide open. âI thought you were asleep.âÂ
âAlmost was, but then the idea of going home to my empty apartment woke me back up.â He paused, eyes locking with yours. âMove in with me.âÂ
âAre you sure thatâs what you want?âÂ
âSince the day I met you, yeah.â You grinned, and he grinned back, a real genuine smile. You couldnât remember the last time youâd seen that.Â
âYeah, okay. I will.â Jiyong held you closer, his eyes closing again.Â
âNow I have something to look forward to. Coming home to you.â You leaned in, placing a kiss to his nose and you could feel him roll his eyes despite them being closed.Â
âI love you Jiyong.âÂ
âI love you too, Jagiya. Now get some sleep.âÂ
It was funny how now he was using your words against you. You were just happy he was finally taking care of himself tonight, so you listened. Your eyes closed as you snuggled into him, listening to his breath even out as he slept. You drifting off after him, excited to go home and start your new journey together.
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synopsis: youâre in paris with your boyfriend jiyong.
warnings: smut, 18+, oral, praise, unprotected sex, a lot of fluff, aftercare.
a/n: based off my fav song on taeyangs new album âquintessenceâ (which yall are WAYYY too quiet about by the way.) enjoy!
the lights of the stunning city of paris shimmered over the river as you leaned over the railing of the bridge you and jiyong had accidentally stumbled across on your late night walk that evening. the cool breeze swept across your cheeks, but the warmth of him behind you made you forget it about it immediately.
jiyong wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled your back against his chest gently and rested his chin comfortably against your shoulder. a small smile tugged at your lips at the familiar feeling, heâd brought you along to paris a lot but it never got old.
your eyes lit up as you pointed into the distance. âji! look itâs the eiffel tower.â excitement filled your voice despite having seen it several times beforehand, paris with him felt softer and much warmer.
a quiet chuckle escaped his lips, vibrating against your shoulder as his fingers traced slow and careful circles against your stomach.
âmmm very beautiful jagi.â he murmured but you already knew he wasnât talking about the view. you turned around in his arms and caught the way he was gazing at you, like the city didnât even matter to him. his gaze was almost dreamy and it made your heart flutter.
âyouâre staring ji.â you giggled.
a smirk spread across his face. ânot like you mind it.â his voice dropped lower sending a rush of warmth onto your cheeks before he leaned down and kissed you softly.
your hands instinctively slid around his neck, fingers tangling in the longer hair at the nape of it. heâd been growing it out recently and you absolutely adored it and played with it whenever you could.
the kiss deepened naturally between you, unhurried whilst the paris wind swept through your hair and around the two of you. it felt unreal, like a scene from one of those romance movies jiyong always claimed he hated but watched them with you anyways.
he hummed softly against your lips as his hand wandered lower down to your ass, pulling you closer.
you laughed a little and pulled back before he got carried away. ânot now jiyong letâs just go back.â
his lips formed an exaggerated pout immediately. âplease?â
you scoffed trying to keep a straight face while he had that stupid expression on his face. âno puppy eyes, youâre old.â
he placed a hand on his chest, scoffing dramatically. âwatch your mouth baby.â
âyeah, yeah.â you teased and grabbed his hand before he could complain further. âcome on.â
he was still muttering under his breath but he let you drag him down the glowing streets of paris towards your hotel, his hand holding yours the entire time.
as you were walking you passed by a small street musician playing a slow melody on his violin and jiyong came to a halt.
you stopped too and blinked, confused. âwhat?â
he didnât answer, just turned towards you and held out his hand. âdance with me.â
you stared wide eyed for a moment before laughing. âjiyong thereâs literally no one else dancing.â
he shrugged. âso? we can start.â
before you could protest he gently pulled you closer as if youâd break and settled one hand on your waist, the other intertwined with yours. he slowly guided you into a lazy sway in the middle of the quiet paris street.
you had the biggest smile on your face, despite not wanting to dance moments ago. you noticed the moonlight had softened his features as he looked down at you with that loving gaze he always had with you and his messy hair falling into his eyes, making him look unreal as the music echoed around you.
it wasnât perfect dancing, he was teasing half of the time stepping too close to hear you whine about it, but that made it even more special to you.
âyouâre so cheesy.â you muttered, but you rested your head on his shoulder anyway.
âyou love it though.â he smiled, and he wasnât wrong.
he spun you around carefully, your laughter filling blending with the music in the quiet street. you carried on swaying under the full moon that had made an appearance tonight, the eiffel tower glittering in the distance.
eventually jiyong pressed a soft little kiss onto your forehead before lacing his warm hand with yours. âletâs go to the hotel now baby.â he sighed.
and so you walked back, stopping at a few small shops on the way, jiyong buying you everything you so much even looked at and you finally got back to the hotel.
you walked into your room flopping down onto the bed and jiyong immediately climbed on top of you, hands running over your curves and his lips finding yours in a messy kiss.
you grinded your body up into him as he embraced you and carried on kissing you, before trailing his hot lips down your neck and praising you in between every single one.
âmy perfect girl.â
you threw your head back and sighed as he praised you like he meant it, and you knew he did.
âsuch a good girl for me.â
he said while kissing over your stomach making you shiver, his eyes looking up at yours.
you felt his hands brush at your waist band as he finished up with kissing and worshipping you like a god and before you knew it you felt his finger press down on your core through your panties.
âmm ji.â you whimpered as he started circling his finger tips gently on it.
âyeah, that feel good?â he murmured softly as he kissed your inner thighs gently as if rewarding you.
you fisted a bunch of his hair in your hand and moved his head closer to your aching clit. âplease.â
âuse your words sweetheart, what exactly do you want?â his voice still ever so soft.
you breathed heavily as he pressed his fingers more firmly over your clit. âeat me.â you whispered.
he didnât waste a second before sliding your panties to the side, licking up the slick that was on your pussy already. âyou taste so good baby.â was the last thing he said before licking inbetween your folds.
he went slowly at first, just gentle circles with the tip of his tongue before picking up his pace and you felt him start to trace out the letters of his name on your pussy with his tongue.
âwho do you belong to.â he said raspily while going on to trace the letter âyâ.
âfuck, you.â you said shakily, the pleasure over taking you.
âah ah say my name. tell me exactly who you belong to.â he said sternly this time.
âjiyong, i belong to jiyong.â you groaned.
âgood girl.â he cooed softly before tracing out the rest of his name with his tongue, making you shudder.
after some time of him playing around with his mouth you finally came all over his tongue and he swallowed as much as he could before gazing up at you with lustful, albeit soft, eyes and licked his swollen lips. god he looked sinful.
he gently flipped you so you were laying on your stomach and his gaze roamed over your bare back, taking in how your hips dipped and your back arched. âso fucking perfect and all mine.â he murmured before starting on the zipper of his pants.
he lined up his hard cock with your entranced and slowly pushed himself into you. he groaned softly before speaking to you. âyou can take it baby, i know you can.â he muttered out. âbe good for me.â
he praised as he thrusted a little bit harder into you but still making sure he was gentle. he pulled your hair into his hand and gently tugged your head back as he fucked you from behind.
his other hand hovered over your hip, the slight weight grounding you. âyou feel so good.â you breathed out, burying your head into the pillow.
âmhm i know baby.â he grunted as he started fucking harder making you gasp. âfuck jiyong, faster.â you found yourself begging for more.
he ran his smooth hands over the soft skin of your bare back as he thrusted harder making a loud moan escape you. his touch, his cock buried inside you, god it was doing things.
he took his time with you, sometimes going slow to make it last and sometimes going fast to make it more pleasurable. the way he kept stopping and starting made the knot in your stomach tighten endlessly but you didnât do anything about it, you secretly liked it.
âthe sounds you make are so gorgeous jagi.â he whispered as you kept making little whines and moans. âand theyâre all because of me.â he said before gripping your hips and sliding into you more.
you grinded back on him wanting to feel more friction and he threw his head back, making the hottest groan youâd ever heard in your life.
âfuck iâm close.â you whined as you felt him go faster. âgo on baby let go for me hm.â he said roughly.
you finally let go with a loud cry and he came just after you did. you both stayed like that for a moment, taking in the euphoric feeling taking over. the dim hotel room, the warmth of your bodies, the distant smell of the vanilla candle in the corner of the room and jiyongs cologne. it was so peaceful.
he eventually pulled out and you turned to look at him. his gaze was no longer lustful but so full of love and care. âare you feeling okay baby.â he asked gently.
you smiled, your cheeks heating up a little as you saw how pretty he looked, he was absolutely glowing and his hair was damp and falling into his face making him look breathtaking. the soft look in his gorgeous brown eyes didnât help either. âyeah i feel better than ever.â you spoke in a whisper.
he nodded and you both cleaned up after that, jiyong gently getting into a perfectly warm bath with you (that he ran ofcourse).
after heâd dried you off with the softest towel he could find, he gently tucked you in bed before climbing in next to you.
he laid back against the pillows next to you while you tucked yourself into his side, he wrapped one arm around you while the other played lazily with your fingers under the blanket.
your head rested on his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heat as he rubbed your back gently. âgood night baby.â he softly murmured.
âgood night ji.â you whispered softly and you both fell asleep content, knowing you had eachother always and forever.
featuring: choi seung-hyun, kwon jiyong, and kang daesung
synopsis: itâs in the title! bigbang and head⌠their preference in receiving / giving + some other related hcs
warnings: 18+, smut. oral (m & f!receiving).
a/n: the way i literally need them all so bad based on this request! honestly i loved writing thisđ lmk if you guys have any more ideas for smutty hcs for bigbang... bc i personally have some that imma try to get to soon
âËęŠ.á choi seung-hyun
⢠preference: receiving. i donât imagine seung-hyun as someone whoâs very vocal during sex, but when you give him head it takes everything in him not to let out low, loud moans. heâll tighten his grip on your hair to ground yourself. Â
⢠absolutely loves when you get messy with itâ he finds it so hot. drool running down your chin, mascara smudged as you look up at him, and he just thinks you look so beautiful. also definitely loves it when you gag.Â
⢠heâs so so good at giving too. seung-hyun notices every small hitch of your breath, arch of your back, and soft whimper. thatâs how he finds out what you like. also the type to finger you while he sucks on your clit.Â
â.ŕłŕż.đĽ kwon jiyong
⢠preference: both, but i would say he probably likes receiving a little bit more (i know people are going to disagree with me on this but hear me out!!) heâs so subby (thank you ubermensch for this knowledge) so when youâre in control he loves it. push him on the bed, slowly undoing his pant buttons. your tongue teases one long strip over his length and his resolve literally crumbles.Â
⢠jiyong usually always lets you do your own thing, head leaned against the headboard and eyes fluttering shut because youâre so good at what you do. the type to hold your hair back for you (đ)
⢠so so good at giving though. jiyong could literally spend hours between your legs if you let him⌠and sometimes you do. he couldâve already made you orgasm twice, and heâll still he begging for more.Â
âplease, baby, just wanna taste you one more timeâŚâ Â
â. đ Ë kang daesung
⢠preference: giving. he loves it when you sit on himâ not only does it make him feel so strong but he also likes when you just use his mouth how you want to.Â
⢠eats you out because he wants to make you feel good. that means he loves it when youâre vocal because it shows him exactly what you like. also loves loves loves it when you pull on his hair a little bit.Â
⢠when you give him head, heâs also definitely very vocal. he loves eye contact, so heâll gently tilt your chin up so that he can look at how pretty you look, and heâll brush any pieces of hair out of your face that stick to your forehead. overall, just very sweet and gentle.Â
Hii it's me again lol about the g dragon, can i request something like kwon jiyong x idol reader, reader is younger than him (OF COURSE LEGAL AGE HAHA), she's a soloist or in a girl group (you decide đĽ°) when bigbang performed in the mama awards just last year so iconic lol, after they performed they have to sit with other artists, he purposely planned talked to some staffs to make his and her group sit together, and they have some moments that the fans caught on and yes HAHAHA you continue BUT SOMETHING LIKE THAT, idk if you could understand it đđđ i dont know to explain this properly lol
Exposed || Kwon Jiyong
Pairing: Idol Jiyong X Idol Reader
Genre: Fluff
Summary: Jiyong and Y/N, a idol from a popular girl group, have been secretly dating. However, their relationship starts sparking rumors after several accidental (and not-so-accidental) moments at the MAMA Awards.
A.N: Please let me know if you guys want a part 2 continuation of this story
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The night was electric. BIGBANG had just finished their performance, a stage that would be talked about for years. The energy was still buzzing in the air as the members walked off, their breathing still heavy from the adrenaline. And from his place on stage, Jiyong had already located you.
Your group had been watching from the front rows, standing, clapping, and cheering along with the other artists. But unlike the rest, you felt the heat of his gaze.
You knew you had to play it cool. You kept your eyes forward, lips pressed together in the perfect image of a professional junior idol. But when he bowed, when he let his eyes flicker to yours for half a second longer than necessary, you felt your pulse quicken.
It wasnât over.
Because when it came time for seating arrangements, suddenly, your group was ushered toward BIGBANGâs section.
Your leader glanced at the staff in confusion. âOh, weâre sitting here?â
A staff member just nodded, completely unaware of the tension brewing beneath the surface. Or maybe they did know. After all, Jiyong had made sure of it.
As you sat down, your assigned seat just happened to be diagonal from his. Close enough for accidental touches. Close enough for subtle games.
And Jiyong? Oh, he was enjoying himself.
The first time your knees brushed, you thought it was an accident. The seating was cramped, and idols were squeezed together with barely any space to move.
But then it happened again.
This time, he pressed his knee deliberately against yours.
You didnât react. You kept your posture perfect, eyes locked on the stage. But your fingers curled slightly in your lap.
And that was exactly what he wanted.
Jiyong chuckled under his breath, low enough that only you could hear.
"You're good at this," he murmured, barely moving his lips.
You exhaled slowly, keeping your eyes on the performance. "At what?"
"At pretending like Iâm not here," he mused. Then, leaning slightly closer, he added, "But I know you feel it."
Your breath hitched. The warmth of his leg against yours, the way his voice sent a shiver down your spineâyou hated how easily he affected you.
But two could play this game.
So, without missing a beat, you pressed your knee back against his.
And that was the moment his smirk faltered.
Sometime during the award announcements, a staff member brought bottled water to each table. You twisted open your cap, taking a small sipâonly to nearly choke when Jiyongâs ringed fingers casually reached forward, stealing your bottle.
Before you could react, he took a slow sip, completely unbothered.
Your eyes widened, but he merely wiped the corner of his lips with his thumb, setting the bottle back down in front of you.
"Yah," you whispered, shooting him a glare.
"Problem?" he asked innocently, tilting his head.
You scoffed, reaching for another bottle, but before you could, he leaned over and slid the original bottle back toward you.
His voice was barely above a whisper. "Just drink from mine."
Your stomach flipped. You hated that he was enjoying this.
And you hated even more that you took the bottle and drank from it.
It started as something harmless. Just a quick glance in his direction.
But you didnât realize the camera had zoomed in on you.
At that exact moment, Jiyong, ever the instigator, tapped his fingers against the table in a rhythm only you recognizedâa song heâd written for you.
Your lips parted slightly in surprise. He noticed.
And before you could stop itâbefore you could school your expression into something neutralâyour lips curled up in the tiniest smile.
And the fans caught everything.
The camera cut away almost instantly, but not fast enough.
Twitter exploded.
"WHY DID Y/N JUST SMILE OUT OF NOWHERE WHEN GD WAS TAPPING THE TABLE HELPPP"
"WHAT WAS HE TAPPING?? HELLO CODEBREAKERS??"
"Y/N SMILING AFTER GD LOOKED HER WAY... Y'ALL WE'VE SEEN THIS BEFORE đ"
"GD took HER bottle?? And she didnât even react?? Oh nah they are not slick."
And thenâdispatch dropped a clip.
A grainy, fan-taken video from the upper seats of the arena. The footage was shaky, but clear enough to show:
Jiyong passing your group a drink, but ONLY handing it to you.
The knee touch under the table.
Your stolen glance. Your tiny, traitorous smile.
It was subtle. Barely noticeable to anyone who wasnât looking.
But the fans? They saw everything.
The awards continued, but you barely registered the winners.
Because Jiyong wasnât done.
His fingers drummed against the table again. This time, the rhythm wasnât a song. It was a message.
T-A-L-K T-O M-E
You exhaled through your nose, shaking your head slightly.
Jiyong grinned. He saw that.
Then, the absolute menace that he was, he raised a brow and mouthed, "Scared?"
You nearly scoffed. Oh, he wanted to play? Fine.
You leaned in slightly, just enough for only him to hear.
"Oppa," you murmured, voice sweet but laced with warning. "Behave."
The effect was immediate.
Jiyongâs smirk twitched, his fingers freezing for just a secondâbecause he liked it when you called him that. And you knew it.
His hand curled into a loose fist on the table, jaw tightening for a moment before he exhaled and shot you a half-lidded gaze.
"Thatâs unfair," he murmured back, voice husky.
You bit back a smirk.
You knew Jiyong was watching.
You felt it.
The moment your group took the stage, the energy in the arena shiftedâlouder screams, flashing lights, and a certain someone sitting comfortably in the artist section, front row, with that signature smirk.
At first, he was composedâjust nodding to the beat, sunglasses perfectly in place.
But then?
Then came your part.
The camera panned to him just as you stepped forward for your solo.
The moment your hips rolled, your gaze sharp and commandingâ
Jiyong?
Gone.
The man leaned forward, elbows on his knees, sunglasses sliding down his nose as he openly stared.
The live audience noticed instantly.
"HE'S STARING. HE IS NOT EVEN HIDING IT."
"DID Y'ALL SEE HIS SMIRK WHEN Y/N DID HER PART? EXCUSE ME????"
"THIS IS NOT EVEN A FANBOY REACTION. THAT'S A MAN ADMIRING HIS WOMAN."
It got worse when you locked eyes with him for half a second.
Jiyong?
Smirked.
The type of smirk that said, "You know exactly what you're doing, jagiya."
The camera caught it all.
And just when people thought it couldnât get any more insaneâ
Mid-performance, a cameramanâwho deserves a RAISEâzoomed in on Jiyong again.
This time?
The man was biting his lip.
"JAIL. JAIL FOR THIS MAN."
"Y/N NEEDS TO PAY FOR MY THERAPY BECAUSE HER PERFORMANCE GOT GD LIKE THAT."
"HE'S SO OBVIOUS IT'S EMBARRASSING PLEASE."
You could feel the heat creeping up your neck.
Jiyong?
Still shameless.
By the time your performance ended, he was back to normal, clapping like nothing happened.
But when you walked back to your seatânext to himâhe leaned over and whispered:
"You almost killed me up there, sweetheart."
You gritted your teeth. "Serves you right."
He chuckled, voice dangerously low.
"Just wait till later."
Your breath hitched.
And just like thatâthe night wasnât over yet.
At the very end of the night, artists were standing, clapping, saying their goodbyes.
Jiyong was walking ahead with the BIGBANG members when, for just a second, he glanced over his shoulder at you.
And you looked back.
The moment lasted only a second, but someone caught it on camera.
A single, slow-motion GIF.
Jiyong turning his head, looking back at you.
Your eyes meeting his.
That split-second smirk before he faced forward again.
Twitter? In flames.
"HE LOOKED BACK. HE LOOKED BACK. OH MY GOD HE LOOKED BACK."
"That was NOT a casual glance. That was a âmeet me laterâ look."
"THE SMIRK. I CANâT BREATHE."
"They think theyâre being sneaky. THEY ARE NOT."
Later That NightâŚ
Your phone buzzed.
Jiyong: So, when are we announcing the wedding?
You: Jiyong-ah.
Jiyong: Yes, my love?
You: Iâm going to kill you.
Jiyong: But youâll miss me too much, wonât you?
YOU: You did that on purpose right?
Jiyong: Of course I did. How else will they know youâre mine?
You: WE ARE NOT GETTING CAUGHT.
Jiyong: Sweetheart, weâve already been caught.
Jiyong: You looked unreal tonight.
You: You made it OBVIOUS.
Jiyong: You make it hard to behave, jagiya.
You: STOP.
Jiyong: Make me. đ
You groaned, flopping onto your bed. The worst part? He wasnât wrong.
And the actual worst part?
You liked it.
It started as fan theories.
A harmless coincidence.
But by the time the MAMA afterparty ended, it had escalated into a full-blown scandal.
TRENDING ON TWITTER
#GDxY/N #Y/N_LuckyGirl #GDRAGON_LostHisCool
THE CLUES THAT STARTED IT ALL:
The Seating Arrangement Scandal
Why was your group suddenly seated next to BigBang when it wasnât in the original floor plan? đ¤¨
Fans dug up footage of Jiyong talking to staff before the show.
"HE PLANNED IT. THIS MAN WENT OUT OF HIS WAY TO SIT NEXT TO HER."
Jiyongâs Reactions = A Man Down BAD
The lip bite. The smirk. The unholy stare.
"Weâve seen GD fanboy before, but this? This is different."
"He was watching like he already KNEW how that dress looked up close." đđ
The Afterparty Coincidence
You and Jiyong left around the same time.
Different cars, but same direction.
Fans noticed your manager looking stressed while BigBangâs team tried to be low-key.
"They didnât even try to stagger their exits. HELP."
The Matching Accessories Debacle
The next day, Jiyong posted an Instagram story.
A hand, casually holding a glass of wine.
A familiar ring on his fingerâthe same one you were seen wearing months ago.
"SO WEARING COUPLE RINGS IS JUST A THING NOW? OKAY."
THE COMPANY RESPONSES = SUSPICIOUS AF
Your Agency:
"Y/N and G-Dragon are just industry colleagues. The seating was arranged by MAMA organizers."
YG Entertainment:
"We do not comment on our artists' personal lives."
TRANSLATION: "We're not denying it."
"YG NOT EVEN TRYING TO LIE LMFAO."
"If they werenât dating, theyâd have shut this down IMMEDIATELY. Oh, theyâre so caught."
"Just drop the wedding invitation at this point."
After days of speculation, Jiyong did what he does bestâ
Trolled everyone.
NEW IG POST: A selfie. Smirking. Caption?
"I love MAMA."
THATâS. IT.
"HE'S PLAYING WITH US HELP."
"SIR JUST CONFIRM IT OR DENY IT. DONâT TEASE US LIKE THIS."
"This man enjoys chaos too much I canât."
THE INTERNET STILL HASNâT RECOVERED.
And neither have you. đđĽ
If people werenât sure beforeâ
Now?
They were certain.
All thanks to one tiny, completely avoidable mistake.
NEW IG POST: Y/Nâs Group Behind-The-Scenes Photos!
Your groupâs official account posted casual snapshots from rehearsals, practice rooms, and random candid moments from recent schedules.
Harmless, right?
Wrong.
Because eagle-eyed fans noticed something immediately.
THE CLUE THAT BROKE THE INTERNET:
In one mirror selfie, you were holding your phone in the corner.
Reflected in the mirror? A very familiar-looking silver bracelet.
The exact same bracelet Jiyong had been wearing for years.
FAN REACTIONS = PURE CHAOS
"I NEED EVERYONE TO ZOOM IN RIGHT NOW."
"THAT. THAT IS GDâS BRACELET. THAT MAN DOESNâT TAKE IT OFF."
"SO SHE WAS WITH HIM? OR�??"
"Not them getting caught by a MIRROR REFLECTION."
Hours after the bracelet debacle, Jiyongâbeing Jiyongâmade everything worse.
NEW IG POST: A Random Aesthetic Shot
A simple photo of his hand, resting casually on a table.
ExceptâŚ
The bracelet was front and center.
The background? Suspiciously similar to a place you had visited just days ago.
Caption?
"Good things should be kept close." đ
FAN REACTIONS = ABSOLUTE CHAOS
"SIR. SIR, THIS IS NOT SUBTLE."
"ARE THEY EVEN HIDING ANYMORE??"
"Y/N POST THE MATCHING PHOTO OR WE RIOT."
"I feel like weâre getting a dating confirmation in 3âŚ2âŚ1."
Chats:
You: Jiyong. YOU. NEED. TO. STOP. đĄ
Jiyong: Stop what?
You: YOU KNOW WHAT.
Jiyong: I just like my bracelet. đ¤ˇ
You: I WILL THROW THAT BRACELET INTO THE OCEAN.
Jiyong: Bold of you to assume I wouldnât dive in after it.
You: I AM BLOCKING YOU.
Jiyong: Again? Cute. đ
One week later, just when the rumors started to die downâ
Jiyong did something so reckless that even your company gave up.
NEW IG STORY: A simple photo of his hand intertwined with someone elseâs.
The angle? Purposely vague.
But the bracelet?
Still there.
And the nail polish color on the other hand?
The exact same shade you had worn the day before.
Caption?
"Some things donât need to be explained."
INSTANT WORLDWIDE MELTDOWN.
OFFICIAL STATEMENT FROM BOTH AGENCIES:
"We ask fans to respect our artistsâ personal lives."
TRANSLATION: "Yeah, theyâre dating. Weâre tired. Leave us alone."
THE INTERNET GOES INSANE
"AFTER ALL THAT TEASING, WE FINALLY HAVE CONFIRMATION???"
"GD REALLY SAID SOFT LAUNCH THEN HARD LAUNCH LMAO."
"Y/N YOU ARE THE LUCKIEST WOMAN ALIVE."
"MAMA 2024 BETTER HAVE A COUPLE SEAT ARRANGEMENT READY."