#gaster cw

It's really disheartening how bad I am at math and science now. I used to be smart. What happened? - Gaster

All the Handplates AU stuff the fandom puts out disgusts me. I would never hurt Sans or Papyrus. They were my world. I wasn't a perfect father - far, far from it - but I never treated them as if they weren't people, or deliberately hurt them. - a very tired Gaster

Every time my campus cafeteria has spaghetti, I think of Papyrus. And you know what? I'm not even going to apologize for being sappy. *Sans voice:* I am sappy for Papy. - Gaster

The most embarrassing part of my canon is that Alphys and I would sometimes watch anime together. You know, to research human magic and history. Or at least, that's how we justified it to ourselves. - Gaster

I know I've apologized a few times, but Chara, I did some downright awful things to you, and I have no good reason for it. I deserved my isolation in the void. It was my punishment. I'm so sorry. ~Fell Gaster

Are you well, Dr. Gaster? I miss you. I only have good feelings about you so I doubt you were "evil." I think I died before your accident. I'm sorry I left so soon! Were you under a lot of pressure before your disappearance, or was it not actually an accident at all..? If you can forgive me, I can forgive you for being so hasty!📫👍👇✌️☀️✌️

Dr. Gaster, I really want to believe that you were a good person, who had good intentions. But as I thought about it, more and more, I realized that you didn't care who got hurt in the process. As long as you got to see the results. That's why you planted that idea in Chara's head, didn't you? That's why you tricked them. You knew we wouldn't be able to succeed. You just needed an excuse to get to Chara's soul, even if it meant we both died in the process. - Asriel Dreemurr

i have such mixed emotions on gaster, bc as papyrus he gave sans so much grief that i didnt like him, but as chara he was a father figure for me in the void and i miss him dearly. its. problematic.