Warning: trauma,mention of death,swearing, high trauma
At a lovely night, void was checking in on Christiano at his home in Coral Reef, much to his suprise, Christiano was fine, glad and healthy.
Christiano:..!! *opens the door* oh! Void, I didn't expect you to come here, hi!! How are you-?
Void: oh I'm fine~! Just uh..checking on you..lately. how are you doing-?
Christiano: βΊοΈoh I'm okay~! No worries. Wanna..come inside??
Void: yes of course. *gets inside*
Void sat down and relaxed as christiano prepared tea for him, his favorite. They both sat down, cozy and chill. Talking about their lives and health..all cozy....all.....comfortable....all...**too cozy to begin with**..
Void: *chuckles a bit* my,my, I do quite remember those days..I must say..you were a strong warrior..
Christiano: yes..it's indeed a memory I shall forever hold...*smiles but frowns slightly*...that is..I should have...done better.. that day....
Christiano: if only I knew what was gonna happen! She would've still be alive! I wouldn't be in this state!..
Void: hey it's not your fault.. everyone was there..even Diego..he killed those forbidden creatures..obviously we had to call him...you were....well...
Christiano:..*glares at him* say it...dead, huh-? You thought i was useless as well-?!
Christiano: *stands up and glares* shut it!! You know EXACTLY what happened that time! I KNOW WHAT YOU-..?!?!...*grunts*
Void:.!.!! Not again- Chris!! *holds him*
Blurry eyes...but he sees her...doesn't he..?
"...Do you blame yourself..?.."
Christiano:.."w-what..?.."
"Well mostly you'd feel some sort of guilt for what happened that day...you couldn't save her, eh-? A little baby...just a 1 year old?.."
Christiano: "i-i tried to-"
"PATHETIC!!..don't give me that lame excuse...what kind of a babysitter are you-?...you trusted him to look after the baby during your war-? Such a pathetic nuisance you are...~ I'm pretty sure you've heard her screams, her bones crackling..her screams of agony...her appearance..ripping...shattering...surely you...could've done something...it's your fault she got eaten..slaughtered and ripped apart...it's your fault for trusting a monster in disguise~..."
Christiano: "I'M SORRY!!"
"Why did you leave my baby..?...you're a monster.."
"You monster" "f*cking a**hole!" "Murderer!!" "THAT SHOULD'VE BEEN YOU!!" "DIEGO SHOULD'VE BANNED YOU!! YOU MONSTER!!" "IT'S YOUR FAULT" "BASTARD" "THE BABY DIED BECAUSE OF YOU!!" "HOW WORTHLESS CAN YOU BE-?! "IT'S YOUR FAULT" "IT'S YOUR FAULT" IT'S YOUR PATHETIC FAULT" IT'S YOUR FAULT!!!!!
Christiano!! Wake up!! Breathe!!!
As the night goes...christiano woke up, dizzy..heavy headed...he looks at void who stayed with him...
Void:..take a rest...please..? Don't wake up.. till sunrise..
Christiano:..*scared and trembling, heavily breathing*....p-please stay...please don't leave me like everyone e-else...I'm s-scared she's gonna kill me..
Void: I'm here..I'm here..don't worry...
Christiano:..*slowly holds his hand and grip it tightly but gently*.....please stay..
Void: I'm not going...anywhere..*sits down*...shh.~ it'll be okay...