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Eeee. I'm sooo proud of them! Hahaha.

Langya, ang bilis niyo! Hahahaha.

O siyempre ako, nagmumukmok dito. Namamatay na sa inggit. Hahaha. 

So, I can't make gifs at the time, nor edit one. But I would really like to thank all of you guys for being a part of my 2011.

2011 has been tough. My feelings were put on a test. Reaching its extremities.

I had the chance to finally watch Super Junior, live. I remember the tears as soon as we entered the dome. And that was the best-est thing that ever happened in my 2011 which I'll definitely remember through the rest of my life.

And when my mom went home for my brother's graduation and my 18th birthday, one of the bests, too.

Realizing that even though I don't have many friends, it doesn't matter. Cause I found the best-est ones in the world. Ones whom I can teasure and really cherish. Thank you, Mary and Gen. We've known each other for a while now. At first, I never thought I'll share all of my happy moments with you. :"> Let's be forever friends and live our fangirl dreams. HAHAHA. Iloveyouforeverrr. <333 >:D<

When I'm at the moment of enjoying all these things, a sudden news broke out. Me, so sooo dumbfounded. I never thought of leaving my homeland this early. I was not prepared. Really not prepared. Having a span of less than two months to spend time with the people I've been with in my homeland. I know I should be happy but it was hard on my part, seriously. I can't sleep at night, thinking of it. There were times I really just cry my heart out. It's like, your life is on a deadline already. And you'll reincarnate to another world. ;A; But I guess, it will all go well. I'll probably learn to embrace this new thing in my life as time pass by.

And for the first time in my college life, I finally saw my name on the president's list. Well, I felt bad because this time, it is already a full scholarship that I should be receiving but.. I didn't enroll anymore for the second semester since we are leaving by that semester. TT___TT

And then, there were these issues that made our oppars cry and hurt so much which made us ELFs, more hurt and suffer more. :'(

But there were times that my heart was sooo overjoyed while watching them, I kept on cursing (omooo, sorry dearest God, forgive me. ORZ. TT____TT) and for the first time, I got jailed on Twitter for over-tweeting. HAHA. That was during the MAMA Awards. The first time I streamed when I got here to where I am rn. Seriously, I woke up early just to stream and I never regret whenever I watch SJ 'cause they really make me happy. :">

And.. I just really miss my friends whom I have left in the Philippines. /sobs And I miss my cousin whom I have been babysitting and taking care off. :'(

And.. I would like to thank those people whom I have met here in Tumblr, whether it was personally or through Tumblr ask. And especially those whom I have been exchanging replies for the past few days. ^^ You know who you guys are. I'm looking forward to meeting you in the near future, mkay? ^^ :3

And.. Mary, Gen, Kamil. IMISSYOUSOOOOMUCH. REALLY. :'(( Let's still continue our plans for the next fanmeeting, okay? Seoul, right? RIGHT? :DD I sooo miss our fanmeetings. :'(

And.. LET'S MAKE MORE HAPPY MEMORIES FOR THE UPCOMING YEAR! ^^

Annyeong, 2011.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, GUYS! Hello, 2012. :D

Huhu. I miss my girls. ;A;

Gusto ko na kayo makita tsaka makasama ulet. :'((

lhei, sure ng sa 13? may nagsasabi 14, tapos 16. hahaha

sabi nila ren sa 13 daw...