Marcus Acacius Imagine #4
Warnings: age gap (you decide), angst, fluff, brief mention of smut (under 18's DNI)
Word Count: 551
In denial Marcus Acacius who has told himself for the hundredth time that he is simply fulfilling his duty to you, his wife of only a few months, and that his interest in you ends there. Who makes sure you want for nothing and have a comfortable existence in this marriage that neither of you wanted. Who pretends that your reluctance to be in his presence for longer than necessary doesn't bother him and tries his best to put you at ease - even going as far as to swear to you on your wedding night that he'll never force himself on you and only take you if and when you give yourself to him freely. Who feels a little out of his depth when it comes to putting his wife first and having someone else's happiness to consider. Who knows his way around strategic battles but navigating his domestic life with you is the most challenging, emotional battle he's ever had to face.
In denial Marcus Acacius who sees your obvious beauty but tells himself that any man with eyes could see you're an attractive woman and it's only natural for him to be drawn to you physically but it means nothing more than that. Who doesn't notice the smallest things about you; like how you move with effortless grace, how the lilt of your voice can soothe him after a stressful day or how one dimple appears when you smile at him; nope, it doesn't make his chest ache in any way at all. Who refuses to acknowledge the tight knot un-twisting in his stomach as you become more comfortable around him. Who pretends that your willingness to spend more and more time with him doesn't make his war hardened heart soften. Who accepts your company and conversation because it's the decent thing to do and not because he's come to enjoy the interaction.
In denial Marcus Acacius who keeps a close eye on you when you both attend royal and state functions, ready to step in if you feel uncomfortable at the subtle male attention you always-unintentionally- attract. Who has come to notice by your body language when you feel uneasy - but it's just because of the months spent under the same roof, that's all. Who feels incredibly protective of you, after all, that's the duty of good husband. Who constantly asks if you're okay during these gatherings and insists that you tell him if you want to leave and he will take you home.
In denial Marcus Acacius who's not sure what to make of the new closeness that's slowly developed between you both. Who has convinced himself that he's imagining the soft looks that last just a little too long and the touches that linger beyond necessity. Who's dreams have recently been filled with images of you beneath him, moaning in delight as he slowly unravels you. Who wonders if you're dreaming of him too as he watches you sleep beside him. Who pretends to still be asleep when he wakes to find you snuggled into him, unwilling to disturb such a perfect moment. Who uses the time to just look at you, bask in you, absorb you.
In denial Marcus Acacius who can't deny it any longer; he's fallen hopelessly and irrevocably in love with you.
