#fyoc

Ocs belong to @cinnabani @denimcrush @fallingfish  and Drazillion

my tablet is currently out of commission so here are some not tablet sketches while I wait for a thing to arrive

This hit home.

Daniel James 💕 Keeping this crazy company while he packed for Australia was so bitter sweet. I am going to miss him so freaking much. Thank God for skype! He's so silly and loving and sweet and I don't know what I would have done without him these last couple of weeks. You know you mean a lot to me when I lose sleep for you. The peanut butter to my jelly!

Life.

Lord God, please help me. I like this boy, but I keep thinking of every and any way to not. I don't understand why I do this. I've done it with every single one if the 9 other 9 from this semester. How far will these issues go? I literally treat these boys like scum and it's not ok. It is truly not. I wish I could make myself understand that not every man I meet is my father. If they say they care, they most likely mean they care. If they say they like you and you should trust them, damn it understand that they're trying to be open and honest with you. Like fuck you Dad, how dare you claim you love me and that I'm his this and his that and they you fucking leave. You're suppose to be a role model in my life. You're the LAST person I would EVER expect to hurt me this bad. I am so mad at myself for still being hurt after all this time. I miss you and it's not fair that I wasn't important enough to you.