#fwrites

Dreamer

By: oHo (fwee)

Disclaimer: Fujimaki is the god of KNB and I’m merely a devoted fangirl

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“You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one. I hope someday you'll join us. And the world will live as one.”  ― John Lennon

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 Once, he is in his own world dreaming a library in his middle school with the windows showing beach outside making him relaxed. He knows that is his dream since all the book there is flying and he can took it from the ground just by a swipe of his hand. Just like a magic in fantasy books he once read.

One day he took the time to explore all the nook  until he found a blue door that looks like a sky behind a window. How it can be there? Don’t ask him, he too want to know but hey, it’s a dream.

And now he is once again in a void space with it’s only habitants are stairs that are not even connected to each other and various kind of doors.

The other week he went inside a Door that painted with the color of night sky and oddly stars constellations.

Insides is not a room but rather a basketball park where the basket’s plank made by a tree. Many balls and high quality sport shoes scattered around. Despites all the things that screaming “boy’s properties” there is a tire swing bounded to a sakura tree’s bark. Around it there is girly mirror and colorful ties and food that somehow censored. He knows it’s a food though. Weird. He feels like going to someone’s private property. So he went outside and don’t want to go to another door.

But he is bored once again after he reads almost everything there is in the library dream. So he went out again. Tiptoe-ing this time. Trying if he can balance himself in all the scrambled stairs.

Then he see it

A red stairs. It’s so obviously looks like being painted with neon paints and besides, this stairs is the only stairs by far he saw is colored. Just like a cat’s curiousness he took a stand on it. And go down the path it made. It’s really going down and spiralling until his head banged another stairs.

What he see is by far not the normalest door he have seen. It has it’s own terrace with high fancy fence. And behind it is a big double maroon door that has the impressions like in the castles. To see a different in this void world, he feels like wanting to go inside.

Maybe inside is a big hall room with golden bars laying around. He didn’t know but the doors screaming wealth to him.

Sunggyu regrets coming to the maknae line’s (and Woohyun’s) dorm. More than that, he feels like a prey being watched by a hungry animal. Or maybe he is actually a prey.

All Sunggyu wants is to watch TV, but he probably should have prayed that he can watch TV peacefully before he comes to this dorm. While he succeeds in borrowing the TV—okay, not exactly borrowing since he enters the dorm and turns on the TV without permissions—but he feels antsy and can’t concentrate at all when there is Sungjong watching over him behind his back, sipping a cup of tea while doing so.

Even though Sunggyu can’t see him, but Sunggyu can feel his presence and he also can clearly picture how Sungjong looks like right now. Sungjong’s aura right now is making him feel small—something that he shouldn’t feel since he’s a leader and Sungjong is the maknae. But well…he does admit that sometimes, Sungjong can be really scary, especially when Sungjong wants to be.

It’s unnerving.

It feels like he is going to die from nervousness.

"What do you want?!" He finally says, dramatically, while turning his back to face Sungjong. Sungjong smirks and then puts down his cup. Instead of answering, Sungjong stands up and then walks over to Sunggyu. The way he walks makes Sunggyu feels even smaller. He feels like he is going to get killed.

He knows it now. Sungjong is the devil.

Sungjong is right in front of him now, looking at him right in the eyes. And then Sungjong starts to move his face closer to Sunggyu’s, making Sunggyu’s heart beats faster than usual.

"I just want…" Sungjong starts to say, when his face is several inches from Sunggyu’s face. And then, he snatches something off Sunggyu’s hand quickly and continues, "…this."

The TV Remote.

Sungjong smiles sweetly, pushes Sunggyu aside with a non-threatening ‘Move aside, Hyung’, sits right next to Sunggyu, and then changes the channel. Sunggyu is flabbergasted and looks at Sungjong with an incredulous look.

"I need to catch up on my dramas, this is my turn to watch the TV." Sungjong explains, without even looking at Sunggyu.

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To say that Myungsoo is nervous is an understatement. Myungsoo is dying and he just wants to run away because he really, really doesn’t know what to do. Sure, he has dreamed about going out with Sunggyu for a long time, but he doesn’t realize that he will be this nervous. On top of that, this is probably the first time he goes on a date with someone. A date. Myungsoo doesn’t think that this is really a date since he and Sunggyu just agrees to spend New Year Eve with each other because they don’t have anyone else to spend it with. But Sungyeol said—while he himself was preparing for a date with god knows who—that it’s definitely a date.

Just thinking of all of this as a date is making him blush. Myungsoo was pretty sure he knows what to do on a date, in the romantic mangas and manhwas he reads there is always a ‘going on a date’ chapter. But turns out, it’s not easy. Myungsoo really doesn’t know what to do other than sitting awkwardly beside Sunggyu.

They are waiting for the fireworks, sitting on a bench with a lot of couples around them being chummy with each other while both he and Sunggyu sits and do nothing, both seem to be frozen in their position. That is, until Sunggyu suddenly holds Myungsoo’s hand, startling him and then makes him him blush even more. Myungsoo hopes that his cheeks are not as red as a tomato right now. Or even if they are red, he hopes Sunggyu won’t notice that. Maybe he should bury his face in his scarf.

"You’re really handsome tonight." Sunggyu says, but he isn’t even looking at Myungsoo. His eyes are fixated on the sky. But still, Myungsoo’s heart skips a beat.

"You’re really handsome too, Hyung."

Myungsoo really means it, really.

"And you’re the nicest person I know……..other than Dongwoo."

Huh?

"You’re nice too…"

Sometimes.

Myungsoo turns his head to look at Sunggyu, giving the older man a confused look. He doesn’t understand what Sunggyu’s trying to say or do.

"And…….AH I CAN’T DO THIS!" Sunggyu yells, letting go of Myungsoo’s hand and then bury his head in his hands, suddenly looking very ashamed. Now, Myungsoo is even more confused that he already is. This never happens in any manga or manhwa he reads.

"What’s wrong? Hyung, are you okay?"

Sunggyu is having a meltdown.

"I am flirting with you…well, I am trying to flirt with you, but no I can’t do this." Sunggyu says, voice muffled. He lifts his head again and finally looks at Myungsoo ruefully.

Myungsoo lets out a little laugh. Well, he feels shier that usual after Sunggyu admits that and he is pretty sure he is redder now, but he can’t help but laugh at that. Especially since Myungsoo finally realizes that Sunggyu is probably as nervous as he is. Honestly, Myungsoo can’t imagine Sunggyu will actually try to flirt with anyone, so it’s heartwarming that Sunggyu tries to do that with him.

"Don’t laugh at me." Sunggyu moans while hitting Myungsoo lightly.

"Sorry…" Myungsoo says while trying to calm his laughter, "You don’t need to flirt with me, Hyung. I love you already."

Suddenly, it feels so easy to finally says that even though that comes out unexpectedly. Myungsoo has never been this frank so after several seconds, he feels really embarrassed and now it's his turn again to look away from Sunggyu, unable to look at Sunggyu’s shocked face.

"You…love me?"

Myungsoo bows down his head, and answers, “…..yes.”

Suddenly, Sunggyu’s hand is on his chin and he makes Myungsoo faces him. Sunggyu doesn’t look shocked or embarrassed anymore. Instead, he looks determined. They are both silent for a while, doesn’t say anything while looking at each other’s eyes.

And then, Sunggyu kisses Myungsoo. On the lips. It is so sudden that Myungsoo doesn’t have time to register that Sunggyu is kissing him, needing a while to process anything before he finally closes his eyes and then kisses Sunggyu back. They kiss for a while, enjoying each other’s lips and how they taste in each other’s mouth, before finally separating themselves after one of them realizes that they are actually in public.

This must be a dream, Myungsoo thinks, after they finish kissing. Both his hands touch his cheeks and then slap them lightly in case that this is really a dream. But no, Sunggyu is still in front of him, smiling at him with the lovely smile Myungsoo will always love.

"I love you, too."

Alpha/Omega verse, because obv I’m not creative. Warning for mention of mpreg. Probably not what you expected?