So I came out to my mom like a month or so ago and I regret it completely. I thought that if I can out she would finally stop some of her homophobic jackassery but itβs like it got worst. She got mad at me for βlying to herβ about being straight. Which yeah ok you run around yelling about how Bi people are just confused, (and yes she said that I was just confused when I came out but Iβll get to that) a how just impossible that trans people can you know be a thing but yeah, and asexuality doesnβt exist but no itβs on me for keeping my sexuality/gender close to the cheat. She claims that Iβm to touch with my friends because she saw me sitting on a couch with them at a sleepover which is why I think Iβm Bi. She refuses to acknowledge that her Lgbtqa+ child knows about Lgbtqa+ issue in any capacity. At this point, Iβve kind of just shut down which hasnβt made the better but Itβs less stressful than explain that she a homophobic asshole who gives me panic take every other day. Copled with the fact that she keeps going on and on about how me wanting to have any form of sex is going to get me aids and any amount of caffeine will kill me (which might be true but it science seeing as she doesnβt believe in overhydration, elevation, Psychology, and thinks Weed is additive along with a multitude of other thing so Iβm taking that one with a grain of salt) so she cut me off from the little of I was getting which was the only thing giving me the energy and serotonin to mask somewhat decently and Iβm kind of just done. Thatβs just not even half of it but Iβm not in the right state to keep typing less I chuck my PC out a window.
