the only person i see on my future path is myself, and i welcome anyone who happens to fall in line with it and will value their company while they’re there, but i’m not gonna spend my time fantasizing about which people i know will still be there in 20 years? idk, i’m grateful i have so many friendships i’ve managed to mantain for 5, 10, even 15 years, but like? not all of them are people i see every day, in fact some of them aren’t even people i see every month, and it’s very possible that in the future that will be years

but i still value them, we’re still friends, and idk why delude yourself with the idea that every person you know now will be in your city and be in your neighborhood and be right were you want to keep them?? my closest friends all want to travel to different parts of the earth and so do i, so like? those people i will probably go years without seeing and i’ve got no problem with that, we’ll have great stories to share on the times we will get to meet

i’ve never put much thought into the idea of sharing my life with someone else, i really can’t even imagine how it would happen, so i won’t say it will and i won’t say that it won’t, i just.

But I really want to be a screenwriter

But my dad will only pay for four years of college (because that's how long a bachelor's normally takes)

And I shouldn't really be complaining because not everyone is lucky enough to have their parents pay for them

But like, I really want this, and if I keep going on the path my dad wants me to go on, I won't ever have this chance again.

(Basically, get a job right after college with my Bachelor's in English)

:|

I just