There’s this guy I’m close friends with that I have a really mixed feelings for. He’s so lovely and beautiful, I just want to touch him 24/7 and embrace him.Â
I know he has some romantic feelings for me, and I do feel attracted to him, obviously haha. But there is not enough romantic feelings to be in a relationship with him.Â
I love every bodily contact with him it’s insane, something as small as touching his shoulder or accidentally brushing against his hand makes me hyper-aware of it and I just love every second spending with him. But yet I’m like 99% certain I don’t want to be his gf.
This is messed up. Lads, what does this mean and what should I do?? :C