Dont know how i feel anymore

This guy looked up (then down) at me and said “oh wow! Bless you.” Me: “umm ok thanks.” Him (putting his finger on his cheek): “can I have a kiss” Me: “no. That’s stupid.” Him: “no kiss?” Me: “no that’s stupid to say to me” He stopped and eventually turned to walk away Me: “oh excuse me!” And snapped this photo with the shutter sound on. Him: “why… What are you doing with that?” Me: “none of your business.”

So I almost got hit by a car today. To be completely honest I wouldn't have cared if I got hit or not I was actually hoping I would be. I'm tired of all this bullshit. My life is shit.

Seriously, after this long you would think I would be over it. I would be happy & be prospering. I'm only half way to where I want to be. Which is an amazing accomplishment.... But as we all know, half way is still a long way to go. Like I said, it's an uphill battle.

when you owe the county 2 grand and you pay it off today..fucking weight off my damn shoulders.... #byefelicia #thecountyscrewedmeover #byedebt #bestmoments2015 #fuckyourshit (at Rosemead, California)

Who you trying to fool? You ain't no pleaser. You're just some hoe and everyone knows my pussys better. And they can't even touch it! Let's face it, I'm classy, you're trashy. They want me in their future, but you they use like an old computer! At least you're trying, putting all that time in, to fix your parents mess up. Using all that damn make up, but your ass still can't get the dick up! I really am sorry, it must be hard with that body. Knowing how everyone uses it as a tool for fun. You're just a weak bitch trying to be bad, sit your ass down before I beat your fucking ass! Yea, when you're with your lame crew you got a lot of shit to say. But what do you do when they all go away? You run and hide like a coward, you ain't got no self respect. You're a typical suicidal wreck.