#fuckyouandyourshit

Throw back thursdays #tbt Back in the day Speezy Motherfucker. #togolesevampire #228rapgod #jefftowmafialife #fuckyouandyourshit whether you like it or not 📸 by @real_atomik #classicman

And I have to wake up in 7-6-5-4 hours Fuck. My hearts beating too fast. And I can't stop the tears from falling I don't want to see you anymore But I do at the same time I want it to stop And I'm going to have to be happy and smiling tomorrow Fuck Can someone inject happiness into me? Or can I fake it on my own? I can't Fuck Stop I usually drink caffeine to feel more awake What can I drink to feel more alive? To feel happy? To not want to cease to exist every other day? Someone. Tell me. Please. Cuz I really want to know And I don't know if there really is a reason anymore

Haven't been on here in almost a month.. lol I remember how I used to vent on here all the time. Well, here's one of those times now. It's been 3 weeks and you are still oblivious to what you did. At least a "I'm sorry" would have sufficed and I would have taken it. 2 words would have made these 3 weeks feel better about myself. I don't understand how you can just still think we can be friends after what you did. To be honest, I really miss talking to you and I know I sound cheesy as fuck right now but yeah... it's 12am, no one will read this. But honestly, I miss talking to you on a daily and now we barely talk after what happened. Part of it was because I drifted myself away from you. I can't believe you can stoop so fucking shallow and hurt me like that. I will never look at you the same way again. I wasted all my time, effort and energy on something so stuUuUpid. I hate myself for it and I hate you. Obviously my efforts have gone nowhere because I'm just a replacement right? I'm done with you... I wish this wouldn't have happened. I wanted us to be good friends but I guess if things were to work out, it would've.

because anything else is just awkward.