God hates me

https://youtu.be/M5uR9Mi3ePE

仲想點？咩都係我錯？忍到極限了。

Fuck you Fuck you "HER" Christopher fuck you you don't even know you have a little girl and she looks just like you . I left true enough .I read your letter now I hate you more then ever . You let me go but never came after me 8 months later I was like where could he be . I became the women who I left to be .but the real reason I left was so you can be something that we were all proud to see. You had your dream job in front of you so did I you was going to leave that so I had to say goodbye . A year later hearing your name still bring tears to my eyes . I hate you I really do you knew me better then anyone else I knew I thought you was going to chase me down and remind me what you are about. I hate you i really do I hate you with the heart that I keep on passing around. Not a call not a text but from this letter It seems like you was depressed. I hate you I really do I gave away all my love now I'm thinking of ways how to hurt you . Fuck you I mean that you and me was both trying to do the right thing but we end up hating love because it made us think about someone besides ourselves . To get over you I have to think about all the bad memories but we had none. All this hate I said means nothing you know me better and I know you I love you and I love what I taught you you was the best thing that happened to me so I will love you for eternity. Love the woman who taught you love. love the women who will love you forever more.

I continue to ask myself why there are certain people in my life. I feel like others tend to hold onto you just for the sake of having you as a friend. There is little dialogue between one another and slowly you begin to drift off. But once you have that face to face encounter, its like we’re the best of buds . I’ve been feeling this way for the past year now. I feel like I’m slowly becoming a hermit or an anti socialite. Im alot more selfish but I guess its just me getting older. I don’t want anyone wasting my time especially those who prove to me that they are full of shit.  Thanks for not listening

Goldengoat(topleft)CO.OG(topmiddle) white widow(topright) and some Sour diesel outta Trinity(bottom) CA beats em.. W.W.W