#fuckingexs

If one more person says I look like that nigga from Star Wars I'm gonna slap the shit out of them

I am in The most amazing relationship of my entire life with the most beautiful creature that ever was blessed to walk this earth that is so talented and funny and attractive and sexy and all the wonderful adjectives you could use to describe a person. I mean we have crazy awful sex. Lez be real. That shit is important. But. For some damn fuckin reason My ghosts still haunt me and its been way over a year. Like seriously. I should not be tripping over my ex like I am. And I mean yeah it's a complicated story. No I dont wanna get with her but closure from an abrupt stop would be nice. It's like she's under my skin and I can't get that feeling away. I want to be rid of her. It's not fair to me or to my partner to deal with this. I probably should go back to counseling. But I ain't got time for that group counseling shit. Anywho. It's just frustrating to have this one person change how you feel so drastically in a negative way after such an amazing positive expierence with the person you love. Like it should t be like that. But it is. And damn I feel pathetic for it.