this is the closest to how i actually percieve him, but the colors would be a LOT brighter and it would move significantly faster (resembling the same thing but just WHAWAWAWAWA as some exploding mass of color)

but i don't have much time! and this was meant to be something completely different but i got bored and have a bunch of pictures of stars next to me!!

also i don't think i can draw the colors id see them as? im gradually making them brighter but im also just running out of shades?? i don't think i can effectively draw that but im gonna try

also. in a way where im also just not. sure. this HEAVILY resembles our art during psychosis

apart from the two dimensional/black and white artwork, it's also just. ambiguous bright colors. and it's weird to draw this when im not in that state

i love this so far. i wish it were brighter, i wish you could hear it, i wish it was the fastest moving image possible, but i have a migraine, and i don't think id be able to look at it