#ftyeonjun

This was psychological torture tysm skfkgmg (no read more we die like men,, also I'm on mobile)

Anti-Curse:

Writin' the words

To the worst love song you've ever heard

Soundin' out the foreign characters

An incantation like an anti-curse

Or even a blessing

I feel like there's just this hint of sweetness and optimism here that just feels really nice and warm! also the flow of the very last line is simply rly lovely!!

True Blue:

You say you're a winter bitch, but summer's in your blood

You can't help but become the sun

and also

But it feels good to be known so well

I can't hide from you like I hide from myself

I remember who I am when I'm with you

Your love is tough, your love is tried and true blue

This song is so beautiful and tender!! The idea of feeling known and seen and just the intimacy!! Loving someone and seeing each other through everything!! Looking at someone and seeing warmth and light and safety!!

Cool About It:

Once, I took your medication to know what it's like

And now I have to act like I can't read your mind

I ask you how you're doing and I let you lie

I know many people would probably pick this lyric but what can I say? It's stunning and it makes me so so unwell. Something about the longing to understand someone and how sometimes even that knowledge still may not even make a difference in the end. Just AAAA!! you know?

Souvenir:

Pulling thorns out of my palm

Work a midnight surgery

When you cut a hole into my skull

Do you hate what you see?

Like I do

Idek how to articulate how this bit makes me feel?? Like just. Idk dude...Opening up in the most raw of ways and fearing someone will hate what they see inside just bc you certainly do!! Ok. Yeah, I'm good.

Letter To An Old Poet:

I wanna be happy

I'm ready

To walk into my room without looking for you

I'll go up to the top of our building

And remember my dog when I see the full moon