#ftm!john

You don't really know where to start, but the beginning would probably be the best place. It was your third wriggling anniversary. You guess you started to realize it then, so for about half your life so far. It was just a thing that no one cared about before. But when the girls started to wear different clothes from the boys, like Kanaya in her skirts, and Feferi in her swim outfits, you guessed that you really didn't fit in with them.

So you were a boy. Y0u've g0t this.

Problem was, everyone else didn't seem to. But that's okay, you didn't think everyone would. It would have helped if you weren't forced into wearing skirts all the time by Rammom, although well intended. You were kind of stuck with them too since you couldn't afford much other than what she gave you.

But then you met them. They weren't a boy or a girl, well, they were both, but it was easier to just not refer to which one, since it changed so much and sometimes they didn't know. But you were really close to them, and you were pretty sure you could honestly say they were your moirail, even if that feelings jam making it official would take a while to happen.

But you cared about them, they cared about you, and that was good enough for you to be happy!

They were kind of upset that they didn't have skirts for when they were a girl, just like you were upset that you didn't have pants! So you traded out clothes one day when they were over at your hive, and they helped show you how they work and how to keep them on, even though that wasn't a real challenge with the both of you being so small. It was really nice, and when ever your parents got either of you the wrong clothes, the other got them right away.

This kept working until you started playing Flarp. It was the boys verses the girls, but your partner always got ragged on for being the boy playing the girls games. It broke your heart seeing him suffer alone, but it also made you angry that those stupid highbloods wouldn't accept that you were a boy too!

You weren't that angry for long though. You were pretty 0kay with it: after you died that is.

You were angry at him as a robot though. Because he programed feelings for him. Feelings a girl would have. It made you want to be sick.

After you were in the game, you really didn't have time to worry about how the metal skirt moved wrong when you could look at it. You got your revenge, but you didn't you really meant it. You don't feel bad for helping her though. She was asking for it, literally.

So you made it to God Tier, and were finally expecting everything to be right, but it wasn't. After all you had gone through, they couldn't even get this one thing right.

So you made it right yourself. It wasn't hard to do, you had earned enough to make it. There even was a card laying around for it! Although you didn't recognize the type of sylladex as someone you knew.

You guessed you would return it to whoever owned it, once you knew what everyone's was.

You really never thought that one of them humans would feel the same way you did about the body they were "given."