#ft.jace

Loren. Loren walked into Jace’s room not even bothering to knock. He figured there wasn’t anything he hadn’t seen before and knowing he was alone definitely helped. “Hey, bb” he smiled softly as he sat on the bed beside him. “What’s up?”

Jace he took a deep breath. “This is some hard ass shit were going through.” He finally spat out. “Like I don’t feel like myself.” He said to him, turning to look at his ex. “I hate this”

Loren. Loren was staring at Jace like it was the last time he would ever seen him. He was fully expecting him to say  he wanted to be with someone else. But the words he said shocked him. “I feel the same way” he said honestly. “I just don’t want to keep pushing you. Especially after the other night. I just... I miss you.”

Jace “i don’t feel pushed. I just feel lost.” He said inhaling sharply. “Shea and I kissed.” He said out loud. “And I want you to know that because I’d rather you find out through me than someone else.”

Loren. Hearing his words made his heart sink. Even though he had half expect it, it hurt a lot worse than he thought it would. “Okay...” he forced out before standing up again. “Is that all?”

Jace “no! No.” He said to him, looking up. “It happened really fast Loren. I didn’t really see it coming.” He told him truthfully. “But I have liked him and I would lie if I said I didn’t like it? But it was just that: a kiss. We haven’t done that or anything else since then.” He shrugged.

Loren. Loren just stared at him. He really didn’t know what to say or how to feel. He pressed his lips together and shifted his eyes away for a moment to try and gather his thoughts. “I don’t know what you want me to say, Jace. That it’s okay? Cause it doesn’t feel okay at all.”

Jace “I never thought you’d be okay with it.” He told him truthfully. “I just wanted you to know before finding out some other grimiest way.”

Loren. “Well good, because I’m not” he informed. “Is that what you wanted to talk about?” He was trying so hard to stay calm and not show how upset he was by everything that had gone on.  But it was hard and he knew Jace could tell he was about to lose it.

Jace “no.” He said looking up at him. “I also mean us Loren. I feel pushed into this break up.” He sighed, hanging his head and cradling it in his hands. “Please don’t yell at me. I know you’re mad.”

Loren. “Yeah, we kinda just jumped the gun and I was stupid. I thought I wanted... you know what it doesn’t matter what I thought because like I said.. I’m stupid. Sometimes things happen in life that force you to misread situations. Or maybe I just don’t really know how to be a good friend. I don’t know, Jace. But you’re the one I’ve always been in love with, and I’m so fucking sorry I took that for granted. I’m nothing without you.. but you kissed him. You like him, you said so yourself. So now what?”

Jace “I know what you mean.” He sighed and then turned to look at him. “I don’t know but I don’t like this. I don’t like being without you.” He looked up. “I liked us. Loved us. We were gonna be married.” He nearly sobbed. “I just- I’m so broken.”

Loren. “I don’t like being without you either, Jace. But I can’t do what you did. I can’t sit on the side line and pretend it’s okay that you might wanna be with him. I told Emily that too, that you’re a lot stronger than me. But you know damn well if you’d drop him I’d be right here waiting.”

Jace “you ARENT listening. At all.” Jace said turning to look at him. “I am saying that he kissed me. It just happened. You’re main focus is that it happened but how do you think I felt when you desperately Needed emily.”

Loren. Loren sat back down onto the bed when Jace rose his voice to him. He hadn’t really been talked to like that.. well, since Dom. It kind of shook him a little but it was also kind of hot to see Jace take control like that. “Okay, you’re right. I’m sorry” he nodded slowly. “I’m listening. Just tell me what you want baby. Because I’m already yours.”

Jace “I don’t know.” he said falling back on the bed. “I felt so pushed. I liked being  open. But I don’t like not being able to be with you”

Loren. “Yeah” he sighed. “Just do what you want, Jace. I’m not here to keep you from being with anyone. But if and when you do want me. You know exactly where I am.”

Jace “you literally just don’t get it- I want you loren. Idk how many ways I have to say it”

Loren. “No, I get it, and I said if you want me you know where I am. The only person keeping you from me is you.”

Jace “what the fuck? How?”

Loren. “Because you keep saying you want me and you don’t do anything about it. I was throwing myself at you the other night and you said you needed space. I’m trying to give you space. But I’m right here. I’m right here Jace. Do something about it.”

Jace “do I have to have sex with you in order to prove how bad I want you?”

Loren. “What? No. I didn’t say that at all” he scoffed. “I’m just saying, if you want me I’m right here. I don’t know how else to say it. All you need to do is tell me what you want. Open relationship? Closed relationship? Sex only? A break? Whatever it is you need to tel me cause I’m right here. I love you.”

Jace “I don’t like the break. It’s sucks” he sighed. “I love our sex.” He said to him. “I liked it open.” He admitted and then turned to look at him. “I just want my boyfriend back”

Loren. “Okay, then you have me” he said simply. “But I don’t want him here and I don’t wanna know shit about it either.”

Jace “okay loren. Damn.” He rolled his eyes, swallowing hard as he sat up on the bed. “Thanks for talking”

Loren. It wasn’t that Loren was trying to be harsh. It just hurt him to the core even thinking about Jace being with anyone else. “I mean, he can come for the party of course. But, I’d rather not think about you two doing it in here” he said honestly. It was bad enough he had to think about Emily and Nick in her room. “I’m just ready to settle and when you are let me know.”

Jace “so you’re done...with everyone?” He asked him. “No one else?”

Loren. “Yeah, I’m done. No one else” he confirmed.

Jace “no one else? Then what was going on in the hot tub?”

Loren. “That was nothing. I thought you were moving on so I was trying to as well. But I couldn’t go through with it. You’re the one I want Jace. You’ve always been the one.”

Jace “I get kissed by one guy and suddenly I’m moving on...” he shook his head. “You know me better than that, Loren.”

Loren. “I didn’t know what was happening, Jace. Hell, I didn’t even know he kissed you until just now. But yeah, my mind went to the worst possible scenario and I freaked out. I’m sorry, I just, I don’t know how to be without you.”

Jace “so I’m here now.” He said to him sternly, trying to wash the pain out of his face. “If you want to be open and do that, okay. But if not, it has to stop”

Loren. “I’m here too. I’ve always been here” he said honestly. “I don’t want anyone but you. But it goes both ways.”

Jace “you keep saying that like I’ve done something.” He raised a brow. “I’m telling you I’m here.”

Loren. “No, baby. I believe that you haven’t. I’m just trying to make sure we’re both on the same page. No one else but each other. Just us.”

Jace he took a deep breath. A long one. And nodded. He knew this was best for them. It just still hurt they had even come to this. “Okay” he said to him, nodding.

Loren. Loren moved closer to Jace as he let out a deep breath. It was obvious that everything that had happened between them since their trip, hurt them both immensely. But Loren was willing to put in the work to get them back to where they needed to be. “I love you” he said softly as he cupped his hands around Jace’s face. “Always, my beautiful boy” and with those words he leaned in to kiss him soundly.

Jace the minute his lips touched Loren’s Jace completely crumbled. He was so heartbroken by the fact they had broken up That this was the first time he’d actually released every ounce of pain he had. He was so strong but in this moment, he felt weak. He tried to kiss loren back but barely could as the tears finally broke free from his eyes.

Loren. Jace was a lot different than Loren. He would hold in all his hurt until he quite literally couldn’t anymore. But Loren on the other hand would just wild out and take his pain out on everyone around. Seeing Jace break down though, it hurt him too. He pulled him into his arms and just held him. Rocking him back and forth as he kissed his temple. “I know baby” he said softly. “But I’m here and I’m never going anywhere ever again. I promise.”

Jace he was used to people leaving. This is what they did. And here loren was about to do that. And what sucked was having to see him. Having to watch him just meters away from him doing something with someone else and trying to play like it wasn’t bothering him. He lied down next to loren, resting his face against his chest, trying k steady his breathing as he gripped on to loren like it was the last time he was going to be able to be held like that.

Loren. It wasn’t like Loren was out there intentionally seeking to hurt Jace. He honestly felt like he had lost him, and he let his jealous get the better of him. He didn’t want anything like this to ever happen again and he would spend the rest of his life making sure that it didn’t. He kissed the top of Jaces head as he held onto him tightly and he felt his own tears trail down his cheek. It was so hard for him to grasp that he has actually hurt the person he loved this badly. It made him a bit weary about whether or not they would actually be okay. But he loved Jace, and he was willing to do whatever he needed to in order to keep him. “I’m so sorry, baby. It’s over, it’s all over. It’s just us. Just like it was always meant to be.”

Jace “I b-believe you.” He said softly, still trying to grasp everything that had happened in such a short amount of time. “I’m sorry too.” He finally breathed out, keeping his eyes shut as he stayed cradled by Loren, trying to wipe his own tears

Loren. He wished so much that he could take all the pain away. That none of this had ever happened to them and that they had never broken up. Hell, they didn’t even do that right. “Jace...” he breathed out as he used his thumbs to dry his lovers tears. “Marry me? For real this time. You’re the only person I want for the rest of my life.”

Jace "Y-you still want to m-marry me?"

Loren. “More than anything in the world.”

Jace "Okay." he said softly. "Fuck yeah, i'll marry you."

Jace ohhh what the hell? This was bad but Jace was not going to say no to seeing Khai on a Friday night, horny and needy. Loren was with emily and he was able to use this free pass with Khai. Not only that but already discussing the night previously made it even more exciting because he was getting the first taste for himself. Pulling up to his place, Jace did a quick look around before running up the stairs to Khai’s spot, knocking on the door.

Khai. Khai heard the knock on his door and he peeled himself off of his couch. He was excited to see Jace, even though every part of him was screaming this was wrong. He couldn’t help himself. He was drunk and stoned, and so fucking horny. He probably shouldn’t be doing this right after his romantic welcome home dinner from Emily. But hell, it was too late for all that now. He pulled the door open wearing a pair of low hanging joggers and a white tank top. A beany on his head hiding his messy hair as he leaned against the door frame. “Hey there sexy” he grinned. “Please come in.”

Jace Jace didn’t even hesitate. There was too much build up to do so. He asked for him to come in and it was like he was asking for more because as Jace walked in, he immediately cupped khai’s face, kissing him as he used his foot to shut the door behind them. “We’re safe here?” He asked truthfully.

Khai. Khai’s hands moved to rest over Jaces as he cupped his face and kissed him. Kissing him back fervently as he hummed softly. His heart was racing so fast, but the adrenaline of it all was turning him on even more. “Yes baby... we are” he assured. Walking backwards and pulling Jace with him toward his bedroom as he kissed him again.

Jace he smiled, kissing him again as he walked them backwards into the room. Khai’s place was nice and this was the first he’d been over there but he wasn’t even taking the time to check it out. Not right now. His main focus right now was Khai, pulling off the light coat he had on and letting it fall to Khai’s floor.

Khai. God! Jace was an amazing kisser, and he smelt so damn good. Not to mention his body felt so damn good against his. He moved his hands to push up the front of Jaces shirt to feel his abs, humming softly again at how defined his body was. “Jesus... you’re so sexy” he moaned softly against Jaces lips. Pulling his shirt over his head and tossing it wherever as he grabbed the waist band of his pants and pulled him onto the bed over him.

Jace Jace moved to take his own shirt off, letting his hands explore his body, groaning as he did so. Khai was an amazing kisser too and damn he had a nice body. “Not just me.” He muttered, kissing Khai again as he started to pull at his joggers, yanking them down, leaving Khai in just his boxer briefs. Jace didn’t even hesitate on his own joggers, kicking them off and positioning himself just over Khai, rubbing their bulges together. Both were equally just as hard, and it was making Jace moan a little more than usual.

Khai. Khai softly gasped at how beautiful Jace was as he removed his clothing. Was this really happening? He was so fucking hard already he was practically throbbing with need. Jace was rubbing their cocks together through their underwear now and Khai moved his hands to grip the others ass. His hips raising up against him with need as he moaned softly against his lips. Pulling him against him as he held his mouth open against Jaces. “Do you wanna fuck me? Or do you want me to fuck you?” he asked exasperatedly. Pushing his hands into the back of Jaces boxers as his fingers dug into his ass cheeks.

Jace honestly, feeling how hard Khai was, it was such a turn on. Jace didn’t think he even had this effect on the guy but it was clear he did. It made him feel good even though he was happily taken. He kissed him until he felt Khai pull away, biting his lip as he felt his fingers digging into his ass. God That felt fucking amazing as he continued to grind against him. “How bad is it that I want both?” He asked him.

Khai. Khai leaned his head back. looking up at Jace as they continued to rub against one another. His hands pushing down the others boxers as he let his fingers brush along his crack. “Then take both baby” he purred in a low lustful tone. Lifting his hand to kiss the other male again. Biting at his bottom lip before pulling on it and kissing him hard.

Jace Khai was teasing the fuck out of Jace and Jace was loving it. He never thought he’d even be in this position. But he was happy he agreed to come over. Kissing Khai back, he moaned, loving the feeling of his nipping at his lips. He pushed his boxers completely down, breaking the kiss as he threw them to the side now completely naked in front of Khai and smirking before he started kissing down Khai’s body

Khai. Obviously his eyes immediately went to Jaces cock, checking out how big and beautiful he was. Licking his lips as he thought about how the male must have tasted. Jace connected his lips to his body, and his abdomen tightly. His hands moving to the sides of Jaces face as he pushed him to go lower. “You wanna suck my cock baby?” he asked. Moving his hands to push down his own boxers before kicking them off

Jace he wasn’t expecting Khai to encourage him but he was which was actually...nice. He was a little nervous, not having slept with any other guy aside from Loren in kingsboro. So he only hoped he could impress him. His eyes grew wide, finally seeing his cook, which made him lick his lips before working his way down to kiss the tip, and then tracing the length entirely with his tongue.

Khai. Khai kept his eyes on Jace. Pulling his bottom lip between his teeth as he watched him. His lips were all over him and Khai’s entire body was riddled with need. His head falling back as soon as he felt Jace trail his tongue along his length. “Fuck.. yes. More baby” he pleaded. His hand moving to the back of Jaces head as he grabbed a fist full of his hair. His cock flexing with anticipation as he felt Jaces breath against his wet heat.

Jace god. There was something about Khai that was intoxicating. Maybe it was his bad boy stature. Or maybe it was just that deep down, Jace always wanted him. He didn’t even fight Khai, loving the feeling of his hair gripped against Khai’s cock. Why wait? He smirked up at him, taking him completely into his mouth, using his hand where his mouth fell short as he slowly started to stroke him with him mouth.

Khai. Khai let out a deep lustful moan as Jace finally took him into his mouth. His hips raising to get even deeper down his throat as he began to fuck his mouth. “Oh fuck... such a good boy” he growled through his clenched teeth. His free hand moving to grab his own hair as he tugged on it with pleasure.

Jace he barely had to do anything. Khai was moving his own hips and already making Jace deep throat him. Fuck it was so sexy and he could not help but smile as he started to quicken his pace over his cock, sucking hard as his cheeks hallowed out, using his other hand to fondle his balls before pulling off to catch his breath, still stroking  him. “You like that, baby?” He asked him, smirking, kitty licking the slit of his cock, tasting the Precum, humming at the taste.

Khai. Did he like it? Fuck yes he liked it! Jace was sucking him off like a fucking expert and it was making his entire body tremble. “Oh yeah baby.. I fucking love it” he moaned. His cock throbbing against Jaces hand as he continued to stroke him and taste him. “Come here baby” he breathed out through hard breaths. Grabbing his arms and pulling Jace back over him in a straddled position. “I wanna fuck you right now” he informed. Reaching down to align himself with Jaces hole before pulling him down onto him.

Jace damn. He wasn’t done but he knew if he’d gone any further, Khai would cum. That’s the last thing he wanted. At least...not this soon.  Smiling, he crawled over him, straddling just like he had placed him and pressing his hands against Khai’s chest as he slowly worked his way down his cock. “Oh fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck” he hissed, Khai being a little bigger than Loren but still felt so good as he started to rise and fall on his dick

Khai. Jace could feel Jace stretching around him. The sounds coming from his mouth causing him to lift his hips to push even deeper as his piercing rubbed against Jaces prostate. “God... you feel so good baby” he moaned. His hands moving to the others hips to lifting him up and down hard and fast on his cock. “Fuck baby.... I love how your ass feels around me”

Jace his cock felt so good and the piercing just added that much more to it. Khai knee what he was doing and it was driving Jace crazy. He pinned his knees into the mattress, bouncing his ass over Khai’s cock as he looked back on it, smiling as he locked eyes with Khai. “I love how you fuck me.” He responded, crashing his lips against Khai’s, biting and pulling at his lip before using his tongue to trace over him. “Goddddd...smack my ass daddy. Own this ass.” He nearly begged, needing that drop of pain.

Khai. Khai kissed Jace back hard with so much need for him. His eyes falling shut as Jace pulled on his bottom lip with his teeth causing him to moan deeply. He brought his hand back to lay a stinging slap to Jaces ass. Lifting him up to his knees as he lifted his hips to drill into him. His hand moving to Jaces length as he stroked him hard and slow. “Fuck Jace... “he hissed. Dropping back down onto the bed and pulling Jace down onto him aggressively. “Oh fuck... Yes!” He was pounding hard into Jaces prostate as he brought his hand back to slap him again. Squeezing his ass tightly as he continued to stroke him with his other hand. “You gonna cum for me baby?”

Jace Jace loved being used like that in the bedroom. Loren always did a good job of it too but it was nice to step out. Not only that, with someone he had only fantasized about. He kinda liked this being a dirty little secret too because it made it that much more fun. As he slapped his ass, Jace jolted forward, letting out a light chuckle at how good it felt. As he drilled into him, Jace about fucking lost it, slamming his hands into the mattress below Khai and then gripping at the mattress with hardly any grip. “Oh....my....fucking....god.” He moaned out, trying to catch his breath, jumping again at the second contact on his ass. “Fuck Khai!” He yelled out, and then shook his head. “Unless you plan to go round 2, give me that ass.” He winked, crashing his lips to Khai’s.

Khai. Jace was so sexy and Khai was loving every single second of being with him. The way his cheeks clenched around him as he slapped his ass and how he gripped the mattress. Khai was fucking reveling with ecstasy. He had no doubt in his mind there would be a round two, and right now, there was no stopping him. He wrapped his arm around Jace’s waist and flipped them over. Continuing to pound into his anus as he pressed his weight between the others legs. “You better fucking cum for me” he growled. His hand moving to grab Jace’s throat as he pressed firmly against his Adam’s apple. His thrust becoming so deep and sharp as slammed into his prostate. Their skin slapping together as their sweaty bodied peeled blissfully apart. “Fuck.. Jace” he hissed through his teeth as he felt his release building inside him.

Jace Jace could not believe what was happening. One minute he was on top of Khai, now he was below him, gripping at the headboard before being completely yanked from it, a firm hand now jjst around his neck. It made him moan, feeling the tension increasing on his neck as Khai continued to pound into his ass. The way he cursed and demanded he cum was so fucking hot, and Jace was truly having a hard time trying to hold it much longer. He gripped the head board but then moved to grab Khai’s ass, his fingers digging into the skin as she started to moan uncontrollably. “I’m cumming, I’m cumming!” He yelled out, finally releasing right into Khai’s hand, his body falling limp as his whole body shook. “God damn it.” He hissed, throwing his head back on his shoulder.

Khai. Khai was right there with Jace. His lower abdomen tightening with intense pleasure as he continued to pound into him. Even after Jace had came in his hand he kept his thrust going hard and strong until he was shooting his own hot cum deep into his anus. “Fuck... yes baby” he moaned. Rolling off of him and laying back onto his back beside Jace. “You gonna fuck me now baby? I’m so ready for you” he spoke through hard breaths. Bending his knees up as he sucked on his own fingers and began to toy with his own ass.

Jace Jace was trying to catch his own breath, stroking himself to try and get hard again as he watched Khai fall back on his back and smirking as he watched him about finger himself. “Missionary?” He asked getting between his thighs and smacking his hand out of the way. “You wanna see me fuck you?”

Khai. Khai kept his eyes on Jace as he watched him stroke himself. His tongue sliding hungrily over his bottom lip before pressing it to the corner of his mouth. “Oh yeah baby... I don’t wanna take my eyes off of you” he chuckled as Jace slapped his hand away. “Let me help you” he purred. Grabbing his cock and stroking it slowly as he worked on getting Jace hard again.

Jace He hungrily started to eyeball Khai, pulling his thighs towards him and moaning as Khai was starting to stroke Jace. God it felt so good to have his hand around him, stroking him to get hard to his own liking. He also liked that Khai wanted to see him. That was hot. And kinda intimate. Jace thrusted himself up into Khai’s hand as he stroked Khai’s cock, meeting the same speed before taking Khai’s hand off of him, and bringing his hand up to his mouth. He kissed his fingertips as he lined himself up to Khai’s entrance and pushing in slowly.

Khai. Watching Jace was so sexy, and it wasn’t a sight he would soon tire of. The way he pulled him toward him by his thighs sending shivers all the way down his spine. Even more so when he watched him kiss each of his fingers. It distracted him just enough to not even noticed Jace was about to push into him, and dry at that. His eyes fell shut as he threw his head back and he moaned loudly with a mixture of pain and pleasure. “Fuuuuck... Jace” he hissed as his hands moved to grip tightly at the others waist. “You feel so good... so fucking good” he moaned. Lifting his hips slowly to meet him as Jace pushed further into him.

Jace Yes it was dry. He liked the feeling of raw. He was keeping his strokes slow, loving the feeling of Khai’s walls clenched around him. “Fuck baby.” He groaned out, stopping to bit right on his cock, using it as lubricant as he started to push faster into Khai, gripping his thighs as leverage to stay afloat as he started to plow into him. “Yeah? You like the way I feel inside you baby?” He smirked, leaning down to connect their lips again as he continued to pound into him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ God damn that was sexy! The way Jace just spit on his cock to fuck him even hard causing his cock to twitch. “Fuck yes baby... don’t stop” he growled against Jaces lips. His hips lifting to meet him thrust for thrust as he moved one of his hands to the back of Jaces neck. “You’re so fucking deep... holy shit” he hummed as he continued to kiss him. His nails digging into jaces skin where he gripped onto him.

Jace he kissed him hard, plowing into him as their skin was making contact over and over. The slapping of their skin just filling the room as he smiled into the kiss. Fuck, Khai felt so fucking good and with this being their first time, he could tell it wouldn’t be the last. The nails biting at his skin cause him to sit up, hooking both hands around Khai’s thighs and plowing into him even faster as he bit his lip watching Khai. “You’re so god damn sexy.” He said, watching him as he gripped khai’s cock and started to stroke him as fast as he was fucking him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Having Jace so close to him as he pounded into him was so endearing. His eyes watching Jaces features as soon as he lifted back up to get even deeper against his prostate. Moving one of his hands to reach behind him and grab the headboard, he continued to moan with pleasure. His mouth gaping open as soon as Jace started stroking his cock along with his thrusts. “Yes baby... “ he moaned out, his hips slamming up hard against Jaces as he kept up with his rhythm. His other hand moving to Jaces chest as he let his nails scratch across his skin.

Jace his release was building, and he could feel it as he continued slamming against his prostate, knowing he was probably about to send Khai over the edge too. The nails on his skin made him lean forward again and kissing him once more. “I’m gonna cum. You gonna cum with me?” He asked him, biting at his bottom lip  as he tugged on Khai’s dark hair.

Khai. Khai’s whole body was starting to tremble with pleasure. His lower abdomen tightening as Jace kept slamming into his prostate. “Uggghhn... shit” he groaned. The strokes on his cock only heightening the pleasure ten fold. “Yes baby... I’m right there. Don’t stop” he begged. His hips bucking up aggressively the closer he got to his release. The tug on his hair as he kissed him causing him to bite viciously at his lips.

Jace Jace didn’t even hesitate much before his thrust became more sloppy as he came, shooting up into Khai, deep into his anus and hanging his head just over Khai’s shoulder as he rode out his orgasm. “Holy shit.” He whispered, so out of breath.

Khai. “Fuckfuckfuck... yesssss” he hissed with pleasure as he felt Jace filling him up. His own cum shooting out of him into Jaces hand and onto his own chest as his continued to buck his hips sloppily against him. His head resting against Jaces as he started to come back down from his orgasm. “You can say that again” he chuckled breathlessly. Kissing the side of his head as he hummed softly at the feeling of the other male still inside of him.

Jace he finally rolled off of him but moved to kiss Khai soundly. “Maybe I should have railed you at the top of the roof.” He sighed. “I fully regret it.” He sighed. “But this was totally worth the wait.” He smirked, leaning down to kiss him again.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ0 Khai grunted softly as Jace pulled out of him to roll off of him and lay at his side. His lips lazily kissing him back as he hummed softly. “I fully regret it too” he smiled. Kissing him again as he brought his hand up to caress the side of his face.

Loren. hey

LANDON hello

Loren. How have you been?

LANDON I’ve been quite good. and you?

Loren. I’m been pretty good myself. I was just thinking about you

LANDON that’s good. oh

Loren. yeah, I do it a lot actually. I’m sorry. I just miss you and care about you and how you’re doing

LANDON yeah I definitely got that impression. how’s the puppy?

Loren. Landon, I do care! I was in love with you

LANDON sure okay

Loren. Landon please don’t be like that I fucked up okay?

LANDON I really don’t know how you want me to be

Loren. I just hoped we could still be friends at the very least

LANDON we went from talking about possibly trying again to you telling me you have feelings for Jace and all of a sudden you two are moving in together and adopting a fucking dog. so I don’t know what you expected

Loren. it’s not like that Landon. I moved in with them because I didn’t feel safe at my apartment anymore. He adopted a dog. it all just happened so fast

LANDON I wasn’t born yesterday and I know how to use the group chat and insta but sure we can go with that I guess

Loren. Jesus Landon I barely go Into that chat and I have barely posted anything. I can’t control what he says or does. it doesn’t mean I didn’t or don’t love you

LANDON it doesn’t even matter anyways. you can do whatever you want and that’s okay.

Loren. I’m sorry Landon. I never meant to hurt you. I just wanted to check in on you. feelings don’t just go away for me

LANDON they don’t for me either but you made your choice and I learned to live with it

Loren. yeah. I hope you can find it in you to forgive me one day. Cause I do still love you Landon

LANDON we’ll see. I can’t really trust you right now

Emily she had the covers on, covering her up as she waited to see when Loren would return to her room.

Loren. He was gone for about twenty mins. but when he came back, he had wine for her and a few snacks. “Sorry I took a min. Jace cut my hair. What do you think?” He asked. Sitting on the bed next to her and handing her the glass of wine.

Emily she had dressed back in her shorts and t-shirt, taking the wine and sipping it as she played with his locks. “Damn....you look good. “ she said, examining him. “Jace did this?”

Loren. He smiled watching her and nodded his head. “Yeah, he did. I’m glad you like it.” He put the snacks on the bed and made himself comfortable. “He went out for the night, so it’s just us. Figured I’d try to eat something” he shrugged. Opening a stick of string cheese and taking a bit.

Emily “do you pick up string cheese?” She joked, playfully pushing him as she picked up her own stick and started to pull it off and start eating it. “And just us??? All night!?”

Loren. “I do yes” he grinned. taking another bite as he nodded his head. “Yeah, just ya. All night” he repeated. Leaning in to kiss the side of her mouth before taking another bite. “I’m so hungry. I might eat the whole bag” he laughed

Emily “go for it! You probably vomited everything you ate in the last day or so! So def eat it all.” She smiled, and hummed as he kissed the side of her mouth. “Wow I haven’t had a night alone with you in a while! I’m excited. I get my boyfriend all to myself.”

Loren. “I just might” he grinned. Placing his hand on her leg as he leaned back against the head board and at another stick. “I know, it’s been so long. I’ve missed having the night alone with my girlfriend too ya know?”

Emily she leaned back with him, placing her hand over his And smiling as she intertwined their fingers. “I really can’t get over you calling me that.” She hummed, smiling at him, and then resting her head on his shoulder. “You sure you don’t want me to fix you something?”

Loren. “Well, you better get used to it. Because one of these days. It’s gonna be more than true” he smiled. Lacing his fingers back through hers as he leaned over to kiss her forehead. “Yeah, I’m sure. I don’t wanna over do it”

Emily she had the biggest grin on her face, knowing what he said was true. She loved it. He was probably one of the first people she could really trust too. “I can’t wait.” He finally said, her eyes fluttering shut to the feeling of his kiss. “So tell me more about your life in France. I wanna know as much as I can before we go”

Loren. “Me either baby” he said honestly. Keeping their hands laced together as he draped his arm around her shoulders. “I mean, it wasn’t that great. My family sucks. But it’s really beautiful there. Lots of flowers around and a clear Mountain View so close you swear you can touch it. I miss it there for how beautiful it is. But, I don’t think I’d ever move back. I went back there when I was dating Landon because my grand mere was sick and passing. She left her house to me. So, it’s a great vacation spot”

Emily she nodded, listening to him. “Almost like California.” She said to him as she looked over. “That’s pretty cool though. That means your only expense is just airfare and food really.” She said to him, kissing his shoulder. “Last time I was in France, Khai was with me.” She snickered. “We went to Paris. Just like you and Landon.”

Loren. “Yeah, almost” he nodded. “I think you would really love it there. Isn’t it crazy we both been there with out exs? and not to say it’s a bad thing or the memories are bad. But we are definitely going to make it a place of our own” he assured. “But yeah, I don’t have to worry about money anyway. My dads a famous actor so.. I have like 6 different trusts” he shrugged. Never really talking about how much money he actually had.

Emily “I do remember that fact about your dad!” She assured him and then laughed. “That’s where I fell in love with Khai.” She smiled, thinking about it as she played with her bracelet. “He will always hold a place there for me. But I’m glad I get to start over with you. Even if it’s not Paris.” She smiled up at him. “But our own memories in our own place.”

Loren. “I know the feeling” he nodded. Thinking back on it being where he had falling in love with Landon. He had to go there so soon after they had gotten together. It had become their own little sanctuary. “Of course, yeah. No replacing. Just new memories” he assured. Kissing her forehead again before kissing her lips

Emily “but now I’m in love with my best friend” she smiled, looking up to him and kissing him back deeply. “Don’t leave for Maldives too long. I’m gonna miss you so much.”

Loren. “I am too. So very deeply in love” he smiled. Kissing her again before leaning his head to hers. “It won’t be long. But I’ll FaceTime you when I can” he promised.

Emily “mmm.” She smiled thinking about it and biting her lip, blushing. “Then we can get married and start a family like you actually want.” She nodded, leaning up to kiss him again. “Mm. Okay! What shall we do now? Turn on a movie?”

Loren. “oh yeah, I would love that” he grinned. Blushing slightly himself as he watched her. “Yeah, we can do that. Or just cuddle. Whatever you wanna do baby.”

Emily “is that what you want?” She asked him, smirking as she blushed, moving to cuddle him again as she turned on a movie just to play as white noise in the background. “Emily Courtier” she mumbled to him, turning his face towards her and kissing him soundly

Loren. “I mean, yeah. I really would love that with you one day” he said honestly. A wide smile spreading across his face as she said her name with his. “I love you” he breathed out. Kissing her back just as soundly as he pulled her close

Emily “I want your kids, I want to marry you, grow old with you.” She smiled, not even feeling a bit remorseful knowing that one day, this really would happen and Jace would just be a past relationship. She loved Jace for Loren but what they had was undeniable. A single tear ran down her cheek, unknowingly as he kissed her and it made her smile as she buried her face in his neck. “I’m not even watching this movie.” She snorted, laughing at herself. “Because i can’t stop loving on you”

Loren. God, Loren was over the moon hearing her words. He was so in love with her and there was just no stopping it or slowing it down. He wanted her to be his and only his. He brushed her cheek with his thumb and smiled softly. “I want all that too. And I don’t want you to ever stop loving on me.  You’re... “ he stopped for a moment and smiled again. “You’re all I want Emily. Completely.”

Emily “do you fear that’ll happen?” She asked him, looking up in his eyes. “Because I’ll never stop loving you loren. I promise I won’t.” She said to him, kissing his lips again. “You know I’m yours. Always.”

Loren. “I don’t know. Sometimes I guess. But I wouldn’t blame you if it did” he said honestly. He knew it had to be hard on her to see him with Jace. Hell it was hard on him too. He was so torn. But he didn’t want to hurt Jace. He just couldn’t stop loving her. “Always baby. Always and forever” he smiled. Kissing her back again

Emily “thats never gonna happen.” She knew he was torn but she’d never ask him to choose. She was happy with where they were and knew they’d find their time one day. She smiled into his kiss before resting her head back on his chest. “Don’t let go.”

Loren. “Good, it’s never gonna happen for me either”’he assured. Holding her tightly against him as he rubbed her back. “Never baby. I’ll never let go.”

Emily “good!” She smiled, holding him tightly and her eyes started to close and drift as he rubbed her back. She cooed to his last words, staying completely cuddled into him.

Jace “I need head”

Loren. “ha, okay. So demanding” he laughed. “Right now?”

Jace “desperately.” He pouted. “Please”

Loren. “okay, you know I’d give you head any time” he smiled. Moving to straddle Jace as he pulled down his sweats. He leaned forward to kiss him soundly

Jace he kissed him back, smiling and raising his hips to get his sweats down, tangling his fingers in his hair. “Let me fuck that pretty mouth baby.” He said lowly, biting his lip as he started stroking himself

Loren. Loren grinned against Jaces lips and nodded his head. Pulling Jaces hand away from his own cock as he replaced it with his own. His tongue slowly licking around his tip and he stroked him

Jace he groaned, tangling his fingers  in Loren’s hair as he grazed his tongue around his tip, making him flex his hips up, his eyes shutting as he moaned lightly.

Loren. He looked up at Jace as he continued to kitten lick at the slit on his tip. Taking just the head of his cock into his mouth as he hummed softly.

Jace “mmm baby I love that mouth.” He moaned, thrusting up and into his mouth, gripping his hair in almost a pony tail, careful not to gag him just yet

Loren. He moaned softly as Jace lifted his hips. Forcing his cock into his mouth as he bobbed up and down. “Mmm” he hummed again. Letting his lips tighten around him as he sucked harder on his length

Jace he smiled, staring down at his lover as he started to thrust faster, pushing as far as he could down his throat, his eyes rolling into the back of his head. “Fuck that feels so good baby.”

Loren. Loren placed his hand on Jaces hip. Pushing back on him as if trying to hold him back, but not at all. His other hand moving to caress his lovers balls as he pushed his full length down his throat. He was gagging softly as he closed his eyes and tried to relax his throat even more.

Jace the feeling of his hands on his balls made him even more sensitive, his moans getting louder. “Shiiiit you’re gonna make me cum.” He groaned out, slowing his trust down a little bit to give his boyfriend a little more freedom

Loren. He moaned a bit louder against Jaces shift. The vibration numbing his lips as he continue to bob up and down his length at a hard and fast pace. His hand caressing his balls fervently as he looked back up at him again. He loved making him cum.

Jace he smiled looking down at his lover and feeling himself tremble as his moans got increasingly louder, gripping his hair hard as he came, shooting his release right down his throat. “Fuuuuuuck....” he moaned, his body going a little limp as he struggled to catch his breath. “Fuck meeeee. That felt so good.”

Loren. He swallowed every last drop Jace pumped down his throat and then licked him clean. Smiling up at his lover as he took in his beautiful he was on pleasure. “I’m glad baby. I love you.”

Jace “I fucking love you too baby. Damn.” He smiled, bringing Loren’s face up to his and kissing him deeply before reaching to pull his pants back up. “Tomorrow, your turn.”

Loren. He kissed him back passionately. Smiling against his lips before pulling away. “Sounds like a good deal to me” he chuckled. Kissing Jace again before snuggling into him

Jace “sorry I woke you for head.” He snickered, kissing him back and then the top of his head as he held him close

Loren. “don’t ever be sorry for that. I’m yours anytime and always” he smiled. Closing his eyes as he kissed his head

Jace “best boyfriend ever.” He smirked, stroking his hair as he went back to sleep