#ft. pacifica.

[text]: i know you do these things because people leave you but i forgive you 

violet didn’t know it was happening, until it hit her in the face. pacifica, by all accounts, was not the type of person violet would have spoken to-- hell, it was just obvious, there was a difference. but, violet couldn’t stop thinking about the blonde girl. it wasn’t a lot at first, a passing thought here and there, then it escalated. something had switched on in her mind. because all she could think about was the girl’s smile, the way her hair fell on her shoulders, how vi wanted to make her less sad all the time, the fleeting touches when they’d interact. she realized she loved her on a friday, sitting on her laptop, attempting to write for work. as she stared at the blinking cursor, the only thing going through her mind was pacifica. it made violet bright red, and instead of typing the novel she was assigned, violet had to put her thoughts into words. so she wrote the words she could never bring herself to say-- a love letter that she would never send.