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diabolus was in a room surrounded by bright, shiny things. more electronics than he could ever afford himself, more people than he had ever been close with, more promise for a future than he had ever let himself hope for literally being handed to him on a silver platter. and he wanted it so bad it ached his chest. if he wasn’t so stubborn against showing emotions, he’d go somewhere private and curl up in a ball to cry happy tears right now. and yet... “ i have a condition, “ he said, words coming out without thinking. this wasn’t something that was up for debate. “ i have a...” he had a what? what was orion? something so fundamentally tied to him that he refused to accept any future without him in it. “ i know someone. and he’s better than me in every way. “ the words were forced out. saying them outloud and making it known he wasn’t good enough for orion doubled down on the hurt. “ i won’t work here without him. you either find some safe job for him or i walk. “

there was a general sadness that lived in bao when it came to weis. it had settled there long ago and they were concerned that it was something that couldn’t be taken away. and these emotions were on full display when they were asked how things were going. “ i don’t know if it’s going to happen, ” they started, worrying their bottom lip. “ i want it to. i want it to so bad. there’s just. so much between us already. and i don’t know if i’m enough to be worth it to him. you know, like, we dated and broke up, and then talked and i got rejected - i think - and it’s just…” bao hung their head to hide their face now. “ i’m so much work. and i’m petty. and he’s got it together, and he’s so spectacularly handsome and has all these other people who love him who haven’t hurt him. he deserves so much more than me. “

a smile flittered across his face, excited that his dad had asked what his new boyfriend was like so he’d have another excuse to talk about him. “ you’ll really like him -” holden started enthusiastically. “ he’s super nice to everyone, an’ he shares our sense of humor so it’s real easy to get along with him, an’ he’s not as petty as i am so that’s good. he’s kind of… like… a mess, in some ways, and he tries to cover that up but you still might be able to tell. not such a great family life, you see… “ holden trailed off now, worried he was going to keep rambling and say stuff that he shouldn’t. his dad didn’t need to know that basil had zero sense of self-preservation, just how many people the two polyamorous boys were dating separately, that they’d already had a few fights between the two of them. it was better to keep it light. “ he’s barely a nerd but he likes hearing me talk about that stuff so that’s amazing. “

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