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So... this is kind of pointless to think about, but the T asked me what would have helped me back when I *really* was 12 years old. She said that magic can be used, which is a bit childish but okay.
You know, I had been in therapy a few times already by that age. It never made me feel understood or seen. Grown-ups are terrifying. But yeah, I could have used help with tons of stuff.
The list I made with Scholar is now:
- find and participate in a cool sport;
- have stable parents who can raise children in a positive way and have a positive/calm way of going about enforcing rules. They lead by example. (I.e. therapy/support for my parents so they can have a transformation??? Very likely);
- love & attention (maybe from said parents...);
- change schools;
- help for depression/finding friends and enrichment (maybe a program for gifted kids would have been helpful).
Yep. So there's that. I think I did it differently than the T meant, because she proposed changing the tap water by magic so that it would give painkillers to everyone and there wouldn't be pain anymore. I told her that it would be bad because then probably someone would get an overdose or a bad medication interaction!! She laughed and said I was thinking too much. I hope I did an okay job with this list, but it's hard to... kind of envision how all these variables would interact.