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HIIIIIII EVERYONE THIS IS MOTHER MY MUSE THE VERY REASON I WAS MOTIVATED ENOUGH TO FINALLY START MY BLOG USER LQFILES GOD IM KICKING MY FEET GIGGLING RN………

i peeped the new theme btw 👀👀👀 it’s peak. YOURE DEADASS NOT THE ONLY ONE LIKE KPOP JUST BEEN ON A DECLINE I SWEAR i keep seeing everyone say the same on twt #nootice how this started when njz left..? YOURE SO REAL FOR JISUNG PLSSS he still fine as fark don’t even joke 🤤😆 you being a military wife twice in a rowjdjdhf like okay there go both your namjas… BRING JAEHYUN AND JEONGHAN BACK BRUH NO JOKE. everyone seems to dabble into wish nowadays like ummm guys the yushi pumpum belongs to me thank you i was here early.. pls dont even bring that mark stuff up bruh its gonna pmo all over again.. WE ARE WITNESSING THE CHOP-IFICATION OF NCT DREAM 💔🥀✌🏽

wait stop i swear i remember when you had just made this blog and still had 19 omg. when your unnie is lowkey becoming old 😭💔 you’re still a baby in my heart dw and happy late birthday icb i missed it urgh i should’ve been there.. i hope you had a nice bday tho 🥹 AND I WAS GONNA ASK YOU ABOUR YOUR FORTNITE LMAOOOO i hope you get time to play soon ~ AND HAJFBSJFBSJDHD SIS MAYBE IT WAS FOR THE BEST LIKE he was not meant to be part of your beautiful life i fear let’s find a better fine ass namja for you ASAP 🧘🏽‍♀️

it feels like i just made it out the friendzone u guys dont even KNOW 😼

dude the njz thing feels like a fever dream the way it all went down idek how to feel ab that still,, the only kpop thing keeping me in is just jisung fr how many years until he drops a solo or something i need it bc confession i didnt even rly dabble in haechan's solo so i have no idea what it sounds like but from the fancams,, jaehyun and taeyong set my expectations at a certain bar i miss my neos and my neo sound so bad i feel like a fake fan for this

actually feel a little ill everytime i see pics of them on their time off jae got so big i I CANT AN ENTIRE GOONER ESSAY TALKING AB IT and i thought i was gonna be so heartbroken whenever jeonghan got his buzzcut but its so hard for me to not like that man im hurt thats the loml like actually guys

the chopification is so real bc the one thing that gets me is WHY are they always on tour and never have diff stage outfits PLEASE where is the justice i luv my jisung but the black compression shirt gotta go. it has me double checking his ig post captions bc every city for the last how many tours same fit.

STAAWPP the unnie-ification of ME FUCK i keep forgetting ur younger than me too this is a sick world 💔 my bday was fun tho i get sushi every year at a nice ish resturaunt only this time it was followed by ONE (1) alcoholic beverage that i took two hours to finish idk how people do that...

WOMEN IN STEEEMMMMMM LETS GOOOO CONGRATS OMFG how has it been sooo farrrrrr?? i cant lock in to save my life so GOOD FOR YOU IM SOOO PROUD im still basically doing like 1-2 classes a semester bc i had second thoughts ab what i even wanna do anymore w the state of the economy and THE GOVERNMENT 😫😫 but i digress... BUT END OF AN ERA i cant believe we've gotten to this point it feels like just yesterday i stumbled on stg im SIIIICKKKK

sometimes when i see dreamies (not jisung.) on ig im just confused like a saw a reel lit this morning of like six of them and i did a double take seeing jeno like who tf was THATTTTT it almost feels like idek them anymore which is crazy would i have even said this in 2023

my google doc open as we speak bc i have like three ideas im just too lazy to actually write 😔 theres like select few members i feel i could prob write for but bro why does kpop feel so EXHAUSTING to enjoy rn 2023 was my peak i fear bc all haechan got from me was a little giggle and story repost when he posted his baddie red hair pics cuz we matched 💔 (regularly reposting jisung on my cf bc he DOES in fact tickle my pickle)

havent listened to a cb since WALK... i did dabble a bit in wish bc i enjoyed wichu and i love me some riku and yushi edits + sakuya makes me feel so maternal. but half of svt enlisting and jeonghan being the first to go THEN JAEHYUN THOUGHT HE HAD PERMISSION TO LEAVE ME STRANDED but god is the military feeding him soooo good. i physically cant engage w dreamies as a group rn esp w the tiktoks im getting ab mark 😭. i found out late bc im just that out of the loop man i jst miss tyong fr

as for life updates... i feel so unc i turned 21 and changing the age in my pinned HUURRRTTT but literally NOTHING for once no drama to mention even more fortnite time has significantly decreased 💔 hopefully a boytoy can come up soon bc that other guy i think i told u ab MOVED TO FLORIDA?????? LMFAAAOOOOO

- goonzilla anon ✌🏽

unfortunately my knowledge on spider-man ONLY comes from being in love w andrew garfield (watched his movie when it came out in 2012,, i was 8, never been the same) and like somewhat enjoying tom holland’s spider-man,, BUT imo i feel like theres not much needed to understand beyond him living with may and living in queens yada yada guys hes literally from my city like thats my nerdy bf u dont understand hes my blueprint for a future boyfriend 😛😛 but anyway…. the villains in spider-man arent that memorable to me enough to care when reading spider-man aus like im here for nerdy men and THATS IT!!! i’ve read a handful of them like mark ofc, gojo, if im not mistaken theres been megumi ones too, ive even,, read…. eren jaeger…spider-man au………..

im genuinely so embarrassed about this n ur gonna see exactly why💔 im not surprised i didnt have kpop in mine it was my top third playlist amd i think smart was only in mine bc i was tryna learn the choreo.. idgi tho cuz theyre pretty much the only gg i actively stanned and i liked easy more 😓

for context, it was during the height of it becoming a meme… in a certain fandom… and i cant ever be normal when i listen to a song it will be for a vveeeryyyy long time.. which is what happened here. because i made the mistake of listeninf while i played fortnite,, so it went on and on 😹😹😹😹 i dont think i need to explain the rest its not as embarrassing i just went through a crisis where i decided id go back to my roots bc i turned 20 so i realized i started listening to the nbhd ten years ago i was gagged sick to my stomach