#from dee

ilya is SO desperate and needy that night, shane has never seen him act like this before. closest thing was the couch at his house. he's frantically kissing shane everywhere, his mouth barely even lifting off his skin. its more like dragging his open mouth along shanes body. and he's whimpering as he does. ilya fucking rozanov is whimpering for him. he's missed shane, missed him so goddamn much that he wants to just submit, wants to show his loyalty and devotion. he drags shane across the bed till his legs are dangling off the side, and he slides to the floor and settles between his legs.

he's laying his head on shanes thigh, kissing and sucking at it as he gazes up at shane like a dog would to his master. he sucks him like it's the only thing keeping him alive, moaning and whining so much that shane is worried the room next door is gonna call the front desk. usually he's the one that is dangerously loud, but ilya is going above and beyond

when he finally pushes inside shane is when he's sure the staff will be there soon, with the way ilya moans, "shane; oh fuck baby" so loud you'd think he was saying it in a megaphone. he does a full body shudder and has to stop multiple times because he's gonna come too soon.

when they're finally both close, they're pressed forehead to forehead and ilya starts rambling, the pure desperation in his voice as he says, "don't leave me, never leave me again. need you so much. need this always, want you forever shane. fuck, fuckkk. my shane. shaneshaneshane"

and they both come so hard they can barely breathe

bye!

and shane pushes a hand into his hair, grips it tight as he presses his head back into the pillow. "god ilya, fuck."

ilya is grinding down onto shane's thigh. "one more." he starts begging. "need it again, sweetheart. need to come in you again."

and of course, shane isn't going to deny him. he wants it just as bad. his struggle is fighting the urge to tell ilya to fuck him without a condom, that he wants to know what it really feels like for ilya to come inside.

and this is when the bed gets crazy messy. ilya has settled a little bit, but they're both still frantic, and ilya is still more vocal than he's ever been. they start with shane on top, the headboard slamming against the wall so hard shane is now sure that the next room must be empty.

"just like that, shane. fuck, you take it so good. know how to make me feel so fucking crazy for you."

and then ilya is flipping them back into missionary, and shane's head is falling off the side of the bed but he couldn't care less, not when ilya is moaning so loudly and staring at him like he's the 8th wonder.

it comes to an end with shane getting fucked from behind, facing the tv and watching their reflection in the dark screen. he's gripping the blankets and dragging them closer to himself, he's fighting the urge to close his eyes cause fuck, the way ilya is groaning shane's name with his head thrown back, the way he's rubbing his hands up and down shane's back and sides, then back to gripping his thighs and hips

"oh god shane, come for me, come on my cock. just like our first time, yes? been making each other feel so fucking good for years. gonna be so many more, baby."

and shane comes on the sheets, just like he was asked. and ilya collapses on top of him, doing nothing but rutting and sucking on shane's neck until he comes too

k promise im done

what if i said that after he and shane text briefly about it, he just gets in his car and fucking drives to montreal? [text was sent at 6pm, takes a little less than 4 hours, so ilya shows up around 11. im sure in reality they would already be in LA but PRETEND with me that they leave in the morning]

after holding the buzzer to his apartment down until shane answered and nervously lets him in, they argue about the insanity of this until ilya asks why he wants to be with another man, isn't he enough? and ofc shane scoffs about that. "you fuck anything that moves, fuck you!"

and ilya actually flinches and looks genuinely hurt. "i maybe am with too many women, yes. but you are special and i do not have sex with others.'

"yes you do asshole, i see it everywhere all the time!"

"no, with men. you are the only one."

and in ilya's odd little mind, this is loyalty, this is devotion to shane. women don't count because it's a totally different experience. [for now, until he ofc realizes he doesn't want any women either]

so shane finally admits it was vegas, that the sex was really good but the coldness afterward really hurt him. "you were so nice and attentive the first time and then for that you barely acknowledged me, you didn't even kiss me!"

shane is horrified but ilya's heart flutters. shane just wanted more affection. he could do that.

so they have sex reminiscent of that first time, really really good and definitely way too tender for just fuck buddies. and ilya kisses shane so much he almost needs to tell him to stop for a minute so he can catch his breath 🥹

and ilya also snatches up shane's phone and blocks the guy and also deletes grindr 😭 and shane knows he should be mad but instead he's smiling sweetly and feeling so gooey and warm over ilya's obvious jealousy.

thanks for indulging my little au

DEE YOU MADE ME HORNY AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME PLEASE..................i love thinking abt shane taking vids of himself there's something so vulnerable and hot abt that esp bc he's not really used to it.....

that is all

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