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Omg my lord I just thought up the nerdiest hipster date ever and like I’m super excited for it even though it’s like so corny and cheesy and oh god super indie movie kind of date like whaaaaaat

Part of the reason letting go of John was so hard for me is the fact that I’ve been treated so poorly by other men. Not all other men, only the ones that I have a romantic interest in, or the ones that have an interest in me. My first crush and the guy I thought I was in love with for almost six years of my life treated me not very well. And I forgave him and I don’t and won’t ever regret that. Because before everything he was my friend and then he died. So that I don’t feel bad about. But then I was betrayed by someone who I had considered a friend and I’ve tried to forgive him again and again but I keep being the one that gets screwed over. So then I dated a guy because I didn’t think anyone would ever love me. And he treated me like crap. He told me that I wan’t good enough, I wasn’t pretty enough, oh and he casually mentioned that teachers are stupid and studying to become a teacher is a waste of money and is inevitably worthless. And then I found John who treated me like a princess. So yeah this hasn’t been easy, but now I know that being treated like crap and being taken advantage of is not a relationship and it’s not healthy, and I deserve to be with a guy who loves me and treats me like I’m worth it. Because I love myself and I am worth it.

To the guys I tossed the light up disk with. You are great. Join the Frisbae Team. Join our cult.