#frillyisms

Heading back home later today. Here's hoping my anxiety doesn't come back the second I leave this place. TwT

Heading up north for a week. I'm gonna have nothing but time, so y'all should let me know what kind of stuff you think I should work on. ;3 And even though signals are spotty and I may take a little longer to respond to stuff, you should also send me little messages just to say hi so I don't get lonely up there. TwT Hopefully I'll have tons of art when I get back! Thanks for always being awesome! I love you all~

I've been thinking about this a lot recently, what with it apparently being pride month and all. I see people in happy relationships and it reminds me that I've never been in one. I'm over a quarter of a century old and I've never had a significant other. I WANT to be in a relationship. I want to know what it feels like to have someone who loves me and cares about me and who'll let me use them as a pillow and who could be mine as much as I'd be theirs. But being a sex-repulsed asexual... Well, I feel like it would be such a deal breaker. I don't want to spring it on someone after already building the beginnings of a relationship, but I also don't want to introduce myself with "hi, before we even get to know each other at all, I just wanna say I'm asexual, but please continue!!" I guess it comes from being so ignorant to how relationships work. Eh. It's frustrating. It makes me feel like I'm inadequate and that I'm someone that no one would ever want as their significant other. I'm just that lousy of a catch. But, hey! That's also why my friends are so very important to me! I may not be in a relationship, but I'm always so thankful that I have my awesomely amazing friends to make me feel like I'm actually worth something! And maybe one day I'll get to know what a more romantic relationship feels like... I just need to actually learn how to find someone, heh.

Who are all you people suddenly reading some of my stories? AND WHY. WONT. YOU. LEAVE ME. A REVIEW. In all honesty, though, please review an authors stories! :3 It means so much to them! Feedback is super important! TELL AN AUTHOR (OR AN ARTIST OR WHOMEVER) THAT YA LOVE EM. YA DONT NEED A REASON. I PROMISE YOU'LL MAKE THEIR DAY.

My birthday is on Saturday and all I want is coffee and plushies help.

I need a new discord server to chill at. But all my attempts to find one so far have turned up nothing. Why is it that I see them all the time when I'm not looking for one, but the second I AM they all disappear? I think I'm just really bad at finding things, haha. X3

I don't think enough people understand how important feedback is to someone like a fanfiction author. There's something so disheartening about posting a new story or chapter and not receiving one iota of response, be it good or bad. I implore all you readers out there; don't lurk in the shadows! These writers are offering you their works for free! Show you appreciate them by taking just a few moments to write them a review! It doesn't have to be an essay! Just say if the plot worked or what made you excited or maybe what didn't turn out so great and might need altering. It lets the writer know you're reading their work! Nothing makes a writer happier than reading people's responses. It's a super easy way to make their day 2000 times better! And you might even make a friend out of it! So please remember that writers live for feedback!! In fact, every artist does! Take a moment to let them know that you are enjoying their creations! It's super important! Now, if you'll excuse me, I gotta dig myself out of a funk so I can get back to my stories.