#friendslost

It’s in that half moment where you turn to your side to say something to them, but they're not there. It’s in the split second where your eyes skim the room for the face that wasn’t there anymore. It’s in those moments of forgetting where the realisation is the sharpest and it stings in your throat like you’ve swallowed a wasp. And then you start to wonder if they're feeling those half seconds as well, of missing you... but then it hits you; you don’t even see them enough anymore to actually ask.

But many people cross my mind every day. Loves lost, both from my stupidity and from moving on. Friends, both best and just slight, that I’ve lost through time and through death and finally friends that I’ve made mistakes with, I don’t think any one person crosses my mind every single day, maybe this is someone or something I’m missing in my life. Maybe my brain is trying to protect me.

Que día 😹❤ #friendshipgoals #friendslost

Looking in my old Tumblr messages and wondering where I went wrong with all these possible friends T^T