#friendrich

İnsan yığınlarının davranış biçimlerini önceden kestirmek için, onların güç bir durumdan kendilerini kurtarmak için hiçbir zaman çok önemli bir çaba göstermediklerini kabul etmek gerekir.

Siz hepiniz, delicesine çalışmayı ve hızlı, yeni, yabancı olanı sevenler -kendinize katlanamıyorsunuz! Sizin çalışkanlığınız bir kaçıştır ve kendi kendini unutma istemidir

Boah ich könnt grad so feiern. Hab Pi ne Nachricht geschrieben und er hat geantwortet, hat danke gesagt. Ich mein, gleich am selben Tag und oh man er ist einfach der Beste. Mein Lebensretter.

I'm having very unstable emotions right now. Thank goodness my husband is at work. The decision to leave (well in my case) is a very hard one. Mainly I worry about money. We are going to be broke! And I do mean BROKE! The next 3 months are going to be difficult. I'm not even sure if I will be able to buy my son anything for his birthday or Christmas. It makes me so sad. I really do hope we get this apartment but I am worried about taking a little more than half the furniture might be upsetting to my future ex but I wont be able to afford these things on my own and he will be capable. That first night in the new place, I imagine, is going to be tough. Not only tough because I'm sure my ex will be calling my phone off the hook but tough because I'm an empathic person. I really want this to be positive and I wish it could but its not going to be and once I give the landlord this check there is no going back. Is this what I want? Do you think you will feel better? Can you move forward as a single parent? The answer to all of the questions my subconscious is screaming "yes!!!!!" And it keeps getting louder every day. I will eat ramen noodles and of course I will make sure my son eats better but whatever it takes I will make it work. I am so thankful that I have made some really good friends over the past few months. I haven't been able to make any new close friends since K because I've put so much effort into my marriage. I am thankful for my friends now. They are really stepping up to help me. It makes me so happy. I hope one day to be able to return the favor!